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11-5-2011 - Trying

My mood while writing this blog: alright

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Well so much is going on. I got a divorce from keith. He wasnt being a good dad or a good husband. We were fighting all the time and it just wansnt a good place for everyone. I moved out and met Matthew. Wow I did not know that you could love a man so much. He loves me for me and he loves my kids and. treats them like they are his. He makes me feel so good. We are engaged and are getting married on March 10th 2012. So why am i down when i have all this good happening? Matt and I have been trying to have a baby since december. I have never had any problems getting pg and have had a lot of luck. This is not the case now. I cant get pg and now babies are popping in my face every way i look and it just brings me down. I have been checked by the doctors and i am fine. Matt is going to do a sperm sample. I have not been stressed or anything like that. I just dont understand it and i have been getting a little depressed because of it. Matt doesnt feel like a man because of it and doesnt want me talking to everyone about it. I need someone to talk to because i am having a hard time dealing with it. If there is any advice you can give me that would be wonderful. Thanks for reading and hope all is well!

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1 Comments on Trying


Allynne7 (Jaime) - Wednesday, 11 May
First off, CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm sorry about the divorce but it's so great you've found yourself a diamond! We're kinda TTC on this front. This is going to sound stupid and irrational but we got told by a psychic recently that Cicely would be an only child so I'm hoping to prove her wrong! As for TTC, I wouldn't worry. As easy as "falling pregnant" seems to be, it's, really, a very hard thing to do. A true miracle considering all the factors that have to meet up perfectly. Can I recommend the documentary "The Great Sperm Race"? It's great, 2009/2010 maybe? You can find the whole doc. on youtube. Also, have you looked into a change of diet or tried that sperm seed lube stuff? I've heard that works really well, you should ask the ladies in the TTC forum about it, they'll know. Good luck and relax. It will happen when it's meant to so just *try* to enjoy life at the moment with your new man and let the chips land where they may. Sorry I can't give better advice :( Keep us posted!