30-6-2009 - 4 MONTH UPDATE... ALSO... SO MUCH HAS CHANGED AND MANY NEW THINGS...

My mood while writing this blog: feeling good... and enjoying my morning cup of coffee :)

wow so much has changed in the past month! but i cant really complain about any of it!

we'll start with addisyn... she is now rolling over like a mad woman! and both ways as well... she usually rolls over back to belly... but then will go back over... so shes going crazy! and shes talking soooo much! yesterday i swear when she wasnt sleeping she was talking... NON STOP! but i loved every minute of it! and shes getting sooo big... on the 15th of june she had her 4 month doctor appointment... she was 17 lbs and 6 oz (^97%) she was 25 1/2 inches long (95%) and her head circumference was 43 cm (90%)... so shes getting so big! she went into a swimming pool for the first time also! she loved it at first but then i think that i got to cold for her... but i have some pictures of it that i will put up... we also went to a small zoo for the first time with her... i thought that it was fun but she could have probably cared less! lol

now me... i am no longer on birth control! i am sick of it! i want my hormones to come back to normal and be my friend instead of turing me into a bitch! sooo... my depo shot wore off on the 26th... and iam staying off of hormone birth control for awhile... because i want to be my happy normal self again... also i bled for the past 3 months becuase of it... and im so sick of it! also my sex drive went way down and now that it has worn off i can feel the drive coming back... FINALLY! sooo hopefully condoms will do the trick... but there goes my other problem... it STILL hurts to have sex... its 4 1/2 months later... and i cant even have sex! so im not to happy... have any of you other women gone through this?

and something SOOO exciting... WE GOT A HOME!!! we'll be moving into it in about a month! right now were in a 2 bedroom 1 (small) bath apartment! and now with addy we have no room anywhere... so this will be so nice for our family... tyler got a new teaching job... and ill probably work part time... or try to babysit a few kids that way i can stay home with addy and still make money...

our home is on a quiet street, HUGE deck, HUGE yard, 4 bedrooms, 1 and 1/2 bath, living room, dining room, kitchen (with a lot of storage), 2 stories... im just so excited! and i cant wait to paint!!! when we get there and settle in ill post some before and after pictures...

well i think that that is about it for now... hope you all are doing well!

and thank you for reading my blog... its kinda long!