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| 13-7-2010 - Tubes this Friday!!!! | My mood while writing this blog:Edgy... |
Hannah's tubes are being put in her ears this FRIDAY morning at 9:15am! I got the call from the hospital to pre-register today and they gave me all the directions of what to do. I am scared shitless right now!!!!!
Nikki never had any surgeries, and my only ones were to have the girls, so I really am NOT prepared for some nurse to take my baby and put her under anestesia (sp?). And of course I am an idiot and Googled the side effects of anestesia on babies...stupid, stupid, stupid!!! Jeeeezzze....you'd think I was smarter than that!?
Anyways, now Jay isn't sure if he can come and be with me while she's getting the tubes put in. I am kinda freaking out and he's not helping. He's just kinda brushing it off and thinks it's not a big deal for her. WHOLLY CRAP, REALLY???!!!! I think it's a huge deal!!!!! Anyways, maybe I am over reacting or maybe not, all I do know is I am worried and praying for the best. I know this in her best interest both physically and mentally, but I still feel like it'll be all my fault if something goes wrong (God forbid!)
So, Friday morning my little monkey mama goes to the hospital for her tubes and I'm gonna sign up to be admitted to a padded room till she's done! Please say a little prayer for her to be safe, if you can.
Thanks for letting me vent Mama's!!! Your all the bestest listeners!!! :)
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