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AMANDA
	Age: 22 Country: USA Province/region: SOUTH City: INGLESIDE, TEXAS Partner: DAVID Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: No Occupation: SAHM
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23-9-2009 - Things are officially over.

My mood while writing this blog:
o.k. and getting better.

Well, i had my d&c on monday. I didnt really know what to expect, ive had surguries before i knew what to expect as far as that goes but i didnt know what to expect emotionally. We got there really early in the morning, and they set me up. I was ok until everyone kept coming in and asking what i was there for. I had the best anesthesiologist ever, when he asked me what meds i was taking and i told him; he asked me about my concept dha and i told him im not taking it anymore because its a pre-natal and he apologized. He was the only one who seemed to understand that i wasnt there for just any old "procedure". I started crying when they wheeled me into the operating room and i got up on the bed and as i was laying there i started bawling, i was so upset. Can you believe that the anesthesiologist rubbed my head, he must be a father because he was the only hospital employee that seemed to understand that i was hurting. I woke up in recovery crying, bawling, i was hysterical. They gave me morphine and toradol because they thought i was in pain my blood pressure was really high, i had like 5 ppl telling me i need to calm down. So anyway i saw my hubby and started crying again. I have the best mother in law ever, she took my daughter the night before, and came to the hospital while my sis n law watched my daughter and then she kept my daughter for another night till yesterday evening. I am so blessed to have the family i have. I am so sorry for any girls who have ever had a loss, i have a new respect for what youve gone through. We wont be ttc for awhile again, dh and i both agree that things happen for a reason.

7 Comments on Things are officially over.

mfbrown - Sunday, 27 Sep
:0( That made me cry! I'm greatful only that you had an understanding anestesiologist... Wow. What a guy! I'm so sorry for the loss. I agree, things happen for a reason, both those of us who aren't getting BFPs and those who lose unfortuanately. We won't understand until enough time has passed to figure it out... but I am glad that your family has been supportive for you. Take all the time you guys need to get better. :0( We're all thinking of you guys! *Hugs to you all*

heids - Saturday, 26 Sep
My heart breaks for u, sending u love and support to get through this revolting time. It does sound like u have a fantastic support family there, use them. Is soi sad that bad things happen to good people. Love and hugs Hxxx

Jess-Steve - Friday, 25 Sep
I'm soo sorry sweety I can't imagine but we are all here for you!

mum2onex - Thursday, 24 Sep
god my hearts breaks for you pet - ive tears in my eyes just reading your blog. I hope you'll beok soon - thinking of you xxxxxxxxxx

Cherryb0m - Wednesday, 23 Sep
i am soo sorry. i can only imagine. we are here for you when you are ready again, take all the time you need. :-)

mll28 - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm so sorry for your loss. I cried reading this. I've been through the same thing and knowing someone else has just breaks my heart.

DiandClover - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Amanda, when you are ready to try again (if that is your decision) we are here... in between - we are here too - just drop a line if you ever need to talk. Sometimes getting it out in words helps the healing. ((HUG)) I am glad at least the anesthesiologist showed you some tlc in the process... Dr.s need empathy lessons!

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