27-5-2008 - 33 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: suprised

33 weeks

Finished our birthing classes. Good stuff , those classes, and Matt learned loads. He even read a parenting book between the classes. Last night was our last night and they brought in all theses new parents and babies. We got to ask them questions and see the "real thing". While the rest of the pregnant couples got up t0 coo and gurggle over the babies Matt and I just sat in our chairs . I asked him if he was going to hold one, and he turned to me- " but what if I broke it?" I think we were both a little shocked at them. All they did was cry and need stuff. Good God what have we done!!!! We have NO IDEA what we signed up for. Christ, after last night all I could think about was all the WORK that they need. I didnt think they were particularly cute or anything . One did smile once and that was kinda nice . The fact is that I have enough faith in my hormones to know that I will be completely enamored by the thing once he gets out. I was just a bit suprised at my own reaction, I thought Id be all over those babies. Poor Matt , I still think reality is going to hit him harder.