27-5-2008 - 24 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: worried

24 weeks

Waiting waiting waiting. worry worry worry. Dealing with stupidity at work coming from the kids and some bloody insane parents. Im doing my best not to let anything get to me , easier said than done. Stress can lead to premature labour, so ive decided to try to stop caring about work. I love saying that! I’m quitting in 3 months and leaving the country. Why get stressed out?

God, I so would love a vacation right now. Of course that is completely out of the question due to our mad saving scheme. Its going to cost thousands of dollars just to move, and thats after giving away more than half of our stuff. Then once we get home we will have to buy all new stuff for us AND the baby. They don’t do baby showers here so we will have to buy pretty much all ourselves. I just don’t know how we are going to do this. I get so upset about the situation sometimes. I get so jealous of people shopping and decorating nurseries’ and getting showers . All I have to look forward to is losing most our possessions and planning a move half way around the world weeks after giving birth.

Im actually looking forward to going up to MIL house next weekend. Just to get away from here. I don’t know if people read this blog but if they do , I’m not a miserable person ,really! Just a neurotic worrier! I meant to make this blog so that Hunter could read about my pregnancy one day...now I dont know if thats such a good idea now...

I just made a birthday cake even though its nobodys birthday. I stuffed my face as soon as it cooled and Im now going to go back and continue to stuff. Been doing a lot of comfort eating as of late.