Depression after pregnancy

What are the signs of postpartum depression?

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Mommy2B24 - 305 days ago.
I am a first-time mom to a 3 month old baby boy. I've been struggling with PPD since i gave birth. Eventually, it escalated to postpartum psychosis after about a month with little to no sleep. I cried everyday for the first 2 months. I was so depressed that my body was starting to shut down. I felt like i was dying. It has gotten better since then, but i still feel overwhelmed and lost. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. Some days i just want to disappear because i find it hard to make it through each day. My husband was a single parent for the first 2months, and the stress of him having to put me away in an institution caused his hair to come out. I just wanna be me again, but i don't know who that is anymore......

j2r81786 - 312 days ago.
I am a new mom to a 2 week old daughter, my husband went back to work today and officially I am taking care of her on my own. I feel terrible, my daughter isn't too fussy but I still find myself crying today and stressed out over the idea of being the only one able to take care of her. I have no family or friends to come over and help since we are military and recently moved. I feel lost, lonely and wondering if it's too early to think that PPD is setting in.

Sammygirl2 - 395 days ago.
Well, hello again. Thought I'd drop a line to say this time the med combo prozac and lithium are helping me. I feel much better than i have in many months, and I can actually play with my children w/out feeling like I'm not really here. What I've been through has been trully horrible. i can't begin to describe or explain to someone who hasn't been there. for all you others, hang in there, find a good doctor and the right meds, be patient, life becomes better again!

Sammygirl2 - 401 days ago.
I have been off work on disability leave due to major depressive episode along w PPD. I have always dealt w depression on and off since my teens. With my 2nd pregnancy, it came back to bite me in the ass. I've been hospitalized 3x's in the last 2 months trying to attempt suicide. I am on meds, but still trying to find the right meds to 'fix' me. It's been rough and I just want to get back to normal. My son was born March 27, 2010. He is now 9 months old. I've been having major mood swings since my pregnancy with him. Things just continuued to get worse. My daughter is 2 1/2 now and I breast fed her until she was about 1 1/2 and I got pregnant with #2. I planned to breastfeed baby #2 but it was difficult and i supplemented and didn't have the energy to pump while at work this time around. The 2nd time I was hospitalized, I gave up completely trying to pump. I was out of energy, both mental and physical. I just shut down. Needless to say my baby is weaned. Sometimes I miss breastfeeding my son, but now the doctor has me on Lithium along with the prozac and the Lithium is not safe to breastfeed with. My doctor is appealing a decision from my health insurance today on my behalf to recieve further treatment in the partial hospital program I has been going to up until a few days ago when my insurance would not approve further days of treatment. I am hanging on by a thread sometimes. Can't stop thinking about suicide and how it might be the only alternative for me at this point. Sometimes I believe my husband and kids would be better off without an irratable, moody, lazy, unenjoyable to be around mother.

OliviaandSeth - 434 days ago.
Hello, I am 38 weeks pregnant, I am having a scheduled c-section in 4 days. I had a boy 7 years ago, I had him by an emergency c-section, when he was born his color wasn't right, and ended up he had a lot of issues, He was in NICU for 2 weeks, and I was told I couldn't breastfeed by the nurse on duty, and after we had her pulled off the case, it was to late, he did not nor would he latch to me. I had a very server case of PPD, I was hospitalized in a mental hospital, I was very suicidal, I had thoughts of throwing my son across the room, it was not me at all. The only way I've ever been able to describe it, I was trapped in my body, and someone else was controlling me. I felt possessed. Anyways, this pregnancy was planned, I was 21yrs old with my son, and he was not planned, he was a surprise. My husband and I tried for her, and it's now been 7 years and 2 months. I'm terrified of having PPD again. I don't know if my chances are greater or smaller now, but I do know that the bond I feel right this moment with my baby girl, I can't imagine going through it again, but that fear is in the back of my mind.

shelly32 - 490 days ago.
OK so long story - someone please help! My first pregnancy was from feb 08 until nov 08 i breastfed my son and became pregnant in july of 09 (my son was 8 monthsold) i weaned him by 11 months and continued my pregnancy until she was born in may of 09. I breastfed her until just after her first birthday to June '10. My sister was 27 and passed away in March of '09 (two months before second baby was born - worth mentioning for later reasons) In August I had my first real panic attacks - i'm not sure if it was just a panic attach or if i had a virus also at the same time. Anyhow after realizing i was having this anxiety i realized i have had more anxiety since i stopped nursing but it wasn't that bad and came and went. In the past 8 weeks I have noticed it happens in the middle of my cycle. I've had quite a few tests done and I believe I have the anxiety pretty well under control but I still don't feel like me. I'm a very happy energetic person normally. Please know i am not depressed nor feeling unhappy at all - i feel the opposite. I've had to cut out caffeine that helps some and too much sugar makes it worse. Everyone around me is convinced its in my head because of my sister passing a year and a half ago. The only real anxiety I have over this (not that i'm happy shes passed away, but that's life i guess) is i'm afraid of surgery situations no actually being sick. I still am feeling like i am having trouble taking in air sometimes and also i get pain in my left breast area and my brain tingles sometimes too. I felt like maybe i was having post partum axiety since it seems to get better during my period and for about 5 days after. So half the month i feel ok and the other half i'm suffering. I just want to feel normal again - i do in the back of my mind feel like there is something wrong with me but i keep telling myself that i'm fine and it's not going away. Even when the anxiety feeling isn't there the shortness of breath is. Has anyone else had post partum anxiety after weaning their children? is it worse because iwas pregnant/nursing for so long? How the heck do I stabilize my hormones? will these feelings go away? please email me direclty as i hardly get on this site - ispoilmykids@yahoo.com Thanks !

leeleesmom - 543 days ago.
Ugh still suffering from PPD 2 years later. Is there anyone else out there like this? Please let me know... Also, ways I can recover? I would love to know.... I must add that while delivering my second child I experienced a severe placenta abruption and both my children have been premature. I have a good family life, I just dont know how to shake this completely. What to do?

chelle7 - 546 days ago.
Hello ladies, i've been diagnosed with pnd. i've gone 2 months with the meds in a draw thinking i can get better without them. It's only the last few days i've thought i'm sick of just coping i want to be enjoying!!! I've been prescribed sertraline(zoloft) was hoping for some insight into taking it!! I'm breast feeding and scared about that, also when to take it day or night etc.

debmomof2 - 625 days ago.
I Had postpartum depression with my first daughter . I am pregnant with our second and i don't want it again im scared that i will get it again. I had a very bad case of it ..I told my husband i was gonna kill him and the baby. I tryed to kill myself whenever left alone and when i went to my doctor for help my insurance would not cover medication for it so i had to snap myself out of it! This is the worst thing a new mom can go through so if any of you need help or someone to talk to no matter how dark the thought may be you can talk to me because i have been there! I have found that have people around you that are jerks will make things way worse on you so get away from them now! anyways if you want to talk im here. Hugs and good luck

traciemac - 629 days ago.
No i have it too.

Bri - 643 days ago.
PrinceEvan - Did you breastfeed your first? I ask because sometimes it helps. When you breastfeed your hormones don't take a head dive but gradually come down. Not saying that those that breastfeed don't get it but your chances are a lot less. Also, now that you know that you have a higher risk you and your family can be on the look out. There are meds that you can take that will help, even if you are breastfeeding. Good Luck!

PrinceEvan - 643 days ago.
I suffered terribly with it after my son was born. It was a good year until I started to feel somewhat normal again. Whatever normal is! I'm pregnant with my second baby due in Nov and the doctors say my chances of getting it again are pretty good. It scares the hell out of me, I really don't want to go down that dark road again. I feel like I missed a lot of my son's first year 'cause I was in such a fog. If anyone is suffering from this and they would like to talk to someone who came out of it a stronger person, please feel free to leave me a message on my profile page!

iamblessed - 648 days ago.
I am shocked! No one else is suffering from post partum just me lol!

Rubes - 714 days ago.
I don't have Post Natal Depression, but have a history of depression, and was told that that will increase the liklihood of developing PND... However, I've been lucky to not develop it at all (it's 2-months since I had my baby). Anyways, I've had some harassment trouble from my husband's ex-wife... She got issued a warning (at my request, as I could have taken her to court but chose not too...) Anyways, she's not happy, and I'm scared she's going to come after me and Lilia... I feel like such a victim, and I fear I'm becoming depressed again because of this... I don't want to be depressed again... Or feel victimised...

monkey♥love - 724 days ago.
Hi ladies - maybe you can help me. I was just diagnosed with depression yesterday. The doctor prescribed me Celexa link and told to start taking it this morning. She told me I may experience dry mouth. So I got online last night and read up on the drug and I have to admit there is a huge list of side effects and warnings. I am freaking out. I haven't taken the meds yet because I am afraid of the side effects. Has anyone experienced anything on this pill? Please help!!

deleted - 728 days ago.
I am suffering from mild ppd and I feel it's due to brestfeeding my baby boy is now 4 weeks old and I decided to stop breastfeeding. I remember feeling this way when I had my daughter 11 years ago and when I stopped breastfeeding I got better in a couple of weeks and was back to myself again. I am not saying this is right for you but just telling my story. I feel hopeless and cry alot and put crazy thoughts that my hubby is cheating on me. I hate myself for feeling this way. I do not want to go on medication so I am once again gonna try the old remedy and hope it works again. good luck to you all

Sue23 - 734 days ago.
People dont know what depression is until u have it ive had depression Since i was 15 cuuing myself and overdoses i learnt how to control it 6 years ago when i became pregnant with my first then after i got postnatal depression thou i looked after her i didnt bond with her till she was 2 i thought that was the end of depression that i couldnt control but i was wrong i became pregnant with my son pain al the way thru couldnt enjoy thd pregnancy after i had him i started enjoying life 2 months later it started again depression but this time worse i feel like im in a world of my own just staring mind totally blank pain in my chest and joints in my body i dont know why its come back like this i love my husband love my kids what more do i need the hardest thing at the moment is ňt spending alot of time with the kids im tired all the time with no energy i wounder how long it will last

WhatCouldBe2 - 742 days ago.
I am so sick of me right now... I am on100 mg zoloft and still struggling...

Bri - 747 days ago.
The only one I know of that is proven safe with breastfeeding is Zoloft. I'm sure there are others but if you just need a low dose then Zoloft is probably your best bet.

3rdbabyat38 - 747 days ago.
Quick question for anyone who has experience with this... antidepressants and breastfeeding... What have any of your heard regarding this? Are their good ones that won't effect the baby?

Lisa Clark - 765 days ago.
hi all i have suffered from depression for years but it got more severe after i had a ectopic .. im still trying to concieve .. a year and a half later !! .x im not on any meds ..

traciemac - 772 days ago.
i've been on cipralex for 2 days now for post pardom after my 2nd baby and i allready feel better. Go see your doc and find out if that's what u have and maybe she will put u on anti depressants and maybe not maybe just councelling. Good luck!

AmoInfans - 779 days ago.
My daughter is 12 days old and since I was about 20 weeks pregnant I haven't felt 'right'. I can't explain it, but I just don't feel like myself...it makes me feel horrible because I know that I should be happy, but I don't really feel anything. It is like I'm numb. I know that my feelings (or lack thereof) are effecting my marriage and ability to care for my daughter. =( Any words of advice?

msaelim0810 - 809 days ago.
Hi ladies. I just wanted to drop a line. My son is now 7 months old and I have been on a low dose of Zoloft (50mg) for 4 months now. I am back to my old self and I feel great. No more anxiety, scared to be a lone or negative thoughts. It can be a scary feeling what your own mind and body can put you through, but please believe me..talk to your doctor about it and find help. It's all worth it and life is too short to be sad and depressed when we can do something about it. Good blessings to everyone!

ElliottnDeclans-mummy - 836 days ago.
Jus thought I would update you all on my PPD. Well I have been off the drugs for some months now, haven't had nightmares for such a long time. I still get down from time to time, but on the whole I feel ten times better! I am now married, Elliott is almost 1 year old and I am so happy right now. To those still suffering there is light at the end of the tunnel and things do get better eventually.