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1923angelyrey
	Age: 29 ..BEING INDUCED ACTUAL DUE DATE 11/29/09 Country: stationedi n japan Province/region: where the usmc takes us City: in love with my kiddos Partner: rey Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: No Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: stay at home mom/marines wife
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05-5-2009 - ups and downs

My mood while writing this blog:
indifferent

ok so i noticed my son ..he is two has been more clingy than ever he used to lay on my bed and watch a movie and fall asleep..just fine he always sleeps with me my hubby is gone so much and when he is home he is so used to sleeping on a small and hard surface he sleeps on the floor in the living room or the couch so he can just up and go to work and not disturb me..well now my lil guy comes out while im on the computer and its pitch dark tapps me and nearly scares me half to death lol and says as sweet as can be hi! hi mom! and kisses me like crazy and says night me!lol i just cant turn down a face like that but dang it i need my down time at night to my self! and to top it off i feel lil pinchy cramps off and on ...i assume its normal since i had the whole spotting this time around and threw myself in er they ran all kinds of test this was at 5 weeks and 9 weeks and they just smiled and said its normal ur baby is doin a wonderfull job at 114 beats and 156 beats ohh by the way another reason why i think its a girl besides all them chinese gender calanders say girl and they was dead on with my son, but back to what i was saying ..i just am having a rough time this preg around i am just in aw of the differences between this one and my daughters 6 years AGO TO MY SONS JUST 2 YEARS AGO..lol and i really just want it to be over already i want to be just holding her and in the hospital and on my way home ..i think its funny how i want to just fassforward this one..unlike my others i was like baby boom minded this one im like ok lets get it done already maybe since this one came from my hubbys vasectomy lol it was not planned and the military said sorry and we would like to do again my husband laughed and said u tore my balls up already once and now my wifes pregnant ..yeah ok i think i will try civilian next time lol...anyhow thats my dilema or shall i say dilemas.. but my daughter and i drifted a lil bit when my son was born she always has been my lil roll dawg lol and we been so close but my son is so clingy in general she feels the needs to be more mature as if she isnt already and it kills my heart..but i noticed slowly with her wishing its a girl ..and she might just get her wish we are again getting close again aww i love my golden child! my lil nina pooh cant believe my baby girl is gonna be 7 and i am starting hygeine with her like shaving her leggs and getiing big girl clothes AND deoderant aww i just wish i could keep her small forever ..but i hope she will share all of this with me and be my lil angel an know that just because im having a baby again and it may be a lil girl she was the one who blessed my broken road...

1 Comments on ups and downs

kaytylou - Wednesday, 6 May
Sorry to hear you are not the best.....but hang in there....think of the lovely bundle of joy you will be holding really soon!!!! I am so much more tired this time round also......maybe its the stress and worry also! Hang in there hun xxxxxx

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