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31-7-2008 - Anti-Depression Pill's

My mood while writing this blog:
Depressed

Well It's Offical,

Tomorrow Morning I'm making an appoinment with a Doctor to get depression medication. Because if I don't I'm gonna lose my fucking mind.

I'm always so damn hateful toward everyone including brian and it sucks cause Brian does EVERYTHING in the whole wide world for me that i ask. he is so wonderful. But I'm always depressed, I dont smile anymore not a real smile atleast, I always feel like crying for NO reason, and I feel like Savannah is The only thing Keeping me alive today.

what happend to me? I used to be the happiest person in the world and Now I'm the Most angryest and hatefulest person ever, I'm a BITCH from hell, I'm rude to everyone, I bitch over immature stupid shit, I've become more selfish. I'm just Not myself anymore!!!!! =[ what am i do.

I wanna live my life be happy everyday but i dont know what or how to make it happen.

I don;t intend to tell my parent's Until after i seen the doctor and got the medication, actually if I can get away with it I dont plan on telling them just plan to let them figure it out.

4 Comments on Anti-Depression Pill's

megmeg1806 - Tuesday, 5 Aug
I got diagnosed as bipolar after I had Landen. I thought it was paranoid disorder, but it wasn't so I'm on anti-depressants too. It wasn't a big shock tho because everybody in my family has always told me I'm bipolar.It use to be embarrassing, so I never wanted to get help,but now it's not because I realise that there are many more people in the world that have all sorts of disorders. I'm glad that my family know,because they help me out alot with Landen and it helps me stay even more stress-free. You hear so many horrible things in the news these days about moms with postpartom or bipolar or moms that are just plain evil that hurt themselves or their kids or both,whether they mean to or not, so I'm glad my family knows about my disorder,so they can help me and so I have someone to turn to when I need help with Landen..so maybe it wouldn't be so bad if you told your parents about how you feel. Well sorry for this really loooong comment.Just wanted you to know that you're not the only one,and hope you get to feeling better.

Mary : - ) - Sunday, 3 Aug
I feel the same way! Seems like ever since I had dylan I am just not the same anymore. I'm just always so down on myself. I wonder if it's just our hormones still out of whack. I wish I could get meds for depression.

nezbit - Thursday, 31 Jul
Everything will work out for you. I took Zoloft after my second baby was born. I felt the same rage you are feeling and at first I wondered why, but then i figured it out. When he was 6 weeks old I broke down to my doctor. Luckily after this newest addition I have been fine. It is so weird how you go from being fine to losing it so I totally understand what you are feeling. Let us know how everything goes and I am here if you need someone to talk to.

luckywhite - Thursday, 31 Jul
do you know something. if it is PND you have almost won the battle... realising y our behaviour isnt normal for you is 90% of the battle..

i hope you feel better soon xxxxxx

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