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5 miracles and an angel
Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009
Country: U.S.A.
Province/region: FL
City: Jacksonville
Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR
Children: Yes, 6
Pregnant: Not anymore
Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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11-8-2009 - THE EX HUBBY MSGED ME ON MYSPACE AND THE BABIES WILL BE HERE THEN ANTICIPATED TIRED AND DRAGGEDMy mood while writing this blog:
TIRED AND DRAGGED



OK LADIES ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON, SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON I LEFT HOUSTON ON SATURDAY AND WAS ON THE ROAD FOR ALMOST 20 HOURS, YES 20 HOURS. I SWEAR WE WERE STOPPED BY WRECK AFTER WRECK AFTER WRECK AND FOLKS ON THE ROAD ARE SO DAMN NOSEY. I WAS JUST REALLY ANNOYED ON SATURDAY FOR SOME REASON AND IT DIDNT HELP THAT WHEN I FINALLY GET HOME AND GET SITUATED I CHECK MY MSGS AND STUFF AND JAVION WRITES ME A MSG I GUESS TRYING TO BE SWEET BUT PISSING ME OFF FURTHER MORE:


8/8/2009 3:43 AM


To: FRESH START AND A NEW BEG...

man kandi i cant believe we finally did it i guess i could only push it off for so long i cant believe i drove you away from me like i did ma. you was a good woman and still is and i cant believe i fucked up what i had for somethin i didnt need i gave away my diamond for two rhinestones. i no i will never get another one like ya and that cat real lucky he got ya ma. i hope he dont take ya forgranted like i did. man i cant believe i fucked up big time with you. i guess i put it off because i didnt want to lose you like i ended up doin anyway i had it all when i had you. man that girl told me yesterday that carter might not be mine when i asked her about his birthday she told me he was due july 23 not august 23 and that some other cat might be his daddy man i cant believe this shit. kandi i cant go through this shit man i love that lil boy i was up there with her while she layin there and pushin and shit and she gonna do this shit to me and say it like she dont care man she wasnt gonna tell me if i didnt ask her i cant believe this shit but i guess i deserve it for puttin you through the shit i did and now i got that other bitch keep naggin me about her and the pregnancy and shit, but i no that baby aint mine i mean shit she gave me a std so i no she was sleepin around and shit i might not no if they babies mine but giavani mine even my mama say she jus like me she got my eyes and shit man kandi you the only one i love and thats real talk

i wish i had yo back


i got all my lies out and everything i came clean to you about all that shit. i love you kandi.


I MEAN THE BASTARD DIDNT EVEN SPELL MY BABY NAME RIGHT WTF? IDK WHY BUT I HAVE JUST BEEN IN A REAL SHITTY MOOD SINCE I LEFT, I FELT ATTACKED BY ONE OF THE LADIES ON HERE, ALSO ANOTHER REASON I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE. I HATE THAT PEOPLE LOOK AT ME AUTOMATICALLY AND JUDGE ME AND MY LIFE LIKE THEY ARE THE ONES LIVING IT, SO WHAT YOU ARE 20 YEARS OLDER ME AND HAVE THE SAME NUMBER OF KIDS, I DONT CARE, BUT DO NOT JUDGE ME. I HATE IT. IM DOING DAMN FINE RAISING MY KIDS ON MY OWN.


WELL I TOLD YALL THAT KENNI HAD ANOTHER APPOINTMENT YESTERDAY AND THE DRS SAID THAT IF EVERYTHING IS WELL AND THE BABIES LUNGS ARE MATURE ENOUGH THEY ARE GOING TO INDUCE KENNI AT 37 WEEKS ON THE SEPT 11.


YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE EXCITED, BUT I CANT SEEM TO GET RID OF MY I DONT CARE ATTITUDE, BUTS ITS HARD AND IT SEEMS LIKE IT STARTED AFTER THE DIVORCE, BEFORE I EVEN LEFT HOUSTON.




10 Comments on THE EX HUBBY MSGED ME ON MYSPACE AND THE BABIES WILL BE HERE THEN ANTICIPATED


tasha1977 - Friday, 14 Aug
OH wow. I guess now he knows that he lost something good. That always happen. Once they realize that they lost something good, they want to come back after you've gone through all the hurt and pain. They never come back when you are hurting to make the pain go away, but after you've been through the rough and see the light of day. I guess it's a lesson learned on his part. But you do what makes you happy. You and your kids are the most important right now. I can't believe your sister will be induced 9/11. It seems like she just found out that she was pregnant. Time really flies. Girl, don't let these b@tches on her get to you. They can kick rocks. Like I've said before you are a really good mother and you are taking care of yours. Those are your kids. If you had 20 kids, that's your business just as long as you take care of them. I know this guy who has 15 kids, and he takes care of all of them. He's older like 40, but he does what he has to do and I mean to the fullest. He's like a step father to my son. So it doesn't matter how old you are or how many kids you have, just as long as they are taken care of. Keep doing what you do, YOu are doing a EXCELLENT Job.Tasha

Jmajor-payne - Wednesday, 12 Aug
First I wanna say hey Kandi I missed ya girl! now on to your blog:WOW at Jai's msg!! Who does he think he is...oh damn well he thought he was doing it so big when he was there for this brittany chick and now his ass not even the baby daddy...also wanna have a change of heart when things dont go the way he want OH DAMN WELL Jai...should of thought about that when yo ayas was out here cheating and now u got a STD u NASTY!! Kandi dont worry bout him or nobody judging u fuck em! Is what I'd say they not paying a bill or anything for u so continue to do u and make ur family happy!!!!!! How are u and Keiron doing? TTYS momma

tashak - Wednesday, 12 Aug
Its bad that people judge people and without gettin to know them first. Im 37 yrs old and I take my hat off to you because of what u have been through at such a young age and u are still handling ur business. No matter what u do in life people are always going to judge u weather its good or bad but momma keep ur head up keep doin what ur doin and just keep praying and remember God will always lead u in the right direction. I really do commend you!!!

beautyfulmommy - Wednesday, 12 Aug
wow at jaivon's message. smh at after all the things he put u thru he has the nerve to say those 3 little words : I love you. no you dont! men, never realize how good they got it until its gone. & thats a fact..on your idc atttitude I've been there .sometimes we just dont give a fuck. its normal.&who attacked yu!&congratulations on kenni hope she has healthy babies!

Mrz.Spencer06 - Tuesday, 11 Aug
Who attacked you? and what did she say?

jazzie09 - Tuesday, 11 Aug
who attacked u? i hate that. not everybodys life is perfect man. taht makes me so mad. y cant she see u raisin your kids and they doin just fine. i hate when people are quick to judge. i bet her life aint even perfect either. anyway that boy is a mess for real. carter? thats the lil boy name. and he should get a std for bein nasty in the first place i dont understand y these dudes think its cute to sleep around. and y is he tellin u bout his damn problems with his other sluts for? its not your problem. u already knew they was lyin bout him bein the daddy in the first place.

SuperHeroMom - Tuesday, 11 Aug
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP. THATS THE BEST ADVICE I CAN GIVE. I KNOW SOMETIMES IT CAN SEEM LIKE SHIT ALWAYS GOING WRONG BUT YOU JUST ALWAYS GOTTA LOOK AT THE POSITIVE IN YOUR LIFE. YOU GOT YOUR KIDS AND KIERON (I HOPE I SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT). I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE TO KEEP N TOUCH WITH YOU EX BECAUSE OF YOUR DAUGHTER BUT IT WOULD BE GOOD IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO. JUST TAKE EVERYTHING ONE DAY AT A TIME. I WILL KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY IN MY PRAYERS AND I REALLY HOPE KENNI REALLY CHANGES WHEN SHE HAS THOSE BABIES. YOU ARE REALLY STRONG BECAUSE WE ARE THE SAME AGE AND I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD DO ALL THE THINGS YOU DO. HAVING A NEWBORN AND TAKING IN YOUR LIL SIS AND HER TWINS. PPL SHOULD ACTUALLY APPLAUD YOU AND NOT LOOK DOWN ON YOU. YOU JUST HAVE 2 IGNORE IGNORANCE. STAY STRONG GIRL.

masonnickey - Tuesday, 11 Aug
Ok first of all you have a few kids but you take care of them! You go out and work and holf yourself down and the kids without a man! So don't let anyone hate on you cuz ur doing your thing! Please there's people twice ur age that don't do that! Also with the whole thing with the ex too bad he lost a good thing! He had his chance! Oh well! Do your thing mama and kepp ur head up!

Cindie - Tuesday, 11 Aug
Here's what I'd tell him:Yea you fucked up and look what it got you? SOme other mans baby and an STD.I don't want you, I don't wish you back, I don't love you period. Don't write me again.......honest to god, I'd write that to the asshole!!!!

ADDISYNS~MUM - Tuesday, 11 Aug
First... congrats on the divorice! secondly... dont let him play you like hes so sorry... and dont let him have you feel bad for him with this other woman saying that this son may not be his... karmas a bitch and it comes back and bites you in the ass... and he got it! i mean he cheated on you with 2 other woman (that you know of) and is having babies with these woman!!! dont give him your pitty! third... from what ive read... it sounds like youve got a nice guy back in FL that would go making babies with all these other woman!good to hear that your sister is doing well and hopfully these last few weeks go by fast for her and you!dont let the rude woman on here bother you... easier said than done... i dont know what is going on with this site... there all turing on people and not being positive anymore! yea your 20 and have 6 kids... that is young... but i dont think someone could have done better than what you have right now... you got a home... and very good job... and all the love in the world for your kids... not to mention that you have taken you sister and HER 2 kids under you wing... and have done everything right so far!!! you are doing an AMAZING job! keep in up... and try to get on a happy streak again!
Photos
YOURS TRULY (2009, 05, 31) ONE OF MY FAVORITE PICTURES WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH CAM (2008, 11, 20) The Hubby (2009, 01, 05) MY BOY AT 9 MONTHS (2009, 06, 25) HIM LIKE TO EAT PAPER...LOL (2009, 06, 25) HIM LIKES TO THROW PAPER (2009, 06, 25) FULL AND SLEEPY (2009, 06, 25) BEIN NOSEY, KINDA LOOKS LIKE POP BROWN (2009, 06, 25) FAT DADDY ON MAMS FAT, PREGNANT BELLY (2009, 06, 25) MY BABY LOVES FEET (2009, 06, 25) AW HE WASNT READY (2009, 06, 25) HE ALWAYS HAVE THAT MOUTH OPEN (2009, 06, 25) MAMA GOT A HAPPY BABY (2009, 06, 25) I LOVE HIS SMILE (2009, 06, 25) TRYING TO EAT HIS FEET YET AGAIN.... (2009, 06, 25) ...AND THIS TIME HE SUCCEEDED (2009, 06, 25) STARTLED BY THE FLASH (2009, 06, 25) Click here to see all 5 miracles and an angel`s photos

Children
CORDARIAN-RASHARD-COLEMAN (2002) KENTRELL--JONATHAN-HILL-JR. (2004) JONET-LAVELLE-SMITHERS (2005) MONET-RAYCHELL-SMITHERS (2005) CAMERON-DONTE-DOBSON-JR (2008) JhiaVahni-Yvette-Willis (2009)

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27-4-2009 - I AM GOING TO KILL HER
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19-4-2009 - A PIC OF MY SOON-TO-BE-HOME
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