27-5-2008 - 23 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: neurotic

23 weeks

Well well 23 weeks . We have officially decided to call the baby Hunter Kai . Im not too keen on the fact that last names used as first names is trendy now, and that Hunter is like number 54 on the most popular names of the last few years, but hubby and I cant agree on anything else and I have loved this name for a few years now. Matt wants his name sake to be Hunter S. Thompson. Yeah, that ll be fun one day explaining to him he was named after a crazed, drug fuelled writer. We also agreed we wouldnt tell anyone the name till he was born , well that went out the window about three minues after we found out it was a boy. I think Im actually starting to feel comfortable with the pregnancy. I know Im more than half way through but now that the baby is almost viable I feel like Im actually going to have this baby . Im finally accepting that after all this there WILL be a baby. Im letting myself get excited without unbridled neurosis hanging over me, this is healthy. This is the way it should be.