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5 miracles and an angel
	Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009 Country: U.S.A. Province/region: FL City: Jacksonville Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR Children: Yes, 6 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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02-8-2009 - New pictures of the babes and concerns about my son Cameron

My mood while writing this blog:
what I am going to do to him --->

YOU ALL KNOW MY BABY GIRL TURNED A MONTH YESTERDAY, SO I DECIDED TO TAKE PICTURES OF HER WITH MY CAMERA. I EVEN MANAGED TO GET A FEW OF CAMERON WHEN HE WASNT RUNNING AROUND, (AT LEAST HE THINKS HE KNOWS HOW TO RUN, ITS MORE OF A WOBBLE, LOL). THOSE PICTURES AND A FEW OLDER ONES OF BOTH OF THEM ARE IN THE PHOTOBOOK, ON THE LAST FEW PAGES. i WANT TO TAKE PROFESSIONAL PICTURES WITH THE 2 OF THEM, BUT I DONT THINK IT WOULD BE FAIR SINCE THE OTHER KIDS ARENT HERE TO TAKE THEM, SPEAKING OF THE OTHER KIDS. I TALKED TO THEM TODAY AND THEY HAVE BEEN SPENDING TIME WITH THEIR BIG BRO. I AM SO HAPPY THAT THEY ARE, I MISS THEM TERRIBLY, BUT THEY SAY THEY ARE HAVING FUN WITH AUNTIE.

ON I SAY THAT I HAVE CONCERN ABOUT MY SON, ITS NOTHING WRONG WITH HIM, BUT I WAS WORRIED EVEN WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH JHIA. AS YOU KNOW MY KIDS HAVE DIFFERENT FATHERS AND IT IS PLAIN TO SEE, ALL OF KIDS EXCEPT CAMERON ARE ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE. JUST LIKE ME HE IS ON THE DARKER SIDE AND I HAVE BEEN HOPING THAT JHIA WOULD GET DARKER AND I KNOW SHE IS STILL YOUNG, BUT I DONT SEE IT HAPPENING. SHE IS GOING TO HAVE HER DADDYS COLOR AND I KNOW HOW LITTLE KIDS ARE AND I DONT WANT CAMERON ONE DAY TO ASK ME WHY HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE HIS OTHER BROTHER AND SISTERS. KENTRELLE'S FATHER IS HISPANICE, THE GIRLS' DAD IS MIXED (THEY WERE ACTUALLY DARKER WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER BUT HAVE SINCE LIGHTENED UP A LOT) AND CAMERON BIOLOGICAL FATHER WAS ABOUT THE COLOR OF ME AND JAY'S SKIN IS BRIGHT COMPLECTED. I KNOW IT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE A BIGGIE TO YOU, BUT I DONT WANT MY SON THINKING HE IS DIFFERENT THAN ALL OF HIS SIBLINGS BECAUSE HE IS DARKER THAN THEM. HE WILL NEVER KNOW HIS FATHER. HE THINKS DADDY IS JAY AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE CONFUSED EITHER.

I KINDA GOT THAT MAURY THING GOING ON JUST SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT.

KENTRELLE JR AND SR

THE TWINS AND THEIR [SPERM DONOR]

CAMERON AND HIS [SPERM DONOR]

AND JHIA AND HER DADDY

AND OF COURSE THIS IS MOMMY

5 Comments on New pictures of the babes and concerns about my son Cameron

beautyfulmommy - Tuesday, 4 Aug
I cosign : you do have some good taste!I understand what you're saying: I am I guess 'dark skinned' & I have a younger sisster that is lightskinned she is now 12 yrs old &soo vaiiin! &has told me several times she looks better than me cuz she's light skinned : oh what gives!its such a shame that color &skin complexion is seen as such a prime factor in today's black community. but I am sure your kids will not be like my little sister who think she's the best thing walking cause of her light bright complexion.. its my MOMMA's fault for not teaching her skincolor is not of an importance...if Cameron ever comes to you about his skin color tell him he got it from his mommy.hell, even say it around him ¬ necessarcily to him : Cameron has that beautiful chocolate skin it came from his momma!he'll hear so much he would never ask. cause he'll already know he got it from his momma!&its okay to worry about how your son will feel.my son's father is puertorican & im black & I often wonder how he will deal with that : would he like it, would he claim his puertorican side more than his black side..but all I know is whatever is whatever.. yu know.

anyasma - Monday, 3 Aug
My My, you sure got good taste girl (especially Kentrelle Sr :-D ), sorry that most of 'em were losers though! lol (sorry). Anyway, I don't see a problem. He's the only one that came out like his mama, that's all! I wouldn't go saying I love you more or this one more. But, I will tell each of 'em what makes them special! He's the only chocolate in the bunch. And may i add your Jhia is pretty, you've got beautiful kids!

urnaa - Sunday, 2 Aug
u can tell Cameron that he is the most beautiful and same as like moma. He will be proud.

Jmajor-payne - Sunday, 2 Aug
Girl I hope everything works out...and Cam gonna be fine always show him nothing is wrong with his skin color that he took after you and he is still as beautiful as his other siblings!! GOOD LUCK

dinahmite425 - Sunday, 2 Aug
well as you can see i a m a dark skin women.. i have 4 sisters 1 sister has a different dad and the rest of us have the same dad... i am the darkest of them all!! my older sis who is 38 has a different dad so she is very light like the completion of keshia cole my other sisters are all dark but im the darkest... my mom is high yellow like will smith and my dad is very dark darker than me.. but i guess my dad's genes provailed ... when i was a kid i would get teased sometimes for my color... never by my parents or sisters never... my boy cousin george would sometimes tease me buyt not any harsh teasing... as i became an adult i actually liked my color and felt exoctic!!! i would get alot of comments that i look like im from a tropical island and stuff... so today in my life i do like my color... it doest bother me.. i think im pretty nice looking actually.. next my daughter has become much darker than when she was younger and it makes me nervous... because i dont want her to be teased... in the back of my head i do wish she was a tad lighter but not becuase i dont think she is pretty but i just want her to be treated nice in this evil world... my hubby is carmel brown my older daughters dad was a little lighter than me so i did not know what completion Amani would be... as of right now Amani is darker than her dad but lighter than me... i can see Alisjha my older daughter make comments all the time like mom amani is getting closer to my complextion... so i now complextion is an issue with my older child i think she wants her baby sister to be close to her complextion so she doesnt feel alone... she constantly compares there colors as amani's complextion was getting darker... i think Amani will be lighter than my older daughter but again my older daughter was a lot lighter as a younger child...
i hear comments sometime that are offense like " your pretty for a dark skin girl" i find that very rude.. but as i have gotten older i have gotten alot more positive comments about my color... i get many people say how my skin is pretty...
my sister who is very light she admires my skin she says it is very smooth and stuff... when we used to club together we always had to tell people yes we are sisters not friends and people would say we were salt and pepper!!! im scared for my kids they have to have tuff skin in this world.. just teach your kids all of them that they are beutiful... also the world tends to judge dark skin women more than dark skin men.. so your son has an advantange perrsonally i love me a dark skin man.. my hubby is one of the lightest guys i have dated i love mikah phifer he is so fine and tyrese so dont worry your son will be loved!!!!

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