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5 miracles and an angel
Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009
Country: U.S.A.
Province/region: FL
City: Jacksonville
Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR
Children: Yes, 6
Pregnant: Not anymore
Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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Last updated: 837 days ago.
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31-8-2009 - just a reflection happyMy mood while writing this blog:
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well now that I have cut off all ties to my mother and my sisters, besides Kenni I am enjoying a normal life. By normal I mean drama free. I have time now to focus on my babies and my man. I cant believe my Jhia will be two months tomorrow. Time is flying I tell you. I love my angels. Jhia will be getting blessed at church on Wednesday. I am super excited about that because none of my other babes has been blessed before. Its a shame that I cant share that with my family, but at least those who love me and care for me will be there, so i cant complain.

I decided that on Saturday for Cam's bithday I am taking my kids and Keiron's kids to the J-ville zoo for a little party. I know its last minute. I hate that Kenni accidently told my other little sis who of course went back and told my other sisters and mom about and my younger sister Keosha as usual sent me a text cursing me out for not telling them, but it didnt get the best of me. I just ignored it. I want to call the phone company and block their numbers from my and Kenni's phone so I can officially be done with them. I even want to find another job so that I dont have to seemy mother the few times a day that I usually do, but I know that I wont find another job that pays as good as that one does.

I am also going to apply for the college in a few days and wait to see if I get accepted. I pray I do. Two years or less and hopefully I will be able to become a high school substitute teacher. Yes I have goals. I want to be an example for kenni, who is changing for the better. She has been babysitting some of the neighbor's kids for a little extra money and asked me to hold on to it so she can start buying formula for the babies. as far as I know she not talked to that dead beat ex boyfriend of hers, which I am so happy because of. I told her next summer since she will be 15. I was going to about getting her permit, so she can have transportation for the kids, but she has to still be in school and still behaving and taking care of the kids and file child support on the babies' father.

Well thats it for now.




7 Comments on just a reflection


tasha1977 - Thursday, 3 Sep
Sometimes you have to get away from the ppl who is causing drama in your life. I had to do away with my sister and some very bad things were said (on her part), but at the end of the day, I have to worry about my family and how we are going to make it each and every day. You can't allow other people's problems to be your problems. They will bring you down with them. Now that you don't have that drama to deal with you can handle your business and be a better mother for your kids. I know exactly how you feel. I'm letting my sister hit rock bottom by herself. I can't afford to loose it all especially when I just got it back and things are going alright for me. I've been through a lot to just let some foolishness bring me down. Keep up the good work girl. You are a good mother and sister.

mizzkeisha - Wednesday, 2 Sep
Glad to hear that things are going smoothly. I know I'm late, but Happy Birthday Cam!! And I'm so glad to hear about the positive changes in Kenni. Oh, and can't Kenni apply for WIC to help out with the twins formula??

lourds - Monday, 31 Aug
so happy to hear from you, the things you do to help yourself, sister and babies. It's so nice that you'll have Jhia blessed. May the good Lord shower you with lots of blessings!

Jmajor-payne - Monday, 31 Aug
Well Kandi that is a great update!! Glad things are going well and cant wait to hear about Jhia baptism on Wed!!! ANd good for u for cutting ur mom off I would have too if she would have pulled that craziness on me. And u are doing such a good job with Kenni she is almost doin a 180 degree change!!

SuperHeroMom - Monday, 31 Aug
Glad to hear things are going well. She should try breast feeding. It will save money but I know it will be hard with twins.

luvnjayde - Monday, 31 Aug
glad to hear things are smoothing out for ya...and i love the "my man" part. sounds like you're finally getting a chance to enjoy yourself which you deserve!

kelly5150rn - Monday, 31 Aug
I'm so glad everything is going well for you. I was just thinking about you last night when I was reading my messages & was hoping you were ok. God looks over us!!!
Photos
YOURS TRULY (2009, 05, 31) ONE OF MY FAVORITE PICTURES WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH CAM (2008, 11, 20) The Hubby (2009, 01, 05) MY BOY AT 9 MONTHS (2009, 06, 25) HIM LIKE TO EAT PAPER...LOL (2009, 06, 25) HIM LIKES TO THROW PAPER (2009, 06, 25) FULL AND SLEEPY (2009, 06, 25) BEIN NOSEY, KINDA LOOKS LIKE POP BROWN (2009, 06, 25) FAT DADDY ON MAMS FAT, PREGNANT BELLY (2009, 06, 25) MY BABY LOVES FEET (2009, 06, 25) AW HE WASNT READY (2009, 06, 25) HE ALWAYS HAVE THAT MOUTH OPEN (2009, 06, 25) MAMA GOT A HAPPY BABY (2009, 06, 25) I LOVE HIS SMILE (2009, 06, 25) TRYING TO EAT HIS FEET YET AGAIN.... (2009, 06, 25) ...AND THIS TIME HE SUCCEEDED (2009, 06, 25) STARTLED BY THE FLASH (2009, 06, 25) Click here to see all 5 miracles and an angel`s photos

Children
CORDARIAN-RASHARD-COLEMAN (2002) KENTRELL--JONATHAN-HILL-JR. (2004) JONET-LAVELLE-SMITHERS (2005) MONET-RAYCHELL-SMITHERS (2005) CAMERON-DONTE-DOBSON-JR (2008) JhiaVahni-Yvette-Willis (2009)

Latest blogs
03-11-2009 - THANKS LADIES
30-10-2009 - Cant be serious???
28-10-2009 - had a little talk with him
27-10-2009 - Being pushed away????
25-10-2009 - Updates!!!!!
14-10-2009 - Good news
12-10-2009 - just a small update & expression of gratitude towards you ladies :D
10-10-2009 - finally got in touch with my aunt
10-10-2009 - LOOKING FOR INFO ON SHELTERS THAT CATER TO TEEN MOTHERS
09-10-2009 - TICKED OFF
05-10-2009 - She's never going to learn....and she is not going to keep f---ing up in my house
30-9-2009 - Fresh updates...Day one of no kids
29-9-2009 - question for those on fcbk....what does this mean?
28-9-2009 - just what I needed...
28-9-2009 - Just for one night
28-9-2009 - Time for potty training for Cam...any advice?? And something else I totally wasnt expecting
26-9-2009 - FINALLY A QUIET HOUSE...
23-9-2009 - I'm such a horrible girlfriend
15-9-2009 - Updates
14-9-2009 - Should I let him stay~~Help me Ladies!!!!!
11-9-2009 - update on Kenni and the twins
11-9-2009 - Take a peek at Khamayah and Khamaree, only a couple of hours old
09-9-2009 - Kenni's last ob visit
05-9-2009 - a hopefully better view of the convo between my ex husband and i
05-9-2009 - msg between the ex and I got real emotional / Is there a way I can become Kenni's legal guardian w/o my mom's consent / more with WIC / cam's zoo party
02-9-2009 - a msg from the ex husband
31-8-2009 - just a reflection
24-8-2009 - Thank you so much for the encouraging words, also plenty of UPDATES!!!
24-8-2009 - I got my babies back
15-8-2009 - Going to get my girls
15-8-2009 - She thinks she is keeping my babies
14-8-2009 - He wants to make "US OFFICIAL"
11-8-2009 - THE EX HUBBY MSGED ME ON MYSPACE AND THE BABIES WILL BE HERE THEN ANTICIPATED
03-8-2009 - I am now a single woman!!!!!!!!!!!
02-8-2009 - New pictures of the babes and concerns about my son Cameron
30-7-2009 - no show...(super short blog)
30-7-2009 - JUST WHAT I NEEDED (FOR THE SINGLE LADIES, STILL SEARCHING FOR THAT GOOD MAN)
29-7-2009 - I FREAKING LOVE THIS MAN (KEIRON, DEF NOT JAY)
29-7-2009 - He's Gonna Sign
28-7-2009 - HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED...I CANT BELIEVE I ACTED LIKE A FOOL
28-7-2009 - HOW DARE HE?!?!?!?
27-7-2009 - MADE IT TO HOUSTON SAFELY, BUT NOW THE NEVERENDING DRAMA WITH MY EX
26-7-2009 - plans for houston delayed for the night
23-7-2009 - A CLEAN SLATE?!?!
21-7-2009 - WELL....
17-7-2009 - SHE'S BACK AND UNFORTUNATELY SHE IS WITH ME (AGAIN)
16-7-2009 - Lord I dont need this right now
14-7-2009 - Going to Houston for the Divorce.
13-7-2009 - Its just me and the babies
10-7-2009 - SMALL TALK W/ THE HUSBAND
10-7-2009 - COLLEGE-BOUND????
10-7-2009 - JUST TO CATCH Y'ALL UP ON EVERYTHING (MY DAUGHTERS AND CALI, MY SISTER AND HER ISSUES, AND CAMERON'S 1ST BIRTHDAY)
09-7-2009 - HA..SHE CAME HOME...(WELL TRIED TO ANYWAY)
09-7-2009 - I WOKE THIS MORNIG TO MY SISTER GONE
07-7-2009 - MY TWINS MAY BE LEAVING ME : [ HELP: I NEED SOME ADVICE
04-7-2009 - FIRST 24 HRS AT HOME WITH PRINCESS JHIAVAHNI
03-7-2009 - BIRTH STORY AND PICTURES
29-6-2009 - ABOUT 90% SURE I AM IN LABOR
29-6-2009 - 5 KIDS LATER AND I AM UNSURE IF I AM IN LABOR
29-6-2009 - BRAXTON HICKS!!!
26-6-2009 - COUNTDOWN TIL MY PRINCESS ARRIVES
25-6-2009 - FUN BABY BIRTHDAY FACTS(MY KIDS)WEBSITE INCLUDED
24-6-2009 - FOR THE FIRST TIME I FELT COMFORTABLE
23-6-2009 - IS IT LOVE???
22-6-2009 - WELL MY MOTHER LEFT LIKE A COWARD AND NOW I AM HAVING MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT MY 'RELATIONSHIP' WITH KEIRON. PLZ READ I NEED HELP ASAP!!!
20-6-2009 - BABYSITTING MY MOTHER
18-6-2009 - SHE LOST THE BABY
14-6-2009 - THIS IS ALWAYS A HARD TIME OF THE YEAR FOR ME.
12-6-2009 - SO I TALKED TO THE 'EX' HUSBAND
11-6-2009 - MY 33 WEEK APPT (ALONG WITH MY MOTHERS)
10-6-2009 - SHE IS AT IT AGAIN, STILL MSG'N ME ON MYSPACE,
09-6-2009 - I CANT BELIEVE SHE MSG'D ME
09-6-2009 - I CANT BELIEVE SHE MSG'D ME
08-6-2009 - UPDATE FROM MY LAST BLOG
08-6-2009 - MY MOTHER..PREGNANT AGAIN???
06-6-2009 - UPDATE FROM LAST BLOG EARLIER TODAY
06-6-2009 - QUICK QUESTION...WOULD IT BE WEIRD IF.....
06-6-2009 - another wonderful update (pls read)
04-6-2009 - I REALLY LOVE YOU LADIES
01-6-2009 - BABY COST CALCULATOR
01-6-2009 - GOOD NEWS!!!
31-5-2009 - I HAD TO LET GO AND LET GOD
29-5-2009 - I CANT KEEP DEALING WITH THIS STRESS
29-5-2009 - TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY UNTIL.... 3 HOURS AGO
27-5-2009 - our dr visit/my glucose test today
27-5-2009 - an early morning update....on how i feel about the drama from yersterday
26-5-2009 - IT MAY SOUND SO WRONG, BUT I REALLY HATE MY MAMA. I HATE HER WITH A PASSION
25-5-2009 - I'm really trying to support her.....
25-5-2009 - A CRY FOR HELP.... MAYBE?
23-5-2009 - LOOKING FOR A JOB
22-5-2009 - MY KIDS ARE SAFE NOW
21-5-2009 - I FINALLY GOT MY FAMILY A CAR!!!!
20-5-2009 - DONT BE MAD AT ME LADIES BUT.....
18-5-2009 - I GET TO SEE MY BIG MAN
16-5-2009 - UPDATE
12-5-2009 - trip to the e.r. a second time around
11-5-2009 - my trip to the stupid ass dr
11-5-2009 - SICK AS A DOG
05-5-2009 - UPDATE ON MY SIS & PREGNANCY--BITTERSWEET NEWS
05-5-2009 - GETTING REALLY IMPATIENT
02-5-2009 - the first born survey (got the idea from mrs. terry)
28-4-2009 - OUR DRS APPOINTMENTS
27-4-2009 - I AM GOING TO KILL HER
26-4-2009 - WHAT A DAY!!!!
25-4-2009 - HELP WITH MY LITTLE SISTER....
19-4-2009 - A PIC OF MY SOON-TO-BE-HOME
15-4-2009 - God is too too too good to me!!!!
12-4-2009 - HE GOT SOME M~FING NERVE
08-4-2009 - SO THE DRAMA CONTINUES....
02-4-2009 - A HAPPY UPDATE FOR A CHANGE
01-4-2009 - OMG...HE IS REALLY TRIPPIN YALL...NOW HE' HARRASSING ME OVER MYSPACE NOW
29-3-2009 - A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
28-3-2009 - finally got the courage
26-3-2009 - WHATS REALLY GOING ON?!?!?
16-3-2009 - SPRING BREAK FOR 2 DAYS AND I AM ALREADY GETTIN INTO TROUBLE
07-3-2009 - HE IS REALLY BLOWIN UP MY PHONE YALL
05-3-2009 - UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! ITS ANOTHER.......
02-3-2009 - I HAVE FINALLY COME TO A DECISION....
25-2-2009 - Yet another update...
22-2-2009 - THIS PAST B-DAY WAS THE WORST EVER
19-2-2009 - MY WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN IN A MATTER OF 4 DAYS
01-2-2009 - UPDATE
31-12-2008 - Nothing to do with my pregnancy..but I still had to tell somebody
28-12-2008 - Just an update...
22-12-2008 - WE DID IT!!!
05-12-2008 - December 20th!!!!!
02-12-2008 - Just an update...
29-11-2008 - I DECIDED TO TELL HIM
28-11-2008 - Well Ladies...3 Letters BF...P!!!!
27-11-2008 - D-DAY HAS ARRIVED YET ONCE AGAIN
19-11-2008 - OK SO I THINK I AM ABOUT TO HAVE A MAJOR PANIC ATTACK

Polls
  1. Should I attempt to have a V-BAC? My last 3 deliveries have been by Cesarean Sec...
    Date: 8-6-2009 Votes: 32 Comments: 7

  2. IS GIOVANNI A MALE ONLY NAMED EVEN IF SPELLED LIKE JHIAVAHNI...
    Date: 15-4-2009 Votes: 42 Comments: 6

  3. OK LADIES, ASIDE FROM ALL THE DRAMA, I GOT A LITTLE TIRED OF PACKING TODAY AND D...
    Date: 30-3-2009 Votes: 65 Comments: 8

  4. OK SO I KNOW ITS A GIRL AND EVEN THOUGH ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE NOT ON GOOD TERMS ...
    Date: 16-3-2009 Votes: 83 Comments: 7

  5. DO YOU FEEL THAT IT IS WRONG FOR ME TO GET MY TUBES TIED? I AM 19 AND PREGNANT W...
    Date: 8-12-2008 Votes: 140 Comments: 9


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