18-12-2009 - Happy 2nd Birthday to my son!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Loving

This letter I wrote in his Birthday Book..we write in it every year and put Pics in it...

To My Sunshiney Boy-

Happy 2nd Birhday!! These past 2 years have flown by!! I still remember the day I gave birth to you, via Drs help :)!! you were perfect!! and still are! you bring a lot of joy and love into my life, joy and love that I never knew I could feel for one person.... You have brigthened my world and love I love you so very much!! and I look forward to watching you grow up (although I keep insisting you say my sweet lil baby boy forever)

I look forward to being the best Momma I can be for you,you are my love, my heart, my son!!! I say this with love and devotion and tears of joy!!! I love you my son!!

Love Momma

**********************************************************************************

I have to say I am a lil more emotional this year! I know its because Eans such a wonderful son I love him soooo much..But it is also because I feel a little bit empty since I feel like I should be sharing my wonderful news of being preggo with the family and giving Ean a Big Brother Tshirt as a gift... and it feels wrong to not have my lil bean growing and sharing this day with us... but i know he or she, we both think it was a she, is watching over us and celebrating Eans bday in heaven...