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OK SO ME AND KEIRON JUST HAD OUR FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BUT IT WAS OVER A WEEK AGO AND I REALLY JUST DIDNT REMEMBER BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE EXCITEMENT WITH KENNI AND THE TWINS THAT I COMPLETLEY FORGOT ABOUT A DOG ON ANNIVERSARY. HE WAS SO SWEET HE DIDNT GET MAD OR ANYTHING AS A MATTER OF FACT, HE BARELY BROUGHT IT UP, BUT THE POINT IS THAT HE DID. IT WAS SO SWEET THOUGH, I FELT LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT. HE WAS SO SWEET, BASICALLY JUST SAYING LIKE SEEING AS WE HAVENT HAD TIME YET TO CELEBRATE OUR ANNIVERSARY, ONCE THE BABY CAME HOME AND EVERYTHING IS SETTLED WE SHOULD FINALLY GO OUT, BUT UNTIL THEN HOW ABOUT LUNCH? I WAS CAUGHT OFF GUARD SO I WAS LIKE HUH? HE WAS LIKE OUR ANNIVERSARY WAS ON THE 13TH AND THE ANNIVERSARY OF OUR FIRST DATE WAS ON THE 16TH (I MEAN REALLY, I DIDNT THINK MEN KEPT UP WITH STUFF LIKE THAT). HE EVEN JOKED AND SAID THAT MAYBE WE COULD GET ON A PLANE AND TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD, SEEING AS OUR FIRST DATE WAS ON THE PLANE.
8 Comments on I'm such a horrible girlfriend
dinahmite425 - Sunday, 27 Sep
i say no sex.... no matter how good a man he is sex will change things so just wait it out if he was willing to be with you right have divorce and being pregnant then i think he wont mind waiting a little for sex and honestly it takes time to reallyknow someone and find out everything about them not only that but aids is real take it from me i have about 5-6 patients a day and i promise at least 2-3 each day have aids and guess what i have had so many patients who have girlfriends and boyfriends that have no clue that there partner has aids and by law i cant whisper in there ear and warn them sad to know someone has aids and i cant warn there sex partner!!! please just becuase someone is nice does not mean you owe your body in return the only thing you owe is niceness right back. there has been many times when i was feelin a guy and they were feelin me and bam as soon as sex came into the pic its a wrap no more same feeling the feelings change like the drop of a hat!!! dont get me wrong sex is good and lovely but at this point you have to change your behavior, your previous behavior has you as a single mom raising all of your kids so obviously that did not work so you need to try something new for a while...I was alot like you in my younger days please beleive me.,.. i think that if i did not get married i would have kept up the sexual cycle i was on... back in the day i met a guy named shannon he was very very very religous!!! he taught me that we did not have to have sex... i was persuing the sex becuase that is what i new but he would say NO we arent having sex, he taught me the beauty of staying abstenant!! and i thought how can this dude not be having sex he was fine and stable with his own house etc i just was confused but he really was not doing the do... he taught me to love myself more!!! girl we did not last to long but after him i was so quick to tell a guy , Oh by the way im not fucking you!!! lol and it made me feel so good insde that i had the power and yes some guys did not want to hear that and would stop talking to me but i did not care and I felt POWERFUL!!!! I loved to tell guys that they were not getting any at all, and i had the power finally not them... when a women has sex it really is to please the guy we want them to like us and think we are hot and fine etc etc but after the sex they really have all the power!!!! I love sex im sure youdo to but from now on you have to change the game!!! you need to at least wait 3 months at least and if he is not willing then ... guess what you can do bad all by your self you dont need pressure from someone else
BlackRussian - Thursday, 24 Sep
You are not a horrible girlfriend Kandi!!! You are just not used to a GOOD man that remembers these sorts of things. What a sweetheart he is, im soo happy for you :) You DESERVE it!
tasha1977 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Girl, there is nothing wrong with him or you. He's a real man. That's what's the problem. We are so used to dealing with foolishness we don't know when we have it good. I'm older than you so I've been through a little more, but with every relationship, take something from it to improve in your next relationship. There are alot of things you can do. You can plan a romantic eveing out with just the 2 of u. Go to a hotel and decorate it nice with candles, flowers, nice music etc. Get you a nice Teddy and it's on from there.
anyasma - Thursday, 24 Sep
Whew! Okay, firstly, just go with the flow, i ain't sayin hold out on sex, because kissing turns me all the way on. some people can and some can't. The longest I'VE been with someone and not have sex was (18mths) @ 17yrs old, with my first BF and that's cuz i was a virgin and scared shit. The 2nd time was 6 months after the birth of my daughter, once again i was scared shit, didnt want anything going in or coming out (traumatised by that thing called labour) . But, there are stuff you can do to NOT GET PREGNANT. We all realise you are very fertile. Anyway, I have also experienced relationships that was cut off not so long after a couple sexual encounters, it happens. But now, that's how i know my boo is special. And maybe cuz things started out differently, Keiron could just be the Man for you. I hope he is. Seriously though, i like the teddy bear thing. Because, I dont know how ur going to get out leaving Kenni with all the babies, u may have to get a sitter just for that time.
Jmajor-payne - Thursday, 24 Sep
Ohh Kandi! Girl its ok we woman do tend to forget somethings but everything else we be on point!! LOL Well lets see to make it up have him come over or u go over there cook him something great (fav meal preferably) Get a good movie u both wanna see and snuggle up close (for some heavy kissing) LOL and have a great night!!! And that is an awesome thing that u 2 havent had sex yet I waited 2 months with Jamaal and it was well worth it! But it helped us get to kno each other better and really truly connect on a different level (hell 1 I never been on with anyone else) So the waiting is important and if he is a sweet as u say he wont mind waiting until the time is right and u both are ready!! So have fun with your MAN and U R a GREAT G/F!!!
beautyfulmommy - Thursday, 24 Sep
aww..dont beat yourself up!your life has been hectic since the birth of your niece&nephew.&he understands.which is important you have a man who understands!thats a good quality.anyhOo..as far as making it up to himgo out to lunch girl.. bring a gift like something small yet thoughtful, a BOY bear from buildabear workshop. you can add your voice inside of it &say "Hi baby i just wanna say happy 1stmonth anniversary! i love you"(DEPENDING on if you guys are on ily terms) deck the bear out with how keiron dresses. and attach a blank card with a heartfelt message in side of it since i doubt they make 1st month anniversary cards. but if you wanna do it big: you can buy him cologne.earrings.or a chain.or a watch.as far as the sex : GREAT!you wanted to take it slow with keiron which i am all for..&taking it slow often means no sex unless youre 100% ready. it took me a year&5months to have sex with my current bf. we had to get to know one another mentally & emotionally before we connect on a physical level if anything i had to see if the LOVE is real before i give him to me.. even if he was doing all the right sweet, romantiq ish.. i still held on to my goodies. because like you said sex doesnt equal a relationship.just cause hes your bf doesnt mean you have to sex him.sex doesnt keep a man or woman in the picture. half the time it makes them leave quicker. sOoo for now just have fun: kiss & have fun &enjoy eachother's companyyafter all he is your 1st REAL boyfrand..
urnaa - Thursday, 24 Sep
i think you are going in right direction. Before sex and even before start a life together, couples must learn themselves first for at least a year. Have him nice dinner and little present...maybe watch, most important u should write heartfelt words on it.
Firsttimemum78 - Thursday, 24 Sep
How about cook him a nice candlelit dinner before you have the chance to go out?? Most men I have ever know have loved this!! Good luck hun! xxx
| 23-9-2009 - I'm such a horrible girlfriend |  My mood while writing this blog:disappointed IN MYSELF |
OK SO ME AND KEIRON JUST HAD OUR FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BUT IT WAS OVER A WEEK AGO AND I REALLY JUST DIDNT REMEMBER BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE EXCITEMENT WITH KENNI AND THE TWINS THAT I COMPLETLEY FORGOT ABOUT A DOG ON ANNIVERSARY. HE WAS SO SWEET HE DIDNT GET MAD OR ANYTHING AS A MATTER OF FACT, HE BARELY BROUGHT IT UP, BUT THE POINT IS THAT HE DID. IT WAS SO SWEET THOUGH, I FELT LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT. HE WAS SO SWEET, BASICALLY JUST SAYING LIKE SEEING AS WE HAVENT HAD TIME YET TO CELEBRATE OUR ANNIVERSARY, ONCE THE BABY CAME HOME AND EVERYTHING IS SETTLED WE SHOULD FINALLY GO OUT, BUT UNTIL THEN HOW ABOUT LUNCH? I WAS CAUGHT OFF GUARD SO I WAS LIKE HUH? HE WAS LIKE OUR ANNIVERSARY WAS ON THE 13TH AND THE ANNIVERSARY OF OUR FIRST DATE WAS ON THE 16TH (I MEAN REALLY, I DIDNT THINK MEN KEPT UP WITH STUFF LIKE THAT). HE EVEN JOKED AND SAID THAT MAYBE WE COULD GET ON A PLANE AND TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD, SEEING AS OUR FIRST DATE WAS ON THE PLANE.
WELL HOW DO I MAKE IT UP TO HIM. I HAVE BEEN OUT OF THE DATING SCENE FOR A WHILE, HAVENT HAD A BOYFRIEND SINCE DECEMBER OF LAST YEAR AND LEFT MY HUSBAND IN FEBRUARY IF THIS YEAR AND BESIDES HANGING WITH KEIRON. I HAVENT HAD A BOYFRIEND, WELL I HAVE NEVER HAD A REAL BOYFRIEND TO BE HONEST BECAUSE I WOULD BE WITH A GUY ANYWHERE FROM A FW DAYS TO FEW WEEKS. HAVE SEX WITH THEM AND THEN COME UP PREGNANT, BUT WITH KEIRON ITS DIFFERENT. ITS BEEN OVER A MONTH AND WE HAVENT EVEN HAD SEX YET. I GUESS I MOVED SO FAST WHEN I WAS YOUNG, NOW THAT I AM AN ADULT. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. LIKE A 13YR OLD WITH HER FIRST TIME BOYFRIEND. I ALWAYS THOUGHT HAVING A BOYFRIEND MEANT HAVING SEX, BUT I AM LEARNING THAT IS NOT THE CASE. BESIDES SOME HEAVY KISSING, HE HASNT EVEN SUGGESTED THAT HE WANTS TO HAVE SEX.
SO LADIES OMG HELP ME WHAT DO I DO???? I AM SO CONFUSED.
8 Comments on I'm such a horrible girlfriend
dinahmite425 - Sunday, 27 Sep
i say no sex.... no matter how good a man he is sex will change things so just wait it out if he was willing to be with you right have divorce and being pregnant then i think he wont mind waiting a little for sex and honestly it takes time to reallyknow someone and find out everything about them not only that but aids is real take it from me i have about 5-6 patients a day and i promise at least 2-3 each day have aids and guess what i have had so many patients who have girlfriends and boyfriends that have no clue that there partner has aids and by law i cant whisper in there ear and warn them sad to know someone has aids and i cant warn there sex partner!!! please just becuase someone is nice does not mean you owe your body in return the only thing you owe is niceness right back. there has been many times when i was feelin a guy and they were feelin me and bam as soon as sex came into the pic its a wrap no more same feeling the feelings change like the drop of a hat!!! dont get me wrong sex is good and lovely but at this point you have to change your behavior, your previous behavior has you as a single mom raising all of your kids so obviously that did not work so you need to try something new for a while...I was alot like you in my younger days please beleive me.,.. i think that if i did not get married i would have kept up the sexual cycle i was on... back in the day i met a guy named shannon he was very very very religous!!! he taught me that we did not have to have sex... i was persuing the sex becuase that is what i new but he would say NO we arent having sex, he taught me the beauty of staying abstenant!! and i thought how can this dude not be having sex he was fine and stable with his own house etc i just was confused but he really was not doing the do... he taught me to love myself more!!! girl we did not last to long but after him i was so quick to tell a guy , Oh by the way im not fucking you!!! lol and it made me feel so good insde that i had the power and yes some guys did not want to hear that and would stop talking to me but i did not care and I felt POWERFUL!!!! I loved to tell guys that they were not getting any at all, and i had the power finally not them... when a women has sex it really is to please the guy we want them to like us and think we are hot and fine etc etc but after the sex they really have all the power!!!! I love sex im sure youdo to but from now on you have to change the game!!! you need to at least wait 3 months at least and if he is not willing then ... guess what you can do bad all by your self you dont need pressure from someone else
BlackRussian - Thursday, 24 Sep
You are not a horrible girlfriend Kandi!!! You are just not used to a GOOD man that remembers these sorts of things. What a sweetheart he is, im soo happy for you :) You DESERVE it!
tasha1977 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Girl, there is nothing wrong with him or you. He's a real man. That's what's the problem. We are so used to dealing with foolishness we don't know when we have it good. I'm older than you so I've been through a little more, but with every relationship, take something from it to improve in your next relationship. There are alot of things you can do. You can plan a romantic eveing out with just the 2 of u. Go to a hotel and decorate it nice with candles, flowers, nice music etc. Get you a nice Teddy and it's on from there.
anyasma - Thursday, 24 Sep
Whew! Okay, firstly, just go with the flow, i ain't sayin hold out on sex, because kissing turns me all the way on. some people can and some can't. The longest I'VE been with someone and not have sex was (18mths) @ 17yrs old, with my first BF and that's cuz i was a virgin and scared shit. The 2nd time was 6 months after the birth of my daughter, once again i was scared shit, didnt want anything going in or coming out (traumatised by that thing called labour) . But, there are stuff you can do to NOT GET PREGNANT. We all realise you are very fertile. Anyway, I have also experienced relationships that was cut off not so long after a couple sexual encounters, it happens. But now, that's how i know my boo is special. And maybe cuz things started out differently, Keiron could just be the Man for you. I hope he is. Seriously though, i like the teddy bear thing. Because, I dont know how ur going to get out leaving Kenni with all the babies, u may have to get a sitter just for that time.
Jmajor-payne - Thursday, 24 Sep
Ohh Kandi! Girl its ok we woman do tend to forget somethings but everything else we be on point!! LOL Well lets see to make it up have him come over or u go over there cook him something great (fav meal preferably) Get a good movie u both wanna see and snuggle up close (for some heavy kissing) LOL and have a great night!!! And that is an awesome thing that u 2 havent had sex yet I waited 2 months with Jamaal and it was well worth it! But it helped us get to kno each other better and really truly connect on a different level (hell 1 I never been on with anyone else) So the waiting is important and if he is a sweet as u say he wont mind waiting until the time is right and u both are ready!! So have fun with your MAN and U R a GREAT G/F!!!
beautyfulmommy - Thursday, 24 Sep
aww..dont beat yourself up!your life has been hectic since the birth of your niece&nephew.&he understands.which is important you have a man who understands!thats a good quality.anyhOo..as far as making it up to himgo out to lunch girl.. bring a gift like something small yet thoughtful, a BOY bear from buildabear workshop. you can add your voice inside of it &say "Hi baby i just wanna say happy 1stmonth anniversary! i love you"(DEPENDING on if you guys are on ily terms) deck the bear out with how keiron dresses. and attach a blank card with a heartfelt message in side of it since i doubt they make 1st month anniversary cards. but if you wanna do it big: you can buy him cologne.earrings.or a chain.or a watch.as far as the sex : GREAT!you wanted to take it slow with keiron which i am all for..&taking it slow often means no sex unless youre 100% ready. it took me a year&5months to have sex with my current bf. we had to get to know one another mentally & emotionally before we connect on a physical level if anything i had to see if the LOVE is real before i give him to me.. even if he was doing all the right sweet, romantiq ish.. i still held on to my goodies. because like you said sex doesnt equal a relationship.just cause hes your bf doesnt mean you have to sex him.sex doesnt keep a man or woman in the picture. half the time it makes them leave quicker. sOoo for now just have fun: kiss & have fun &enjoy eachother's companyyafter all he is your 1st REAL boyfrand..
urnaa - Thursday, 24 Sep
i think you are going in right direction. Before sex and even before start a life together, couples must learn themselves first for at least a year. Have him nice dinner and little present...maybe watch, most important u should write heartfelt words on it.
Firsttimemum78 - Thursday, 24 Sep
How about cook him a nice candlelit dinner before you have the chance to go out?? Most men I have ever know have loved this!! Good luck hun! xxx
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26-7-2009 - plans for houston delayed for the night
23-7-2009 - A CLEAN SLATE?!?!
21-7-2009 - WELL....
17-7-2009 - SHE'S BACK AND UNFORTUNATELY SHE IS WITH ME (AGAIN)
16-7-2009 - Lord I dont need this right now
14-7-2009 - Going to Houston for the Divorce.
13-7-2009 - Its just me and the babies
10-7-2009 - SMALL TALK W/ THE HUSBAND
10-7-2009 - COLLEGE-BOUND????
10-7-2009 - JUST TO CATCH Y'ALL UP ON EVERYTHING (MY DAUGHTERS AND CALI, MY SISTER AND HER ISSUES, AND CAMERON'S 1ST BIRTHDAY)
09-7-2009 - HA..SHE CAME HOME...(WELL TRIED TO ANYWAY)
09-7-2009 - I WOKE THIS MORNIG TO MY SISTER GONE
07-7-2009 - MY TWINS MAY BE LEAVING ME : [ HELP: I NEED SOME ADVICE
04-7-2009 - FIRST 24 HRS AT HOME WITH PRINCESS JHIAVAHNI
03-7-2009 - BIRTH STORY AND PICTURES
29-6-2009 - ABOUT 90% SURE I AM IN LABOR
29-6-2009 - 5 KIDS LATER AND I AM UNSURE IF I AM IN LABOR
29-6-2009 - BRAXTON HICKS!!!
26-6-2009 - COUNTDOWN TIL MY PRINCESS ARRIVES
25-6-2009 - FUN BABY BIRTHDAY FACTS(MY KIDS)WEBSITE INCLUDED
24-6-2009 - FOR THE FIRST TIME I FELT COMFORTABLE
23-6-2009 - IS IT LOVE???
22-6-2009 - WELL MY MOTHER LEFT LIKE A COWARD AND NOW I AM HAVING MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT MY 'RELATIONSHIP' WITH KEIRON. PLZ READ I NEED HELP ASAP!!!
20-6-2009 - BABYSITTING MY MOTHER
18-6-2009 - SHE LOST THE BABY
14-6-2009 - THIS IS ALWAYS A HARD TIME OF THE YEAR FOR ME.
12-6-2009 - SO I TALKED TO THE 'EX' HUSBAND
11-6-2009 - MY 33 WEEK APPT (ALONG WITH MY MOTHERS)
10-6-2009 - SHE IS AT IT AGAIN, STILL MSG'N ME ON MYSPACE,
09-6-2009 - I CANT BELIEVE SHE MSG'D ME
09-6-2009 - I CANT BELIEVE SHE MSG'D ME
08-6-2009 - UPDATE FROM MY LAST BLOG
08-6-2009 - MY MOTHER..PREGNANT AGAIN???
06-6-2009 - UPDATE FROM LAST BLOG EARLIER TODAY
06-6-2009 - QUICK QUESTION...WOULD IT BE WEIRD IF.....
06-6-2009 - another wonderful update (pls read)
04-6-2009 - I REALLY LOVE YOU LADIES
01-6-2009 - BABY COST CALCULATOR
01-6-2009 - GOOD NEWS!!!
31-5-2009 - I HAD TO LET GO AND LET GOD
29-5-2009 - I CANT KEEP DEALING WITH THIS STRESS
29-5-2009 - TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY UNTIL.... 3 HOURS AGO
27-5-2009 - our dr visit/my glucose test today
27-5-2009 - an early morning update....on how i feel about the drama from yersterday
26-5-2009 - IT MAY SOUND SO WRONG, BUT I REALLY HATE MY MAMA. I HATE HER WITH A PASSION
25-5-2009 - I'm really trying to support her.....
25-5-2009 - A CRY FOR HELP.... MAYBE?
23-5-2009 - LOOKING FOR A JOB
22-5-2009 - MY KIDS ARE SAFE NOW
21-5-2009 - I FINALLY GOT MY FAMILY A CAR!!!!
20-5-2009 - DONT BE MAD AT ME LADIES BUT.....
18-5-2009 - I GET TO SEE MY BIG MAN
16-5-2009 - UPDATE
12-5-2009 - trip to the e.r. a second time around
11-5-2009 - my trip to the stupid ass dr
11-5-2009 - SICK AS A DOG
05-5-2009 - UPDATE ON MY SIS & PREGNANCY--BITTERSWEET NEWS
05-5-2009 - GETTING REALLY IMPATIENT
02-5-2009 - the first born survey (got the idea from mrs. terry)
28-4-2009 - OUR DRS APPOINTMENTS
27-4-2009 - I AM GOING TO KILL HER
26-4-2009 - WHAT A DAY!!!!
25-4-2009 - HELP WITH MY LITTLE SISTER....
19-4-2009 - A PIC OF MY SOON-TO-BE-HOME
15-4-2009 - God is too too too good to me!!!!
12-4-2009 - HE GOT SOME M~FING NERVE
08-4-2009 - SO THE DRAMA CONTINUES....
02-4-2009 - A HAPPY UPDATE FOR A CHANGE
01-4-2009 - OMG...HE IS REALLY TRIPPIN YALL...NOW HE' HARRASSING ME OVER MYSPACE NOW
29-3-2009 - A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
28-3-2009 - finally got the courage
26-3-2009 - WHATS REALLY GOING ON?!?!?
16-3-2009 - SPRING BREAK FOR 2 DAYS AND I AM ALREADY GETTIN INTO TROUBLE
07-3-2009 - HE IS REALLY BLOWIN UP MY PHONE YALL
05-3-2009 - UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! ITS ANOTHER.......
02-3-2009 - I HAVE FINALLY COME TO A DECISION....
25-2-2009 - Yet another update...
22-2-2009 - THIS PAST B-DAY WAS THE WORST EVER
19-2-2009 - MY WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN IN A MATTER OF 4 DAYS
01-2-2009 - UPDATE
31-12-2008 - Nothing to do with my pregnancy..but I still had to tell somebody
28-12-2008 - Just an update...
22-12-2008 - WE DID IT!!!
05-12-2008 - December 20th!!!!!
02-12-2008 - Just an update...
29-11-2008 - I DECIDED TO TELL HIM
28-11-2008 - Well Ladies...3 Letters BF...P!!!!
27-11-2008 - D-DAY HAS ARRIVED YET ONCE AGAIN
19-11-2008 - OK SO I THINK I AM ABOUT TO HAVE A MAJOR PANIC ATTACK
Polls
- Should I attempt to have a V-BAC? My last 3 deliveries have been by Cesarean Sec...
Date: 8-6-2009 Votes: 32 Comments: 7 - IS GIOVANNI A MALE ONLY NAMED EVEN IF SPELLED LIKE JHIAVAHNI...
Date: 15-4-2009 Votes: 42 Comments: 6 - OK LADIES, ASIDE FROM ALL THE DRAMA, I GOT A LITTLE TIRED OF PACKING TODAY AND D...
Date: 30-3-2009 Votes: 65 Comments: 8 - OK SO I KNOW ITS A GIRL AND EVEN THOUGH ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE NOT ON GOOD TERMS ...
Date: 16-3-2009 Votes: 83 Comments: 7 - DO YOU FEEL THAT IT IS WRONG FOR ME TO GET MY TUBES TIED? I AM 19 AND PREGNANT W...
Date: 8-12-2008 Votes: 140 Comments: 9
Agenda
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