16-11-2009 - So ready

My mood while writing this blog: content

I know I am only 33 weeks pregnant but I am ready to meet Jacob. I feel soo huge and I have a hard time getting out of bed or up from a seat. I can't even bend over anymore lol. I have to have my fiance put my socks and shoes on. Lol, and there is so much pressure down there. Thankfully, I have everything ready for him and now it's just a waiting game. I don't know how if I waited any longer I could get his nursery ready or wash all his clothes. I am so tired just from walking across the house haha. It's just that I get so out of breath so easily. But anyways, I packed both mine and the babys's bag. I washed his crib bedding and put it on his crib. I washed all his clothes, blankets, towels, and washclothes. We went and got diapers and a big huge thing of wipes. We finally finished getting everything we need from my baby shower last weekend so now we are completely ready.

I am just getting anxious because I am measuring 4 weeks ahead and I honestly have no idea when he will here. My due date may be wrong or he is just a huge baby. So I am getting nervous about having to push out a big baby especially since it is my first baby lol. My doctor did say that I will have another u/s in 3-4 weeks to see how big he is. She dicussed the possibility of induction but we will have to wait and see.

The other thing is I have been having so much anxiety about my Jacob moving. He moves so much that when he stops for an hour, I get worried but I got to remember that he has to sleep haha! I am also afraid that I will squish him when I am sleeping or when I get in and out of bed because I practically have to roll off the bed. I honestly just can't wait to have him in my arms so that I can stop worrying about hurting him. I will know he's okay and I just can't to kiss his chubby cheeks. I really have loved being pregnant but I just know that I am ready as can be to finally hold my baby.