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	Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009 Country: U.S.A. Province/region: FL City: Jacksonville Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR Children: Yes, 6 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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14-8-2009 - He wants to make "US OFFICIAL"

My mood while writing this blog:
SHOCKED

FIRST I DO WANT TO THANK YOU ALL ON THE LAST BLOG I WROTE, I HAD CHECKED THE COMMENTS, BUT HAVENT HAD TOME TO WRITE YOU GUYS BACK. I DO STILL FEEL A LITTLE DOWN. I WANT TO TALK TO A DR ABOUT ANTI DEPRESSANTS, BUT IDK IF I CAN TAKE THEM BECAUSE I AM BREASTFEEDING. ALSO THE LADY APOLOGIZED SO I GUESS EVERYTHING IS COOL NOW.

OK SO I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED. I KEEP TELLING YOU ALL THAT I REALLY LIKE KEIRON AND ALL THAT WE HAVE BEEN KICKING IT FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS NOW AND LAST NIGHT HE AND HIS KIDS WERE OVER THE HOUSE LAST NIGHT AND WE GOT TO TALKING AND HE WAS PUTTING ALL OF HIS FEELINGS OUT THERE ON THE TABLE. HE TOLD ME HE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AND HOW HE HAS NEVER FELT THAT WAY ABOUT ANYBODY BESIDES HIS WIFE AND WANTED US TO BE OFFICIAL AND ALL THAT. I AM NOT GOING TO LIE. I HAD SECRETLY BEEN WAITING FOR THAT MOMENT FOR A WHILE NOW, BUT NOW THAT IT FINALLY HAPPENED, I WASNT SO EXCITED LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HIM ON MY ARM, BUT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY BABIES MORE. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND AND BETWEEN SCHOOL, WORK, AN INFANT, A TODDLER AND 2 OLDER KIDS UNDER MY ROOF, I DONT THINK I WOULD HAVE TIME FOR A RELATIONSHIP TO HIM. GOD KNOWS I DO WANT TO BE WITH HIM, BUT THE TIMING ISNT RIGHT. I THINK HE KNEW IT LAST NIGHT WHEN WE WERE TALKING. I TOLD HIM I WAS AFRAID I COULDNT MY ALL TO A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM AND TAKE CARE OF HOME. I MEAN I LOVE HANGING WITH HIM, BUT I THINK A RELATIONSHIO WITH HIM RIGHT NOW IS IMPOSSIBLE. ALL MY PRIOR RELATIONSHIPS HAVE GONE SOUR AND I WANT THE NEXT TO BE PERFECT, WELL I KNOW NO RELATIONSHIP WILL BE PERFECT, BUT I WANT A GOOD ONE.

WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK? MY 14 YEAR OLD SISTER TOLD ME I WAS JUST SCARED, 14! AND TELLING I AM SCARED. I DONT REALLY HAVE ANY FEMALE FRIENDS TO TALK TO, SO I AM ASKING THE ADVICE OF YOU LAIDES.

6 Comments on He wants to make "US OFFICIAL"

SuperHeroMom - Friday, 14 Aug
WELL I WOULD SAY GIVE IT A TRY. YOU NEVER KNOW HOW SOMETHING WILL GO UNTIL U TRY. YOU WILL BE ABLE 2 SPEND TIME WITH HIM, JUST LIKE YALL DO NOW. IF HE IS WILLING TO GIVE IT A TRY THEN I WOULD SAY GO FOR IT. BUT OFCOURSE YOU KNO WHATS BEST FOR YOU. GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE THAT THIS RELATIONSHIP WILL BE A GOOD ONE FOR YOU.

Mrz.Spencer06 - Friday, 14 Aug
I understand where u are coming from. I have to little kids and my finace has a son. With only 3 kids and us both working and my trying to finish school it is very hard for us to have some time to our selves 2 focus on each other. But when love is true u always find a way 2 get thru it. So like that other lady said, you just have to weigh out your pros and cons, and it will definitely help you decide. But until then there is nothing wrong with giving yourself a break and jus hanging out with him. U did just come out of a marriage. u do need some "u" time.

ADDISYNS~MUM - Friday, 14 Aug
i agree with you in that you want everything settled first... he has been there for you through everything... and he is still there for you... you have basically been seeing each other for the past 6 months... so if you did take the next step and make it official... do you think it would change much at all? i also think that he would be there to help you out with all of these things also...

normalee - Friday, 14 Aug
well you do have a busy life and alot to do, but you should at least try, because you dont want something to happen in the future and then always wondering what if.

luvnjayde - Friday, 14 Aug
well, keiron sounds like an amazing guy who would listen to your concerns...maybe it's your turn to put everything out there and be blunt with him. tell him how you feel and what you think about having enough time with him. see what he says...but you're right you should focus on what you feel is important and not put too much on your plate. but, don't write him off completely cuz he sounds great! :-)

jazznshan - Friday, 14 Aug
this is tough, do you see him in your future? what makes you think the relationship won't fit in with your plans. maybe a short break will give you a better perspective. maybe writing the pros and the cons will help you decide

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