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|12-1-2009 - 1/12/09
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Anybody else having BIZARRE dreams?! I have violent, crazy, makes-no-sense dreams several times a week. Last week I dreamt that I was attacked, another night I had a dream where I was hiding from family & friends because I was sneaking a cigarette - I am allergic to tobacco so that would NEVER happen. The last one I had, I was shot twice. I am not eating anything weird before bed, nothing has changed, but my dreams are crazy, leaving me exhausted & covered in sweat. YUCK!
Poptart has a new nickname, Lil Bugger, that's what he's been all week. Earlier in the week, he was constantly on my bellybutton, I was in agony, wishing he's move just an inch over, but the lil bugger didn't. I thought he was gonna push it out, or yank it in, he would not leave it alone. Well, careful what you wish for, he is no longer interested in my belly button, now the lil bugger is riding high. He is right below my breasts & knocks the wind outta me. Yesterday at work I had customers & staff rush over to me a few times because they thought I was gonna pass out. He literally takes my breath away & the colour drains from my face, I stumble & grab ahold of something to lean on.
I should be grateful for all this action - believe me I am - at least I know he's a fighter & active & ok. Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of my miscarriage, so I had a teary meltdown before work. I M/C at 4 pm last year & Poptart starting acting up around 230pm until about 7pm, so that helped me forget the anniversary for a while & just deal with work, etc.
Speaking of work, my last day is Monday February 9 & I am soooooooo counting down the days! Thank goodness I have some of my vacation time left that I can be off for almost 5 weeks before he is born. I think my boss forgets that I am pregnant & I cannot stand on my feet, on cement for 9 freaking hours/day. I go see my doctor on Wednesday, I have a constant dull headache, I see spots if I reach my arms above my head for any length of time as well as I see spots if I look at - eg; my bra strap on my shoulder & adjust it. If I lay on my left arm, my right arm goes numb, that makes no sense! Anyone else have these strange occurrences??!!
Hope you all are happy & healthy
1 Comments on 1/12/09mysurprise
- Tuesday, 13 Jan I'm with you on the dreams...I keep having dreams my sister is pregnant, I'm being attacked by a bear, to name a couple. Is it possible for you to take a mini break at work? So maybe if you can't lay down there, go rest in your car, on your side? Maybe he will move a little. I don't know, but I hope you feel better. It's probably gonna get worse before it gets better, just remember we're so close! Good Luck!