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16-5-2008 - Cant Make Up My Mind Help

My mood while writing this blog: Confused

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So a few weeks ago I made up my mind not to watch the kids this September. I was all set on this I had it in my mind I will have the baby July and I will get a job in August or September. But I know lots of people who are looking and getting nothing that worries me the extra money is nice so I need to work. So when the people I work for asked me what I was thinking about next years I said I didn't know at first then I started thinking these kids drive me nuts and give me gray hair and I am so done and counting the weeks tell summer. But is this only because I am big and pregnant and tired. Most likely I did this last year too by the end of the year I was done and by the end of the summer I missed my kids and came back. So I started thinking about it more and more its great money I make more then min wage an hour and I don't pay taxes and I can take as much time off and when I want off and I can have my own kids anytime I want my husband can even come hang out with me. Not that he would because he is a butthead but he could.

My Husband will be back on Swing shift he will be working 3pm to 11:30pm. I will be working 8am to 4pm so we would never see each other that would be that hard part. Everyday he would bring the kids to me. I just don't know what to do here. Its great money and I can do whatever I was just about. I was thinking about if I do during nap time I would do schooling online. My family would freak out if I watched the kids again but with us having another baby it seems like it's the smartest thing I can spend all the time in the world with my kids and get paid for it! I would have Alexis who is 3 years old and there baby which will be 7 months old in the morning and just the baby in the afternoon plus Xander and my new one. But that's really only for 2 hours if that and that's not bad. But I don't know what to do give me your ideas please and thanks

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