29-4-2009 - TTC Month 4

My mood while writing this blog: Hopefull

Ok So hubby and I have been trying to concieve again. At first we were like if it happens it happens.... But just like most women 3 months of that I started to wonder???? Why have I not become pregnant? So now I've started taking a more concience approch to the whole thing. Checking my CM and tracking my most fertial moments... Today AF was suppose to rear her ugly head and so far Nope. This web site is telling me to test today, but Im nervous. I remember what it was like trying to concieve Colette and well that literally took a YEAR!!! Im not sure if Im ready to face a negitive pregnancy test. Even tho Im feeling like I just might be.... but that can also be chalk up to wishful thinking, LOL why does it have to be this way???? I feel a woman should be able to know the second it happens that shes pregnant....In a perfect world huh! LMAO