15-10-2010 - Exhausted Mama...crabby babies!

My mood while writing this blog: Dead on my feet!

Hi mama's & TTC'ers!! I hope all of you are doing well!

This mama is so worn out, I been burning the candle on both ends it seems with the kids and Jay and work. We have hit a new busy at work, thanks to the economy coming back. Which is nice, but they got me coming in early and I have so much to do I don't even leave my desk for lunch!

Jay is working 50-60 hours a week and he's dead on his feet as well!! Poor guy! But the OT is nice, we almost have our truck paid off :) But he's working four days a week ten hours a day, and then he goes in on Friday and Saturday for overtime.

His parents filed for divorce, thank god, it's been hell since they spilt and at least now they got some closure to it all! My father in law has been on a rampage with talking shit about me though, even though I am 1800 miles away! Love it! My SIL text messaged me to see if what he was saying was true, and of course it wasn't. He is just a hateful man, and his wife (MIL) isn't any better, if anything she's worse! She blames ME for the rift between her and her son, as if!! Maybe he doesn't want anything to do with them because they are terrible parents, and people in general. Or it could be the fact that she neglected him as a child, and he hates her for it! So i just continue to do what I always do, ignore that whole side of the dam family. They are horrid people, and I hate it when they come visit. Then I HAVE to see them, cause I'll be damned if they are taking my girls without me to monitor! OK, enuff drama, I hate even talking about those people!

Little miss Hannah just completed her last round of antibiotics for her latest ear infection...yes, I said ear infection! So turns out that they didn't stop her infections for more than 6 weeks. You could just about imagine the look on my face when her ped told me, shock, disbelief, anger, sorrow...all rolled into one face! Don't know what I am gonna do now, cause there is nothing left other than hoping she grows out of them! Good God almighty, grant me the strength!!!!

And miss teenage angst herself...aka my oldest Nikki, decided to drop a BOMB on me while I was driving. She just nonchalantly (sp?) says, "oh..mom... I forgot to tell you about my new boyfriend " I ask whats his name and blah blah blah...so she says "well, his name is blah blah, he's 15 and is on the foot ball team" WWWHHHHAAAATTTTT????? FOOTBALL PLAYER?!!! OLDER FOOTBALL PLAYER????!!!! AAAcccckkkk...I about crashed the damn car.

And she's been into the doc too for her constantly stuffy nose, she had to get a CT Scan on Monday of her head cause it's not allergies like we originally thought. I took her in for the allergy testing two weeks ago and he was shocked that she tested negative for everything, and was that congested. So now we are waiting back to hear back from her doc to see what the CT scan says....joy!

So between, doc appt's, football player boyfriends, working like dogs, more family drama, and me dropping my cell in a glass of soda last night...yep, SODA...damn it...I do believe I have absolutley positively found the end of my sanity! *sigh*

That felt good, thanks for letting me vent ladies!! I know it has to get old, reading about my messed up lilfe all the time!!

And sadly there is more to add to all this, but I done ran out of time. So, enough for now, take care of your selves and kiss them babies!!

~Candy~