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	Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009 Country: U.S.A. Province/region: FL City: Jacksonville Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR Children: Yes, 6 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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28-10-2009 - had a little talk with him

My mood while writing this blog:
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SO I TXTD HIM AND TOLD HIM I REALLY WANTED TO TALK TO HIM AND BEFORE I COULD TELL HIM A TIME OR A DATE HE TOLD HE WAS GOING TO BE BUSY. AND I ASKED HIM HOW WOULD HE KNOW HE WOULD BE BUSY WHEN I DIDNT EVEN ASK HIM WHEN OR WHERE, AND HE BASICALLY JUST REPLIED THAT HE WAS SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE BUSY WHENEVER I WANTED TO TALK. I WAS LIKE WTF THIS IS SO NOT LIKE HIM. I ASKED HIM WHAT DID I DO, BECAUSE FOR HIM TO BE ACTING LIKE THAT APPARENTLY I DID SOMETHING WRONG AND I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT DID I DO AND HE TXTED ME BACK AND WAS LIKE NOTHING, SO I ASKED HIM WHY HAS HE BEEN PULLING AWAY FROM ME AND HE TOLD ME HE IS NOT. I TOLD HIM I FELT LIKE HE WAS AND THEN HE SAID HE WAS JUST GIVING ME THE DISTANCE THAT I WANTED AND I WAS LIKE DISTANCE?? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??? HE TOLD ME HE KNEW THAT I WASNT READY TO BE COMMITTED TO HIM JUST YET, SO HE WAS GIVING ME SOME SPACE JUST TO DO ME AND I ASKED HIM WHERE WAS THIS COMINIG FROM AND HE WAS LIKE HE KEEPS DROPPIN HINT AFTER HINT THAT HE WANTS TO MARRY ME, BUT I AM NOT DROPPING ANY THAT I FEEL THE SAME WAY AND I TOLD HIM ITS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DONT WANT TO BE MARRIED AGAIN. I TOLD HIM I LOVE HIM AND ALL, BUT I AM NOT READY FOR ALL THAT JUST NOW AND HE WAS LIKE HE KNEW THAT, BUT HE ALSO KNOWS THAT I AM THE ONE FOR HIM AND KILLLS HIM FOR ME NOT TO FEEL THE SAME. I TOLD HIM I LOVE HIM TOO, BUT MARRIAGE IS JUST TOO BIG FOR ME RIGHT NOW AND I AM NOT READY FOR IT YET. HE TXTED BACK HE KNOW THATS WHY HE DECIDED TO GIVE ME MY SPACE.

I TXTD HIM AND TOLD HIM I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE THE GIRLS DAD WAS STAYING OVER AND HE SAID THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT, BUT HE COMMENDED ME FOR ALLOWING HIM INTO THE GIRLS LIFE AGAIN.

THE QUESTION IS: MY SPACE, WTF IS MY SPACE? I DIDNT ASK FOR ANY SPACE, SO BASICALLY IS HE TRYING TO GIVE ME AND ULTIMATUM AS IN MARRY HIM OR HE IS LEAVING?? IF SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, I DONT WANT ANOTHER MARRIAGE THIS SOON AND FAST, BUT I DO WHAT HIM. HOWEVER I REFUSE TO BE FORCED TO DO SOMETHING THAT BIG, JUST BECAUSE HIS FEELINGS ARE HURT. AM I WRONG LADIES????

6 Comments on had a little talk with him

malaika - Monday, 2 Nov
yea, long engagemenr could be reasonable. i didnt follow, have u got kids together? if u love him dont doubt, but it upsets, if he just jumped away for this reason, u have right to doubt, what if any serious problem comes arpound? is not easy these days.. u need to talk face to face. hugs

Jmajor-payne - Saturday, 31 Oct
I agree I dont think he is giving u an ultimatium...I think he is hurting and doesnt really know how to react to the situation at hand...would u accept his proposal? And have a long engagement? I think too that thats a huge committment to each other becuz you both want each other but can come up with a date later or when u both are ready...also tell him u didnt ask for any space and would like him to be around for u its only gonna help u both grow stronger together as 1!! Kandi pray and God will answer...Im sorry I havent been on to talk much but school is kicking my butt!! This is my last week AMEN!! hit me up

kelly5150rn - Thursday, 29 Oct
If you love him, what are you waiting for? Go for it! God sends people to us for a reason & if you truely feel you love him, marry him. It may be Gods plan for you. I never thought I would get married but God sent me my husband & we were married within a year. Pray about it...

Str8 As - Thursday, 29 Oct
This may be time for him to think too. But you need to tell him you don't desire any space. Why not have a long engagement? That is a commitment all in itself. IDK, it is not marriage, but it is letting him know you love him. I guess when a man loves a woman and she is not doing what he expects, he shuts down...just talk to him and let him know you are not accepting that he is busy.

SuperHeroMom - Wednesday, 28 Oct
Just tell him that you do not want any space from him. You need to spend more time with him so that maybe one day you will be ready to marry him. He should understand that you just got divorced so ofcourse you wont want to rush into marriage again. I think he is being a little bit childish. He could've at least asked you if you wanted space before he just started pushing you away. Idk what else you can say. I just feel like he should understand where you are coming from. How long have you been together for now?

Diegirl - Wednesday, 28 Oct
I think you are smart to wait on the marriage. I hope he's not giving you an ultimatum.

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