05-3-2009 - 31 weeks & counting

My mood while writing this blog: tired but ok

Ok so here I am at 31 weeks, man I feel exhausted. Working these 12 hour days is really taking it's toll on me. My baby girl has now decided that she wants to wake me up at 3am; I get up at 5am so by the time I get back to sleep comfortably it's time to wake up. This means I am so struggling at work to stay awake and there is no place for me to nap :-( but I try to sneak in a 15 min nap or so in the bathroom,lol. Other than that I am doing ok. Getting ready to start on her room. The crib finally arrived, we were waiting on the second piece to come, so now we can get started. My oh my she is very active, I have noticed alot more rolling movements going on in my tummy and she has changed positions. since the beginning she was head down and now she is sideways, lol and let me tell ya I feel everything that is going on up in here.. . .

I am just counting down until it's time. But as time passes on I realize more & more how nervous I am getting. I am a person that is petrified of needles. I mean I have gotten better with them drawing blood, no more fainting, but I don't know how I am goign to do at the hospital. At my last doctor app. I had to get the shot rh something and my whole demeanor changed when I found out I had to get a needle. I started sweating, getting nausea. I threw up in the room &U bathroom. I called my husband to drive from our condo to the doctor's office to help me get thru this. It took him some time and I was the last one in the office too !!! Anyone have any advice for me ??