29-5-2009 - 30 weeks & counting

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

So today I am 30 weeks and feeling good. The sun is shining and it's FRIDAY!! I am soo looking forward to the weekend and glad the week flew by so quickly. I cannot believe I am 30 weeks already. The pregnancy has been flying by so quickly. I still have to do my glucose test which I will be doing on Monday. I am not worried about it because I didn't have the problem with Isaiah's pregnancy so I probably won't this time around. Every seems to be normal and I haven't been having any problems other than the pelvic pain. I am feeling good most of the time and things have been going pretty well in all departments.

Isaiah will be starting Kindergarten this next school year and I am so excited for him. And the really cool thing is that I will be on leave when he actually starts to I will be able to take him to and from for the first week or so. I have taken him by the school one time to show him where it is and where he will be going and he is excited I think too. This weekend I plan on taking him over there again to walk around the school and let him play on the playground just so he can be a little more familiar with the whole scene. The only thing that sucks is that all day kindergarten costs money and they are closed for the year so he will only be going 2 1/2 hours a day. I will probably have to do before and after care for him when I get back to work.

I have also finally decided that I am going to start my maternity leave on July 29th. I am working right up until I am due pretty much, only because I cannot afford to take anymore time off. I make a ton more money than Jason so we need that income to suppliment the house. Then I will get a couple paychecks while I am on leave for my vacation time. I am also pulling Isaiah out of daycare for the month of August so that will save A TON on daycare. Also not working will save a bunch on the gas I was spending to drive to this awful place. So things are falling into place with that. Just knowing that the time off is coming and Arianna will be here soon is very exciting.

I still have not decided exactly what I am going to do after I am done with maternity leave. I don't want to work here anymore so I will probably use my time off to look for another part time job. I know I want to spend more time at home with the kids but I will want to work too, just to contribute and I have my own credit card debt I am working on paying off. But I am also considering going to school. I would love to get more schooling under my belt and work towards a better career I can make more money at doing and something I enjoy instead of working some weird job, like selling fire sprinklers and parts LOL Still a lot to look into and figure as far as that goes but I feel confident that at least I have a direction I want to head towards.

Jason and I have been getting along much better these days. I still have my grouchy moments when I am really tired or in a lot of pain and Jason is learning to leave me and let me work it out on my own. We have been arguing a lot less and he has been a lot more understanding in the sex department when I am not interested or simply in too much pain. I still give him a bone to chew on every so often LOL But over all it is way better than it used to be. I don't even want to get into those details....

Work is going ok I guess. I hate the fact I have to commute so damn far to a place I hate and then get stuck in stupid traffic to and from. Last night I didn't get home until almost 6pm and I get off work at 4pm. The whole thing with the accidental email to the customer has blown over. Still sucks I have a write up on my record for now. Oh well. The guy is an idiot and I will always believe that but at least he and I can be cordial to each other when we have to work with each other over the phone. I still think that many of the things they said to me were way outta line and that is the biggest reason I am choosing to leave this company after I have this baby. I just cannot say I am quitting or else I won't get my vacation pay ya know.

Other than all that things are going well. I hope all of you have a wonderful weekend! Enjoy the sunshine for those of you being blessed with the beautiful days. Congrats to all the new mommies and baby dust to those who are right there. And good luck to those TTC <3