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| 05-8-2009 - So sick of being pregnant! |
My mood while writing this blog: ok |
Right now i am so sick of being pregnant. I went shopping today to buy some things for after i give birth. Right now i have a beautiful hard round belly that once the baby is gone will look like a deflated over stretched balloon with the consistency of jelly. When i look in the mirror now, i hate what i see, big bulky legs, with dimples down to my knees, a huge rear end, over sized boobs (i went from a 10DD to a 12 G), and a round face. But once the beautiful round hard belly goes, all is going to be goo, so i thought id try and find some tops that may hide my new to be tummy, some over sized shirts or some pretty flowing tops but after trying a number of them on i just cant imagine which ones will be best to help me with my self esteem issues over the next, at least 8 months (most probably 12 though :(...) So my 3 year old walks out with clothes for himself instead today. I have already put on 15 kg (33Ibs) and i have another freak'n month to go. I feel so sloth like and it feels like my baby is a long way off. I just keep wishing she would come now, and was hoping the period like pains i have been having are a sign that she will arrive early. I also keep wondering if there is a way i can bring labour on just so i dont have to grow anymore lol. I can hear all the comments saying how grateful i should be and that its a small price to pay for such a wonderful thing but at this moment i want to take the fat away!!!
3 Comments on So sick of being pregnant!mi.familia -
Thursday, 6 Aug oh i am sorry that you feel this way...but pregnancy is sooo long! i mean why can they us ladies be pregnant for lilke 5 months....thats long enough. don't worry these last few weeks will go by fast, just need to keep yourself busy...and you are such a beautiful pregnant lady...damn-i wish i looked good as you pregnant...i am just one hot mess when pregnant! lolhow you start to feel better! Texas gal -
Thursday, 6 Aug Girl.... Only a few short weeks left. uhrrrrr... I am right there with you though. I feel huge, and I want my body back!!!!!! I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore! I really haven't wanted to take pictures of myself either. Other than maybe just belly shots to document my ever expanding belly. But, I had a shower last weekend and I really didn't care for pictures. I am so done being pregnant too. It seems like I have been pregnant forever! I have heard that having sex softens your cervix. Also, the sperm helps soften or ripen it up. I guess it couldn't hurt. bluejeans -
Thursday, 6 Aug I understand how you feel. Fell free to have your mope! I looked at your photos and even though you dont feel it you do look good.