08-3-2009 - freakin out just a little

My mood while writing this blog: who knows

So we have a really hectic heatwave in cape town and its just absolutely killing me! ive been sobbing my eyes out the whole of friday and sat. Its just unbearable, you cant move eat or sleep. You can take 20 cold baths and when you done you still feel like you cant breathe! I am close to becoming very histerical!

So after searching the whole of the freakin western cape, hubby found and bought me an aircon, the portable ones, was very very expensive! We had to put it on the credit card, it was about R4500 (450 USD) Most people dont even make that much in a month!

We were really not planning on putting anything on the credit card so that we would have no dept when the baby comes...i feel so bad and worried about how we going to pay everything we need to pay...

Then to top that off, the place where i had my nursery room curtains made, made it wrong and its too small to even close my window! I paid R450 per drop!!! It also doesnt sound like they are willing to help me and now my baby room does not have any curtains. They also say they dont do refunds or exchanges, but this i only saw on the slip when i got home and phoned them to complain.

This weekend has been so hectic and ive been mostly crying, i just feel so helpless and so sick of people being rude. Honestly, aren't you suppose to get special treatment when you preggo?? Oh no, not where i live, they will even bump you with their stupid trolleys and they can see you pregnant!

Ok, so just wanted to vent a little, im just so tired of everyones crap!

feeling so sorry for myself!Ha, hopefully tomorrow will be better! Im getting my compactum and can start to wash all marco's clothes and blankets!