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2 Comments on Still on Edge
My2nd - Wednesday, 11 Nov
I am so sorry to hear that hun....sometimes I feel like that too....lucky for me my husband is working away alot which helps bring the spark back a bit....but other than that I must say that it is quite sad to me that the spark does fade as time passes.....but working at it gets hard at times too.....I don't really know what to tell you, all I know is that at some point everybody gets tired of trying to fix it....
Julianna - Tuesday, 10 Nov
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry you are feeling so horrible! Life throws us some pretty tough blows! I struggled for nearly 5 years with my decision to leave my ex-husband. There are still some days when I wonder "what would have been" because now taht we are not together we get along famously! You just have to ask yourself...why is my life mundane? What am I missing? Can I have what I am missing with my husband? Is there any way for us to get back what we had? I know it is SO hard and I support you every step of the way. You have worked so hard on keeping it all together! My Ex was abusive and that still didn't make the decision any easier. I know you love him and your children. You are strong and ultimately will do what is right for you! Let me know if you need to talk! BIG HUGS!!
| 10-11-2009 - Still on Edge |  My mood while writing this blog:blah |
I'm still finding myself torn about where my life is headed. I read a blog about a friends DH and I find myself thinking that I want what she has!! Jealous...yes I am! We used to be so close and happy and really seemed to cherish each other. Since we've had children it has progressively slipped away. We went to counseling and are trying to get it back, but the harder we try to more mundane our life gets.
I seriously think that we're on the road to breaking....which would kill me emotionally, but at the same time I ask myself if it might just be for the best? I dont' know....
I can't seem to find the answer and the more I look the more murky the water seems. What on earth do I do? Do I stay, do I leave, where would I go, how would it affect my children....god this is too hard!!
The days of being truely happy are far and few between...I just go through the motions and hope that something gives...
2 Comments on Still on Edge
My2nd - Wednesday, 11 Nov
I am so sorry to hear that hun....sometimes I feel like that too....lucky for me my husband is working away alot which helps bring the spark back a bit....but other than that I must say that it is quite sad to me that the spark does fade as time passes.....but working at it gets hard at times too.....I don't really know what to tell you, all I know is that at some point everybody gets tired of trying to fix it....
Julianna - Tuesday, 10 Nov
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry you are feeling so horrible! Life throws us some pretty tough blows! I struggled for nearly 5 years with my decision to leave my ex-husband. There are still some days when I wonder "what would have been" because now taht we are not together we get along famously! You just have to ask yourself...why is my life mundane? What am I missing? Can I have what I am missing with my husband? Is there any way for us to get back what we had? I know it is SO hard and I support you every step of the way. You have worked so hard on keeping it all together! My Ex was abusive and that still didn't make the decision any easier. I know you love him and your children. You are strong and ultimately will do what is right for you! Let me know if you need to talk! BIG HUGS!!
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