21-10-2008 - What?? I gotta wait two weeks for More Info???

My mood while writing this blog: Stunned....

So I finally get my results from my blood & pap tests...my blood was perfectly fine...but my PAP on the other hand has raised some concerns. So the lady on the phone who kept timidly telling me not to worry...(WTF!!!) That the doc just wants to schedule a cocolapstapy (sp?) because they found some abnormal cells that may be related to Cervical Cancer...but dont worry we will get you in right away...uhhh ok...Nov 6??? How is that anywhere close to right away?? Anyone?? I dont know either...but she kept repeating oh dont stress in the mean time they just want to put a camera up your crotch after they color coat it w/vinegar and iodine to see how large and where the abnormal cells are coming from and possibly do a couple biopsies...but nothing to worry about right??? lmfao right now b/c I am so pissed and frustrated if I dont laugh I may just physically rip someones head off....grrrr

The only good news I got from the medical assistant in training was there will be no harm to the baby, and if it is cancer they will cease treatment until 6weeks after delivery...I may just have to take some shots to slow down the growth....But all of this info is so frickin premature and empty that I really dont know if I should worry or what?? And I know if I tell my guy he is is going to worry more than I am....forget about....another day.... I cant freak out bc I am not the one who panics or freaks out I am expected to be the calm one and If I freak out then everyone panics b/c it must be serious....I just want to scream!! Which I have to wait to do for another 65 minutes when I am finally in my car on my way home from work.....