23-5-2009 - 6th Month

My mood while writing this blog: Blessed

(Week 21)

April 25, 2009

So today I turned 21 weeks and preparing myself to keep really busy this week so I don't think much about being 21. I lost my son last year around 21weeks and 3 days. I am just scared the same thing might happen. I know every pregnancy is different. I find myself just being scared. This pregancy is totally different with the cerclage and the shots. Just needed to vent :)

April 16, 2009

I finally felt her kicks today. Yeah :) I was worried that I have not felt her yet. Boy when she kicks or strech it hurts but it is all worth it. I fianlly can feel her :) Hope it is soon will hubby can feel her.

May 1, 2009

Today is going ok but I keep making myself worry :(. So on Wednesday I got my 17p shot and after the nurse gave me the shot it hurts. Still 3 days later it still hurts. This is the only part of my back that hurts. I still feel pressure down below which hurts but it comes and goes. When I listen to my daughter on the doppler she still sounds like she is up and her kicks are getting higher. So I just need to put my mind at ease. Just two more weeks and I get another ultrasound :) I can't wait. Next week is pretty busy. Dr. appt on Tuesday, my birhthday is on Friday, kids tee ball game on Saturday (queit time when they are gone), and mother's day on Sunday. At least I will be pretty busy on things coming up :) I am going to be 22 weeks next week I can't wait to get to my second goal of 24 weeks.

(Week 22)

May 4, 2009

Alright so yesterday I was kind of scared I did not really feel my daughter move. I checked with the doppler and her heart beat was fine. My hubby had to remind me that maybe she was just resting. Boy he was right since this morning is has been kicking nonstop. I love it when she kicks then I know she is ok. So my dr. appt is tomorrow kind of nervous.

May 5, 2009

Today I had my dr. appt. It went well as expected. I got my shot only 13 more to go. I had the FFN Test done and will be getting the test results tomorrow. Can't wait but I do know that it can cause a false postive do to the cerclage. I hope it comes back negative though. If it comes back negative I will be getting it done every 2 weeks. The dr. checked my tummy lenth and says she is growing good. He even checked me down below and still closed and long. I just can't wait to next weeks ultrasound to let me know how she is growing and how long my cervix still is. I told the dr. next time I see him I will be 24 weeks and I can't wait. I did ask the dr. if feeling her sometimes kicking and others not he said is normal and that when she gets bigger I will feel her more :). Alright that is it for now. I now get to wait to tomorrow. Hopefully good news :).

May 6, 2009

So today I got a call from the dr. office and the test came back negative :). Right now I am very happy. So here is to two weeks of no pre-term labor. Since it came back negative I have been given the ok to go out to dinner for my birthday I just can't walk a long distance and have to drop off at the door. I do have a wheelchair that belong to my grandma so I will be using that so I don't have to walk much at all. In two weeks I will be getting another test hope they all our negative. Hope everyone has a good weekend and HAPPY MOTHER'S Day Everyone !!

May 8, 2009

Today was my birthday and I got to go to DMV because my driver's License expired and got to go out to dinner. When I went to the DMV had to be wheeled around my daughter loved it because she got to ride with mommy. After we went there we went to dinner at a Japense Resturant where they cook in front of you. It was funny once the guy came out to cook in front of us my daughter was saying "I want to go home" it was to cute. My son he had a blast and wanted to see the guy make more fire. What a boy. I had a wonderful day. Next is Mother's Day the whole family is coming to our house to celebrate. I hope all you mommies out there have a wonderful day.

(Week 23)

May 13, 2009

Today I had my ultrasound appt. it went really well. My cervix measured 4.53cm longer then 4 weeks ago. YEAH! My daughter is also doing really well. The tech said she was about 1lb 5ozs right now and she is measuring right on target. I even got to get 3D pictures of her today. One she is sucking her thumb, another she is smiling, and another one has her leg up to her face touching her nose. It was so cute to see her today. I go next week to my OB and have the FFN test done again. Also the high risk dr. told me today that she will be giving me my steroid shots at 27 weeks now instead of 24 weeks unless something happens. Which is going to happen. Also during today appt we brought our twins to show them their sister and I don't think they will be bring them back with us. My son misbehave the whole time and my daughter on the other hand was cute she held my hand the whole time and watch the machine. That was cute. This weekend is their birthday party and on Tuesday they will be turning 4. Boy how time goes by so fast. This weekend I will be 24 weeks. Only 12 more weeks to 36.

Week 23 Profile and 3D of her smiling

(Week 24)

May 19, 2009

Today was a very busy day. This morning I had a dr. appt. it went well. I got another FFN test done which I will be finding out the results tomorrow. I got another 17P shot (only 11 more to go). He checked me below I am still long and closed. He also measured my stomach (I have never had this done before). Lately I have also been getting bad acid reflux at night so he told me over the counter meds to take. I don't know if I will take it or not. He did say it is normal to get it. I have never had with either of my pregnancies. I go back in two weeks. Then I will be 26 weeks and I will have another FFN test done and he will also send me to do the diatabetic test the 1 hour (never got to do this either) I have never made it to 26 weeks. At 27 weeks I will be getting another ultrasound and steroids shot. I can't wait.

Also today was the twins birthday and they turned 4. My mom has the week off so she took us to the dr. appt then out to lunch at McDonalds where I sat with my legs up and the kids played. Then we went to my moms where I laid down. Then later we went to Chuckie Cheese where I got to be wheeled in because I can't walk far. It was funny my husband was trying to hold the cake and wheel me in it was funny. There my kids had a blast and I sat in the booth the whole time. As long as I got to go is the important part even though they will not remember if I joined them by playing games or not. Hubby took them. When got home we had their presents out bikes and boy were they excited. We had a long and fun day. I am now ready to stay in bed for the rest of the week. Later I will post the results to my FFN test I am praying it is a negative again.

May 20, 2009

So I just got my results to the FFN test. ITS NEGATIVE!!!