25-4-2009 - 5th Month

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

April 2, 2009 (Week 17)

Today is my son's birthday he would have been 4 years old. It is hard to believe its been four years. I had a dr. appt today and the appt went well. I found out I have a bad yeast infection so the dr. gave me meds for it. I still have a bad sinus infection I wish it would go away. I just have to be patient. I also receive my shot today. Only 18 more weeks of shots. :). I am counting down the weeks.

April 6, 2009 (Week 18)

So this week is going to be hard for me. With my first son I lost him at 18 weeks my water bag broke. Right now I am 18 weeks and scared out of my mind. The next week that will be hard for me is 21 weeks. This pregancy has been hard. Everyday I thank god for letting me be one more day pregnant and please get me to 36weeks. But at the same time I know that anything can happen and I can lose her. I know I need to think postive but it is still scary for me. Sorry just need to vent a little.

April 8, 2009

Ok so today I went in to see the nurse to get the shot. Boy does this nurse hurt when she gives it. She stabbed it in and it still hurts. After that appt. I went to give blood and when I first sat down I told the lady I have small veines. Did she listen no. She used the big needle and good not get anything out and keep moving the needle inside my arm. Boy that does hurt. Then she ask where do they normally get the blood I showed her and she said well I don't feel a vein but she would use a small needle and try again. Well what do you know she got the blood out. After giving my blood we had to take our twins to their nurse appt to get their TB shot for preschool. My son stood right next to the nurse and gave her his hand with no problem. My daughter on the other hand had to fight daddy had to hold her. This was my fun feel day. On to next week where I get another shot and ultrasound appt.

April 9, 2009

So tonight was not a good night for me. I keep having bad dreams on my tummy hurting and feeling pressure down below. I woke up at 3:00am. Trying to get myself awake to make sure it was a dream not real. Then I thought when I am having a panick attack bececause of my first son I lost at 18 weeks. I did have pains but they near my legs and I felt her moving like crazy which could be the pressure and I can feel the stich it itches and I don't know why. I think when I go in next week for the ultrasound I will ask my high risk dr. if it is growing is that why it itches sometimes. So I am ok right now just had to stop and realize if it was real or not.

April 15, 2009 (Week 19)

Today has been a busy day. This morning I had to call and sign my twins up for pres-school through the school disctrict. It felt like I was calling a radio station and wanted to win. So I finally got a hold of them and got them signed up. Next I had an appt. at 9:30am to get my shot. Today the shot has hurt all day :(. Then I came back home for a couple of hours and then off to the dr. again to have an ultrasound done. I was so scared because I did not know if my cervix shorten or not. This time around I brought my two aunts and my cousin who have never seen an ultrasound before. Well, my cervix length is good it was 3.82 which is good and was that four weeks again. It has not changed. Then we got to see our little jumping bean. She is very active. She would not show her hands for the longest time. She is so cute. Can't wait to my next ultrasound in four weeks. Well, that is it for today. Next week I see my Ob just for a check up and another shot. Only sixteen more weeks of shots :). It is all worth it.

Week 19

April 23, 2009 (Week 20)

Today I had a dr. appt. it went very well. I was checked down below :( and we chat about what will be going on in the next couple of weeks. I also asked about the blood work that was taken my thyroid was normal and the test you get to take to see if anything is wrong with your baby came back fine. We also chatted about when I will delivering her will be between 36 and 37 weeks no later. After the dr. was done the nurse came in to give me my shot. I only have 15 more shots. I can't beleive that it seems to go by so fast. My next dr. appt is in two week on May 5th and I will be getting the FFN test done. Then the next week will be another ultrasound :). I have not really felt her a lot. Once in awhile I feel a kick. Hopefully in the next couple of weeks I feel her more.