24-8-2009 - I got my babies back

My mood while writing this blog: blessed

So as you know I left for California because my aunt did not want to give me my babies back. I have been MIA but a lot has been going here. I have been back home for some days now, but I havent really been getting on here. As the title says I have gotten my girls back and decided to not press charges on my aunt and this is why. I got to her home that Sunday and she opened the doors and everything for me. I wanted so bad to call all the four leeter words in the book, but I knew that it was in my best interest not to do so. Anyways I came in and I seen my babies and I gave them a hug and told them to play because I had to auntie for a minute. I told her she was not going to take my kids from me and she told me I wasnt going to put them up for adoption and it took a minute for me to realize what she had just said and I told her I never ever said I was going to give up my babies. They are 3 years old what do I look like giving them up and she was like well did your mama say you were giving them away to Dominic and his wife ( my uncle (who is on drugs) and his wife). I was like why the hell would I give my babies away let along to them? I was pissed because she was ready to take my babies and not even ask me for any info on what was going on and of course I was even more upset that my mother even lied on me like what was her reason? Really?? I am giving my kids to my uncle on drugs. She could not come up with a better excuse than that. I always give her the benefit ofthe doubt, but always ruin it. I hadnt really been talking to her much before I had her keep the babies for me and even then she act like she didnt know what was wrong . On Sunday when I was at my aunt house and she told me what my mom said I tried calling her of course she wasnt answering neither my aunt nor my calls. My sisters would cover up for her and say she wasnt there when I knew she was. I had to call my sisters when I wanted to check up on the babies and all day Tuesday when I was on my way to my mom's house pick up the babies my sisters kept trying to see exactly how far I was and when I got there my mom was no where to be found and the kids were with my sisters. So far I have even spoken to her, but I do want to see if there is a way that I can press charges on her.

Sorry for rabbling on and on, but I am glad I got my babies back. Today they started school at PreK. I am now going to start my search for day care since I am going back to work pretty soon. Daycare is such a scary word for me. LOL I was so glad the house was in order when I got back. Kenni is doing better. It was spotless when I got back

Oh and another thing Keiron did end up paying me back for his ticket and even paid for the hotel room. He joked about out first official date as couple began on a plane a ride across the country. He is so cute. LOL. What would I do w/o him?