22-5-2009 - Whirlwind Week

My mood while writing this blog: Ready for the weekend

Monday morning was a interesting morning. I was having a bad day already and then when I got to work I noticed and email from a customer and he was basically telling my boss I mis-informed him after I was doing the best I could to get him the answers he wanted for 2 days! I didn't give him wrong info either. So I was going to FWD the email to my co-worker and I put in a little messege saying how he was an idiot.... Well.... I accidentally hit reply and sent the email to the customer!! OMG was I in hot water. After I big dramatic scene in the office I went home and cried. Tuesday came and it was so awkward. I got called into the big bosses office with my superviser and reamed for 30minutes and then written up. My boss did say some things that we really offensive however. He basically told me I am rude to customers and need to get my life together so I could be a better example to my son and unborn child. How dare he. I know I screwed up and shouldn't have made such a bone head move but to say those things to me.... man... I almost walked out right then and there, but I cannot afford to quit right now, but I am going to after I have Arianna. Just have to grit my teeth for a couple more months and then I am out of here.

Tuesday was also a rough day for me and Jason. He starting acting like a child again about my myspace and since I had previously told him my log in info he decided to snoop around my profile. I don't have anything to hide and I had told him that if he had a problem with it to look himself so I guess he did. He didn't tell me though and then I started getting weird emails at work asking who the guys were on my friends list and who was the guy in the picture on my mom's profile that was tagged so he could see it on mine... So stupid. My mom also had sent me an email asking if I was online because she saw me online and I cannot even get on at work because they have a filter. Jason actually wrote a list of guys down, uncluding "Tom" LOL on that one asking who they were. Funny thing is over a year ago when he tripped on me about it I had already explained who all these people were and it's like he forgot or chose to get upset again. He felt bad about it and bought me a dozen roses and a card saying sorry for being such an idiot and had dinner waiting for me and Isaiah when we got home. I was so upset after everything I hardly ate and cried the whole night.

Wednesday through today have gone by fairly fast and been pretty decent. My son got sent home from daycare because he pushed a little girl and she hit her head and ended up with a huge welt... my boy... jeez... They don't tolerate a lot of that there which I think is good but it is hard on me because I had to bring him to work and take care of him while I worked which was WAY stressful. Plus I friggin pay them $170/week for childcare so I think maybe I could've spoken to him or something else may have been done to punish him, but whatever. I had him at work from 11:45am-4pm! And had to reschedule my physical therapy because I had to pick him up. At least I get to go today @ 2:20pm.

On another note, I had a dr appt last Friday which went well. I am measuring 1cm bigger so I am hoping this means I am going to go earlier than my due date. Or it just means we like to breed them big in our family and she will probably just be a bigger baby. Isaiah was 8lbs 6oz and me and my brother were both over 8lbs and so were my mom and her siblings being 8 & 9lb babies. I just hope I don't go way overdue again. And I was at a weight gain of 18lbs which I was happy with. I actually weighed myself this morning and lost 3lbs this week, probably from the stress. So I am around 15-18lbs gained, just happy I am not blowing up like I did with Isaiah, which was 100lbs of ridiculousness and poor eating choices LOL

I am really looking forward to the 3 day weekend and the beautiful weather we are having here! I have a lot of paperwork to fill out for child support and kindergarten and who knows what else has been neglected since I was working so much and crying for most of the week. I wish all of you a most wonderful weekend!

XOXO