15-7-2008 - I MISS MY BELLY

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

::::::SIGHS:::::::

I did not think I was going to say this but, I really miss my belly...Yeah toward the end it got heavy, but I miss that feeling of being that close to my baby, watching the belly grow and all the attention that people shower you with when you are pregnant. **insert sad face here***More than likely this is my last baby because daddy closed down his shop.(vasectomy) We both were going to do it but, my OB said I had a lot of scar tissue. So now... that I know I can have another 1 it runs around my mind. I went through a lot to get KJ here. Weekly shots, a cerclage and a million doctors appointments...All of that vanished into thin air once I saw him. Now, I never imagined myself to be a mother of 5. However, I just keep imagining a lil princess in my arms. I need to open a day care or something cause I'm trippin lol.

I'm grateful that God gave me the chance to have the ones that I have. 3 lil princes and a princess (almost 10) I'm also and honored to have 3 bonus babies through my son's father. They don't live with us but, visit often.

Even my sister is having a lil boy! Guess there are the end of my pink dreams! I'm just going to have to find someone's baby girl to spoil rotten out of her mind. Any takers. lol

Take care ladies,

missing my belly