28-9-2009 - just what I needed...

My mood while writing this blog: relaxed

Keiron even let me come home and get a few hours a sleep. He picked up his kids and the girls up from school and brought them home. He watched Jhia and Cam for me. I told him the same thing I told you guys and he gave it to me... I freaking love him. He even tried, keyword TRIED to cook dinner. I cant blame him for the catastrophy that occured, like I said he TRIED!!!

Another thing I had to make Cedrique leave today, when I had woke up, the twins were sleep and they were cuddled up on the sofa and I swear I caught them in what looked like the end of a kiss. Kenni gonna tell me, they wasnt kissing, she wasnt feeling to good and he gave her a hug She also claims tht they are not together anymore, but I am not crazy. He stayed over on Saturday night because we had church the next morning and I didnt want to leave Kenni by herseld with both babies, but he wasnt supposed to spend the night last night. He was waiting on a ride that never showed, but today I aint being played for a fool. I told him to wait outside this time to 'make sure he didnt miss him his ride'. I told her if she come up pregnant again, I wont tolerate her livng in my house. Her home schooling resumes, on the 12th and she goes back to school on the 26th and the twins start daycare on the 26th as well. I promise if she gets pregnant, she is out and thats for good, the twins could have that room.

One more thing, me and the ex talked a little while ago and my oldest son may just come to live with me startin in January, that would make the happiest person in the world, but also makes me very scared because its another mouth to feed. He's coming down here for Thanksgiving to stay and might be transfering schools in January if we make it official. I am so excited and nervous

and the search fora second job continues....I am holding my own, but extra cash does not hurt...thats all the updates for now.