27-5-2008 - 17 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: restless

17 weeks

Well feeling better, Been teaching Buddhism to my year 8s so Im all zenned out and relaxed . Its funny trying to teach them to meditate. The kids dont know Im preggers. If you were walking down the street and saw me you wouldnt know Im pregnant. Even the doctor said "wow you dont have much of a bump at all" hehhe. It was at that point I decided to stop obsessively looking at my belly in the mirror every morning and night. I got me a little pooch at 15 weeks and since then , nada. Ill grow when it decideds to.Still cant tell if Im feeling the baby move or if its just growing,moving muscle twinges. Theres so much going on down there how can anyone tell whats baby and whats your intestines relocating? I guess its more fun to say Its baby so Ill just do that. One more month till big ultrasound. I sometimes get the urge to go into London by myself and get a £100 ultrasound so I can find out the sex. OMG would Matt kill me. he ehe he