11-10-2010 - Pregnancy Miracle

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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19-5-2010 - One of those days..

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Sooo, I went to bed really early last night. I ended up waking up around 3am to find Dakota's (my fiancé's dog) cage pushed up against the door to downstairs (where our room is). Turns out she's in season, and I kind of want to kill her. She's acting like such a whiner, omg. I don't know why I don't have any patience for her today. My cat is ALSO in season, and I also kind of want to kill her.
(Don't worry-- I have no plans to ever breed my animals.. EVER. I just don't have 600+ dollars per animal to get them fixed, believe, I wish I did.)

So I have two whiney animals making noises at all hours, and I wanna throw them!! Lol, I love them but my patience is so non-existent lately and not just for the animals, people too. I found myself yelling at one of those AI's that talk to you when you call the cable company.

So ANYWAYS, I went back to bed after finding the dogs cage all shoved around, and SOMEONE STOLE MY BLANKET. No wonder I woke up at such a stupid hour. I couldn't really get back to sleep, but I did eventually. My cousin's alarm woke me up at like 8 or some god-awful hour. She's on the second floor of the house AND I'M IN THE BASEMENT, WHY THE HELL DID THAT WAKE ME UP??!?! ARGHHH.

So frustrating. I ended up dragging my ass out of bed at 9, and feeling really groggy. My fiancé wanted to get up at a 'decent' hour, even though I just wanted to stay in bed. Now he's sleeping on the couch.. so I'm grumpy.

My baby is moving around so much, omg. It's painful!! Last time I was at the doctors, she had a hard time finding the heartbeat.. BECAUSE THE BABY WAS IN SOME WEIRD KIND OF POSITION. She just kept punching(kicking?) the Doppler dealy. It was pretty funny, my doctor was quite amused. It was also cute.

Today I took out garbage, be proud of me. People I live with don't seem to know to actually take out ALL THE GARBAGE. The "kitchen waste" containers have been sitting outside of the door for like three weeks and no one's moved them. So I was up early enough today to just friggin' get it done. I washed the bathtub with my foot last night, too LOL while I had a shower. I'm just sick of looking at a dirty tub. I'm not the only person in my house, but I'm the only one who seems to care that we live in a dump. I just hate that I can't bend down to clean anything. There's a giant pile of laundry (towels, and crap) in the laundryroom, but I CAN'T CARRY IT DOWN THE STAIRS. So it sits there. I am not the only one who uses towels. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST HELP?? I am too goddamned fat for this crap.

Lol sorry, I'm just bitching because I'm in a bad mood. I should just go, and ... uh.. I dunno, be grouchy on the couch.

♥

26-4-2010 - 1st Month of TTC FAILED!!

My mood while writing this blog: Upset/Hopeful

So ladies i decided to take a HPT 2daii to get it over & done with coz i've been feeling a bit off this past week.. enyway the test came up NEGATIVE!! I hve the worst luck with those things i swear :( my periods are so iregular..i've been 2 weeks over due b4!! It makes it soo much harder to concieve wen ur periods are soo messed up!!

I've been sitting here mooping around coz im thinking that im in for another whole year of TTC.. i feel selfish complaining wen there's ladies on here whom hve been trying for mnths for their 1st bubs & hvnt been successful!! I kno its onli our 1st mnth of TTC but i realli dnt wanna be going thru wat i went thru to concieve my daughter!! It was such a awful time for me & i was alwaiz depressed coz we werent getting preggos ..i guess i just dnt wanna be in that suitation again!!

I realli hope none of yuu ladies think im wingey & un grateful..its just im scared i guess..im scared that if we hve such a tough time concieving again im going to get that depressed im going to loose my fiancee..wen im depressed & upset i alwaiz take things out on him..i kno its wrong & i kno i shldnt do it..but i just cnt seem to help it :(

Do eny of yuu ladies hve eny suggestions or tips on TTC??

23-4-2010 - Just a update...

My mood while writing this blog: happy/amazed/stoked

Just thought id let yuu ladies kno how my dieting is going.. As of this Sunday its been a whole 2 weeks since i've began dieting & changing my bad eating habits!! I hvnt eaten any Take Away food in 2 weeks..at first it was soo hard especially coz my fiancee eats all the things i cannot hve & doesnt put eny weight on wat so ever..i swear his a freak of nature..its soo unfair lol..

So my starting weight was 70kg & as of 2daii im 65kg!! So i've lost a whopping 5kgs in almost 2weeks..im soo estatic right now & soo proud of myself!! Ur onli suppose to loose enywhere between 1-half kg a week on these diet shakes..but i've seemed to hve lost soo much more..dnt ask me why..im not going to complain tho lol

21-4-2010 - Just a quick question!!

My mood while writing this blog: Stumped/Unsure

Me & my partner use personal lubricant wenever we hve sex..we neva used to..we onli started using it wen i became pregnant with my daughter..& we've decided to keep using it now coz we find it more comfortable!!

Im just wondering if eny of yuu ladies kno if using lubricant during sex can do enything to decrease or make concieving harder??

I would realli appreciate sum insite bcuz i had such a hard time getting pregnant b4 & i realli dnt wanna make things harder for us this time round!!

Thanks ladies

xo

19-4-2010 - FINALLY GOT SUM PROFESSIONAL PHOTO'S OF KATIE TAKEN!!!

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY/RELIEVED

Yesturday whilst i was out shopping i saw that they had the professional photographers there..the 1's that do baby photo shoots!! I asked my fiancee to go over & ask them how much it would cost to get my daughters photo taken..

Enyways as he walked over to the lady whilst holding Katie & b4 he cld even open his month the lady asked if she cld plz take sum photo's of Katie..they sed she looked absolultly gorjuz & wanted to enter her in the baby competition they where hvin!! My fiancee asked her how much the photo's would cost & she sed they had a deal on how yuu could get 1 normal photo size professional photo for onli $7.00..

He called out to me & wen i got their he sed that we shld realli get the photo's done coz it was onli going to cost $7.00 for 1 photo..i was happy with that :) So the ladies thought she looked beautiful in the pink outfit she was wearing so they 1st did a shoot with her in a basket with flowers all around her..2nd shoot was her in the same basket with all teddies around her & the 3rd one she was laying on her tummy without a shirt with a pink velvet blanket wrapped around her whilst wearing a pink hat & scarf.. she was smiling her head off the whole entire time!! She was loving it lol.. after they where done the lady sed that if we wanted to get the big pack of photo's they wuld cost $350 & we cld decide to get them wen we picked them up next week..

So we werent going to get the big pack but Steven sed that he saw what the photo's looked like coz he was standing directly behind the lady takin the photos..he sed they looked gorjuz..& she was smiling everytime.. I culdnt resist so i ended up deciding to get the big pack.. im soo excited to c how good they look..hafta pick them up at the end of the mnth ;)

xo

16-4-2010 - Tricks to concieving a baby BOY!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Excited/Motivated!!

Can any of yuu lovely ladies give me & my fiancee eny tips on how to concieve a baby boy!!!

I've realli got my heart set on hvin a little boy this time..i've been looking around in shops for boys clothes & stuff & Steven is looking around in TOYS R US at all the thomas train sets coz wen he was a kid he was obsessed with thomas the tank engine..he still has all his old books & old train sets out in the garage & is hoping that we do get a boy so they'll be able to play with them together & buy all new 1's for him!! Its soo cute!!

Where both realli hoping we get our wish to hve a son & give Katie a little brother!!

xo

14-4-2010 - SOO VERY PROUD RIGHT NOW!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY/STOKED!!

This morning whilst i was actually on this site my baby girl was asleep in her travel cot beside me wen suddenly i looked up 2 see that Katie was sitting up all by herself..i cldnt believe my eyes..i actually had to shut then & open my eyes againz just to make sure i was seeing what i thought i was seeing lol.. then i guess once she knew she cld do it she was doing it every 5 seconds.. each time she was sitting up even longer than the time b4!!

It was such a exciting & proud moment as a mother & it was totally out of the blue..she realli sure did shock me..but in a good way of course!

My fiancee wasnt at home coz he was at work..which was kinda sad!! realli wish he cld hve seen her doing it for the 1st time..ohh well.. so i decided wen he got home i wldnt say enythin about it & hoped she wld just sit up wen he walked in the door..enyway she did..he was soooo suprised & rushed over to her & picked her up..then she let out a great big laugh..it was such a cute moment..

Then whilst daddi was changing her nappy he yelled out to me "her 1st tooth is coming thru"..i raced in there to see that indeed she had her very 1st baby tooth coming thru right at the bottom of her gum!! cldnt believe it 2 things in 1 day..

So i guess its safe to safe i had a very suprising & wonderful day!!

xo

13-4-2010 - Unsure...whats happening??

My mood while writing this blog: Unsure

Ok so yesturday me & m fiancee decided it was time to start ttc bubs #2.. all this morning i've been getting realli severe cramps & knifing pains in my lower abdomen & there not seeming to go away!! I've tried lying dwn & taking neurofern..but it hasnt seemed to help at all :(

My fiancee & i hve had un-protected sex 3 times this week b4 we decided to start ttc again & once again last night!!! Im just wondering if it can be a sign of early pregnancy or not.. i've read on the net that yuu can get period like cramping & even break thru bleeding...i hvnt had eny bleeding tho..i kno it def cnt be mee getting my periods coz im not due to get them till the 2nd of May!!

Im just not sure if its too early to be experiencing pregnancy signs or not.. or maybee im just being over dramatic!!!

Also im kinda starting to worry about the thought of hving another premature baby!! I dnt think i've wrote in eny of my blogs but my daughter was born 5 weeks early..there was no reason for it..i guess she just decided it was time to come!! Enyway my labour was a breeze no complications & she was healthy & scored a 9 out of 10 in her APAGR test..which was great!! But i had to stay in hospital for a whole week then go home & had to leave my baby in hopsital for another whole week becoz she was hvin slight trouble feeding!!! It was such a tough time for me being seprated from my baby even tho i went & saw her every day..it realli made me depressed..

So i guess my question is seeing my daughter was born 5 weeks premature does that mean there's a high chance it will happen again & does it mean that i'll be put on high risk???

Wld realli appreciate sum insite ladies..its realli started to do my head in worrying!!!

xo

13-4-2010 - DECIDED IS TIME TO START TRYING FOR BUBS NUMBER 2

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY/EXCITED/THRILLED

So ladies my fiance totally SHOCKED me 2day.. Just after we had sex we laid their in bed cuddling & kissing like we always do wen we started talking about wen we wanted to start trying for another baby..we got into a bit of a fight coz i've been a bit confused wether or not i wanted 2 still start tryng for bubs #2 in MAY mainly coz i've just started my diet & i've alreadi lost 2kgs!!

Enyway we started talking about what it wld be like hvin another baby & if it was realli the right time & stuff.. then out of the blue he BLURTS out lets start trying for another BABY now!!! I was totally shocked..shocked in a gud way tho :) I ask if he was being seriouz & he sed he loves Me & Katie more then enythin & he'd been thinking about it all month & really wants to start trying again!! I layed their for a couple of seconds & realised that he was right..we where ready to add a new addition to the family!!

So as of 2day where offically trying for BABY number 2.. Where both extreamly excited..im realli hoping that it doesnt take us a whole yr again to get pregnant!! That means i have to go off my shakes coz its harmful to pregnant women!! So im just going to be eating healthy & excising 1 hr a day :)

Fingers crossed we get a baby BOY this time round :)

Really looking forward to joining the PREGNANCY rollercoaster with all yuu lovely ladies again

xo

12-4-2010 - VERY SHOCKED BUT PROUD OF MYSELF!!!

My mood while writing this blog: ESTACTIC/PROUD!!

Im so very PROUD of myself at the moment :) After starting my diet replacing 2 meals a day with THE BIGGEST LOSER SHAKES, watching my calories & walking a hr everyday its finally paid off!!!

My fiance suggested that i go & jump on the scales just to see if i've lost eny weight yet!! Not expecting to hve lost eny weight at all i was shocked to see that i'd had lost 2kgs in just to days of starting my diet.. So that means i'm loosing 1kg a day :)

I kno 2kgs doesnt sound like much but geeze i cnt believe that my diet is actually working & in just 2 days im seeing GREAT results.. i've been stressing thinking that by the end of the week i was going to weigh myself & discovering i hvnt lost enything coz ur only expected to loose 1kg maybe even half a kg a week..but its the complete opposite..

This has given me the motivation & self confidence to keep going even tho i've been soo hungry & so tired..

xo

10-4-2010 - TURNING OVA A NEW LEAF!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Happy/Excited!!!

So ladies i've finally decided to do sumthing about loosing my baby weight!!! Ever since the birth of my daughter ive been feeling realli dwn in the dumps about how much i gained during my pregnancy with my baby girl..

B4 pregnancy i weighed 57kg which i was happy with now im tipping the scales at 70kg..its really depressing wen all my jeans dnt fit enymore wen b4 they used to almost be falling off me & wen i go shopping & try on things i always have to end up getting the next size up :( Its realli taking its toll on me im soo moody all the time now & i seem to be taking out all my anger on my fiance..which isnt fair..his soo supportive & always tells me i beautiful & he wldnt change enythin about me!!

So i've decided as of 2day im starting THE BIGGEST LOSER SHAKES, eating more healthier & doing atleast 30mins of walking each day.. im realli nervous & at the same time EXCITED!!! I've even joined the BIGGEST LOSER site where i can keep track of all my calories & weight loss.. the estimation time is around August wen i'll b bak to my pre-term baby weight.. I've neva had eny self confidence in myself soo im really hoping this time round will be different..

Fingers crossed all goes well

xo

10-4-2010 - Is it possible..........

My mood while writing this blog: blah

Me & my man hvnt really spend eny us time for the past week & a half mainly coz we've been soo busy doing things & by the end of the day im way to tired to even want to be intimate!!

So last night we finally had a chance to hve sum us time.. he ran me a nice warm bubble bath & gave me the best back massage lol..so we ended up hvin sex twice & my he was suppose to pull out in time but decided not to :)

I guess my question is what are the chances of hvin un-protected sex the day after ur periods hve stopped & becomming PREGNANT??

07-4-2010 - BIO OIL

My mood while writing this blog: unsure/hopeful

Im just wondering if any of yuu ladies no anything bout BIO OIL?? I was watching T.V last nite & a commercial came up bout it & how its suppose to help fade the appearence of Stretchmarks :)

During my pregnancy with my Baby Gurl i got really bad stretchmarks on my belly,upper legs & my arms.. they hve realli made me real self concious & i really want to try & fade them a bit b4 i get pregnant again!! So im just wondering if & how BIO OIL works & if it Really does work or not?? Im also not sure how much it costs or where yuu can buy it from either??

Would really appreciate some insite ladies

xoxo

07-4-2010 - Katie Rose Tyler 8 mnths already!!

My mood while writing this blog: Happy/Amazed!!

So today my baby girl is 8 months old & i just cnt believe how fast the time is gone.. It seems just like yesturday wen she was born & now shes 8mnths old.. Its upsetting & exciting at the same time if that makes any sense??

Shes almost crawling & is saying mumma,dadda,nan & yeah all the time now..its soo cute.. shes also letting out these high pitched screams every now & then just to get of attention lol

Im so proud of all her accomplishments so far & shes learning & changing every day now.. shes such a happy little girl who loves playing with her toys & can amuse herself soo easily...she loves eating her vegetables unlike her daddi :) Im honestly so lucky to have such a good baby she usually goes to bed at around 9-9:30pm & wakes at 7-7:30am..she's not a real wingy baby either..she only usually cries wen she has a wet nappy which she hates or wen daddy goes to work.. shes soo attached to her daddy..its soo cute..they hve such a close bond & she enjoys it wen he pulls funny faces & blows rasberries..

Katie Rose 8 mnths old

01-4-2010 - All figured out

My mood while writing this blog: upset/but ok

I woke up this morning to discover that i'd FINALLY got my periods after being 4 weeks late!! Im ok tho..just a bit upset coz i was soo getting used to the idea of being pregnant again..oh well wasnt meant to be i guess :(

Well 1 good thing is that i dnt hve that long till me & my partner start trying to concieve again in May =]

So ready to become a mummy again..hurry up MAY!!!

01-4-2010 - PLZ I NEED SUM SERIOUZ ADVICE!!

My mood while writing this blog: upset/angry

So i took a hpt this morning & it totally stuffed up..soo had to be faulty or sumthin.. enyways so im not paying eny attention to the negative result!! Then as i was out at the shops i discovered i had this light brownish mucus in my underwear..It smelt realli weird nothin like blood.. Then i got home 2nite & nothing..im clean as a whistle!! Im not getting eny cramps or enything like i usually get mith my periods..

Im honestly starting to think thats its not me getting my things at all so im totally starting to freak out & worry about this whole god damn thing!!

Has this happened to eny1 b4 or does eny1 kno's whats goin on?

I really need some help girls :(

Thanx

xoxo

30-3-2010 - UTTERLY & ENTIRELY CONFUSED!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Clueless

A few days ago i started spotting a bit & i assumed i was getting my periods..after awhile it got a little heavier but still wasnt bright red..if yuu kno wat i mean?? Then the next morning it began EASYING up to just spotting again..Im not getting eny cramping or enythin & im feeling quite fine tell yuu the truth!! Then i woke up this morning to find its completely STOPPED ALL TOGETHER!! Im really confused..this has neva happened b4!!

I've been feeling a bit nausey during the day & peeing alot more then usual & hvin realli BAD MOOD SWINGS!! I took a pregnancy test like a week ago & it came up negative.. Im going to take another 1 tomorrow coz i'll b a whole 4 weeks ova..Its probley my body playing tricks on me againz tho :(

I guess im realli confused right now & clueless as to way this is happening???

28-3-2010 - TTC IN MAY!!!

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY/ ESTACTIC

So after my latest pregnancy scare i became realli upset wen i knew i wasnt pregnant even tho i was conviced seeing i was almost 4 weeks late!! During those 4 weeks i was dreading the fact that i was pregnant again.. Since my periods arrived i've been realli dwn in the dumps & thinking about what it wld hve been like if i was preggo's :( I've been soo confused about my emotions this past couple of days bout me wanting to try for another baby & if i was realli readi or not that i decided to book a appoinment with a councellor :)

I went and had a 1hr session with her & tlked about how i was soo confused about pregnancy again & all my mixed emotions on the subject that she made me realise that my main issue with trying for baby number #2 is that im soo concern bout gaining more weight if i become pregnant again..in previous blogs i've been dwn in the dumps bout not loosing my baby weight from being pregnant with my daughter who is now almost 8 mnths.. So i've relised i shouldnt let my concerns bout gaining more weight hold me bak from becomming a mummy again :)

At lots changed since i became pregnant with my daughter..My partner now has work & where livin in a brand new apartment..

So Me & My partner feel as tho its time 2 add a NEW ADDITION to the family!!

So excited to be joining the JOYS of PREGNANY again!!!

Fingers Crossed we get a BOY this time

x o x o

25-3-2010 - Confused/relieved for now!!

My mood while writing this blog: confused

So yesturday morning i took a home pregnancy test & it showed up negative!! I still dnt hve my periods tho & its almost the end of the mnth..im confused as to why i dnt hve them & worried sumthings wrong??

Do eny of yuu ladies hve eny thoughts as to why this is going on..coz im freash outta ideas??

22-3-2010 - STARTING TO REALLY PANICK!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Worried

So i've been hvin issues concerning my weight & me trying to figure out if i realli do want anotha baby soon... & i've decided its not the rite time yet..I was thinking around wen Katie turns 2yrs old!! WELL BOMBSHELL !!! I think i mite be preggo's & im soo hoping im not.. Im usually no more than a week & a half ova due & im almost 4 weeks!! Shld i be worried seeing my periods are always all ova the place..i've been feeling a liddle sick & my boobs are realli tender but they usual are wen ive got my things!! So idk..i dnt even realli remember hvin unprotected sex wid my man coz lately everything's been soo hetic so their cld be a chance we did & we dnt rememba :(

I brought a pregnancy test yesturday but im too scared to even do it.. just thinking about it being positive realli scares me.. I kno if i am that my partner wld be realli supportive & abortion is def not on the table..we both dnt believe in it..

I guess i just need to hope for the best aye :(

22-3-2010 - STRUGGLING TO LOOSE MY BABY WEIGHT!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Upset/ Down in the dumps!!

My baby girl is almost 8 mnths & im struggling to loose all the weight i gained during my pregnancy :( Before getting pregnant i weighed 57kg now im 71kg.. I've starting eating healther & trying to get into a routine of walking every day which i hvnt been very successful in doing!! I've even thought about going on health shakes but there $100 for a week supply & i cnt realli afford them rite now.. It's realli depressing wen i cnt fit into all my jeans & i feel soo disgusted with what i see wen i look in the mirror.. Im also causing soo many fights with my partner coz i keep accusing him of being interested in other girls wen his NOT just coz im soo insecure with my looks!! Im turning 18yrs & alreadi starting to hve issues with my body wen most girls my age have perfect figures & are proud of the way they look!!

Im soo depressed about my weight & its realli affecting me & my partners sex life... i realli dnt kno wat to do..

Can eny1 give me sum useful advice...im desperate :(

20-3-2010 - Me wanting another baby!

My mood while writing this blog: Uncertain

So my baby gurl is almost 8mnths old next mnth & i want to start trying for baby numba 2.. I've finally conviced my partner to start trying in May on my 18th Birthday!! But im confused in weither i actually do want another baby or not :( Like some days im thinking that im not readi & wld love to wait until Katies atleast 1yrs,but then on other days i feel like im readi to start in May.. I thought i was pregnant 2mnths ago & i was soo stressed coz i was soo ova due & thinking that i wasnt realli readi for this at all..Turned out being a faulse alarm tho lol.. Srry if im not making eny sense im just soo confused rite now :(

21-7-2009 - Labour/Birth Fears!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Worried/Stressed

So im 34 weeks on Monday...yay soo excited..onli 7 weeks to go!!! As much as im excited about finally meeting my liddle girl im also becoming quite worried & scared about how im going to deal in labour..This might sound stupid but i keep worrying that im not going to be able to push my liddle gurl out & that somethings going to go wrong :( I kno im going to hve my fiancee full support whilst im in labour but i just cnt seem to stop stressing about this...is driving me crazy...

Did any1 else go thru this with their first bubba or am i just being paranoid??

18-7-2009 - Just a question

My mood while writing this blog: Confused!!!!!

I just decided to start packing my bag for hospital seeing im 33 weeks on Monday!!! So ladies culd eny1 possibly tell me if im gunna need to pack my own towels for me & bubba & if i need to bring my own bath stuff for her either...

Im also a liddle bit annoyed coz i was hoping that i culd fit everything i need in the 1 bag instead of having to take 2 bags with me to hospital... but as it turns out ive alreadi nearly filled 1 whole bag & i havent even got eny of my clothes pack yet!!! So it looks like im gunna hafta take 2 bags instead of 1 :(

04-7-2009 - Packing my hospital bag???

My mood while writing this blog: Unsure

So i'll be 31 weeks 2moz & im deciding whether or not i shld start packing my bag for hospital!!! Im not even sure wen ur suppose to pack it :(

Can any1 give me a brief list of things im gunna need to pack coz my midwife's gave me this shitty list that only has a few things & im sure im gunna need other things aswell!!!

28-6-2009 - I want another baby

My mood while writing this blog: upset/ignored

I really wuld like 2 start trying for another baby soon after our daughter is born but my partner dosent like the idea.. he thinks its stupid of me to even want 2 hve another baby that close but i cant help feeling this way...i've tried tlkin 2 him about it but its like tlkin 2 a brickwall & his not even caring how i feel about it either!! It just realli hurts i guess... I kno im onli 17yrs old but b4 i met my partner i didnt even want kids but since meeting him & seeing how happy i am when im with him i just feel why wait!! I love him soo much & where like the perfect couple lol... I love carrying our beautiful baby & sharing the experiences of pregnancy with him & just seeing how excited he is about becoming a daddi & so im realli in love wid the idea of trying for baby #2 real soon... Does any1 hve any opinions or thoughts in what i shuld do :(

28-6-2009 - Stretchmarks!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Depressed

So the past couple of weeks ive noticed that ive began getting realli bad stretchmarks especially on my tummy :( I've always been self concious about my body but now it seems to be getting alot worse..i can barely stand to look at myself anymore & its causing ALOT of fights between my & my fiance..his soo supportive & his alwaiz telling me that i look perfect & that he dosent even notice them but i just cant see how he can still find me attractive & beautiful!! Its getting to the point that i dnt even want him seein me naked wen where hvin sex & i feel soo awful 4 feeling this way but i just cnt help it.. Is this normal for me 2 be feeling this way or am i just over-reacting??