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19-1-2009 - looking back

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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So it was only a few weeks ago that we were all in the chat room complaining about how we couldn't get these babies out of us fast enough. I was up 7 times a night going potty. Heartburn was a fact of daily life. I hated it when people would ask when I was going to pop....I wanted to be invisible. The only thing that ever really made me smile about being humongously pregnant was feeling my little girl kick and roll around in my belly. Knowing that there was a little life waiting to come home and be a part of my every single waking moment. I know this sounds silly but now I miss it. Now I do not want to go back and have people that I don't even know coming up to me and rubbing my belly......but I am sad that from this point on all she will do is get older......more independant.........She is my last baby........although I agreed to that fully I am sad.......sad I will never give another miracle to my husband......sad that I will never go through those silly name books for hours on end and pick silly names that I know my husband will hate just to see the look on his face. Now don't get me wrong I also have no want to ever get pregnant again either............I hate every second of most of it.........morning sickness while crossing my legs so I don't potty in my pants........heart burn that jumps up into your nose while your sleeping so wake you up choking like you were going to die........moodiness......bloating........nightmares..........painful walking/sleeping/sitting.......Nope wont miss all of that. I guess it's more that it's the end of another chapter that I will miss. I do so enjoy my new little Angel.....she is so good.......coos and looks at you like you are the only person in the world....wouldn't give that up for anything. Just for now this is a bitter sweet ending.....new beginning for so many things.........can't wait to see what we're in store for.

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