20-5-2009 - Hannah is 8 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: Umm, kinda sad....

Well I started back to work today and I am sooooo sad!! I miss Hannah like mad, and it is rather strange to be away from her. I have spent the last 8 weeks at home with her 24 hours a day 7 days a week....and now I am having second thoughts about coming back to work! On my drive in this morning I was almost in tears and kept thinking "what if I worked part time..." My husband would kill me thats what!! Not to mention the poor baby had her first immunizations yesterday and wasn't feeling so great. She had three shots in her little pudgy legs and it just tore my heart out to see her in pain, but it is worth the time and pain for her to be disease free and live a long and healthy life!!

Anyways, I'll get used to being back to work in time and besides she is in VERY capable loving hands everyday! Jay's Aunty Kathy is the one watching my little jelly bean, and she is also a foster mom to mentally challenged children who were born addicted to drugs. So she has a very loving, nurturing, patient personality!! We are sooooo lucky to have her so close to us and willing to care for Hannah while we work.

Nikki is adjusting really well to having a baby in the house, but she seems a bit more occupied with her friends than she was before. But that could simply be her age, I mean she just turned 13 yrs old back on the 1st....and she has her very first boyfriend. Which scares the hell outta me!!!!!!!!! Although us bringing Hannah home was kind of like live in birth control for our new teenager, that and she and I have had MANY conversations about boys and sex and love. Something I didn;t have with my parents, so I am bound and determined that she DOES!

So thats about the jist of whats been happening with us. Oh and my 32nd Birthday in this weekend....so lets recap....8 week old baby, 13 yr old daughter with a boyfriend, married for 10 years and turning 32....good lord I am feeling every minute of it all! Ha ha ha! Oh yeah and I posted new pictures!! She's freaking adorable!!!

More updates to come....stay tuned!