07-8-2009 - 40 weeks TODAY.. Where is my little girl??

My mood while writing this blog: blah

I was hoping I would go into labor with the full moon last night... no such luck. Just really uncomfortable sleep because my hips keep cramping and I had to pee like there was no tomorrow every 2 hours. I was also feeling really anxious still like I have been for the last couple of days. I spoke to my dr yesterday and I am not sure about the induction at this point. Maybe I will have a better shot at it after my next visit which isn't until Tuesday the 11th, which seems so far away from now. At least it's the weekend so I will have everyone home with me to help make the days pass quicker. I just feel so big and awkward and knowing that today is my due date which was adjusted from the old due date (7/27) I just feel soooo overdue. I guess my body really enjoys having a baby inside of it because this is #2 and here I am going overdue again. Unless I go into labor tonight or this weekend... I thought about drinking castor oil but have a feeling that would just give me the runs and I'd hate to go into labor with the runs LOL I did go walking around the grocery store for 45minutes with Isaiah in hopes that will help but I started to feel kinda ill and was having cold sweats so I came home. Did the sex thing last night and will probably do it again tonight even though it is incredibly awkward and uncomfortable. Anwyays, wish me luck ladies because I need it. I am ready to see my daughter!