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13yearsapart
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24-2-2009 - 29 Days to go....and feeling awful! tiredMy mood while writing this blog:
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I have 29 days left to carry this baby girl and I am feeling every single second of it. I have a nasty head cold and ear infection and the pregger insomnia has set in. I am on work restriction now and that seems to be ok, but I just feel like crap all the time now. Nesting is NOT happening at all, and I have friends that seem to think that I want to go shopping and galavanting all over the place. I am huge and can't get comfortable no matter what I do! I just want to have Jelly Bean and be DONE! I want my body back, and my sleep back, and I want to be able to groom properly again!

Sorry this is so bitchy, but I am just not loving pregnancy at the moment! I knew there was a reason I never wanted to have more children, and this is IT! I get so big that it's a chore just to get out of bed, I'm like a turtle stuck on its shell and can't roll over. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids and I would die for them....but getting them into the world is the worst thing imagineable to me! And I just can not believe that after 12 years we had a slip up and now in 29 days I get to become a mommy again...I guess I am feeling a bit bitter about life in general.

I have missed out on so much in the last nine months, because I am pregnant...and life in general is not fair...but I feel like I have to bear this on my own. Even though Jay says he understands he doesn't have the foggiest clue about how I feel. I was a party girl before getting pregnant, I have a 12 year old and I felt like it was finally my time to live some of those years I missed while raising her. Then I got pregnant....damn....and then the crap with our marriage happened... and now I am whining about life not being fair and hurting all the time.

Yep pregnancy is NOT for me, thank GOD the doc agreed to tie my tubes cause I can NOT handle this ever again. Ok, enough of my crap for today. I have to get to work soon, so it's off to the Tylenol bottle I go! i hope you are all doing better than I am at the moment!!

*Hugs needed*
Candy



7 Comments on 29 Days to go....and feeling awful!


YogaMama - Wednesday, 25 Feb
girl, i hear ya. i have 36 days till due date. i am a single mom of 3, dealing with an idiot of a baby daddy makes my ex-husband look like a dream. i am tired, stuffy sinuses, don't sleep well, and have a sciatica issue. in between running the kids to and from activities, i feel bitter and just want my body back. i hope you feel better after letting me rant and rave. not too much longer and then we can start getting our bodies back to a likable shape, sleep more comfortably when baby isn't waking us to eat. IT'S ALL GOOD, RIGHT?

thebradybunch - Tuesday, 24 Feb
dont feel bad ur not the only one that feels over and done w/it. : ) I can't wait to get back to normal too. All my maternity clothes are fitting tight & I refuse to buy anything else "maternity"! Hang in there, we're all in this together. : )

no2intheoven - Tuesday, 24 Feb
Trust me! I know what you're going through. I was in the shower crying last night because I'm starting all over. I love this baby but my son is so self-sufficent and now to have a newborn baby is scary! You are NOT alone! Having another child was never in my plans but I guess I was wrong! I too am getting my tubes tied after babe is born...Hang in there!

liz82 - Tuesday, 24 Feb
aww hun i hope you feel better soon

lilmissk - Tuesday, 24 Feb
You'll have your baby in no time! I hope you get some relief soon.

LilMrsK - Tuesday, 24 Feb
Oh hun. I'm so sorry that you are in a miserable state right now! I suppose there are two positives to look forward to: 1) you will have Jelly Bean soon and 2) this will never happen again!!! Hang in there. You will be done with this leg of the journey soon. Feel free to have a Pity Party anytime, we are all here to join you! xoxo

katey25 - Tuesday, 24 Feb
Aww you poor thing. Not long to go for us now hun so hang on in there xxxx
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