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This is a poem I wrote about my miscarriage I had on the 17th of October 2009. We named our baby Charlie, as it's a cute unisex name we both liked, and we didn't know if our baby was a boy or girl. I haven't written many poems, and I'm not very good at it, but it just helped me to get some of my feelings out!
I was 6 and a half weeks pregnant, when my baby was taken from me,
I looked all around on the ultrasound screen, but there was nothing there to see.
The Dr filled in paperwork, as I stared at the hospital floor,
she said an ectopic pregnancy was the likeliest cause.
I told my GP the week before, that I felt something was wrong,
they told me the blood test was positive, so for my baby, I stayed strong.
The days went by, and I hoped, that my baby would hold on tight,
but deep inside me, I just knew that something wasn't right.
Then one awful morning, just after I did wake,
I noticed I was bleeding, then came the tummy ache.
I spent the day in hospital, a miscarriage they said,
I felt so upset and scared, laying on the white bed.
My HCG levels had dropped, they saw from my blood test,
they sent me home with codeine, and told me I should rest.
The following weeks were very hard, I felt so empty inside,
during the day I hid my pain, but at night, I cried and cried.
I feel able to go out of the house, now the physical pain has gone,
but the emotional pain is just as bad, but slowly I will move on.
On my good days, I feel ok, but my bad days are bad,
and I sit and feel angry, tired, guilty, lonely and sad.
On the 10th of June, 2010, my heart will feel so cold,
this is the day, I should have had my newborn baby to hold.
I love being a mummy, my girls are everything to me,
but sadly, our precious baby, just wasn't meant to be.
We buried our tiny Charlie, one evening in the rain,
we stood and cried and held each other, we've never known such pain!
I love my baby so much, and will miss Charlie everyday,
but I know that in my heart he/she will always stay.
So, baby Charlie, you are here, inside all of our hearts,
and although we cannot see you, we will never be apart!
6 Comments on My miscarriage poem.
bluejay2009 - Monday, 28 Dec
ops im soprry i got you confused with someone else so sorry should have checked ive just been so wacked up this whole weekend t3s made me messed hope you are doing okay with the miscarrige and feeling 100% again its hard to go though i know
missing*my*2angels - Sunday, 29 Nov
That was a beautiful poem! Thank you for sharing it with us.
joeyandzacksmommy2007 - Friday, 27 Nov
so sorry for your loss but at least you are able to finally come to term. i had a miscarriage 2x one at 9 weeks and the other at 6 weeks but i am thankful to have my two beatiful boys..god has plans of his own even if unfotunatly it brings pain to us or others you just have to have faith..good luck and that is a beautiful poem
hollyday - Friday, 27 Nov
BeautifuL Poem~
lynsey-3 - Friday, 27 Nov
omg that has jus brought me to tears that was beautiful hun, xxxx
bluejay2009 - Thursday, 26 Nov
omg i cant help but cry though that whole poem yoru brave i wouldnt be able to let it out as easy as you im so sorry for your lose i relate way to much i wish i had a printer so i could print it out its beautiful no woman would ever judge a poem like this so dont worry about that its perfect
| 26-11-2009 - My miscarriage poem. |  My mood while writing this blog:Sad. |
This is a poem I wrote about my miscarriage I had on the 17th of October 2009. We named our baby Charlie, as it's a cute unisex name we both liked, and we didn't know if our baby was a boy or girl. I haven't written many poems, and I'm not very good at it, but it just helped me to get some of my feelings out!
I was 6 and a half weeks pregnant, when my baby was taken from me,
I looked all around on the ultrasound screen, but there was nothing there to see.
The Dr filled in paperwork, as I stared at the hospital floor,
she said an ectopic pregnancy was the likeliest cause.
I told my GP the week before, that I felt something was wrong,
they told me the blood test was positive, so for my baby, I stayed strong.
The days went by, and I hoped, that my baby would hold on tight,
but deep inside me, I just knew that something wasn't right.
Then one awful morning, just after I did wake,
I noticed I was bleeding, then came the tummy ache.
I spent the day in hospital, a miscarriage they said,
I felt so upset and scared, laying on the white bed.
My HCG levels had dropped, they saw from my blood test,
they sent me home with codeine, and told me I should rest.
The following weeks were very hard, I felt so empty inside,
during the day I hid my pain, but at night, I cried and cried.
I feel able to go out of the house, now the physical pain has gone,
but the emotional pain is just as bad, but slowly I will move on.
On my good days, I feel ok, but my bad days are bad,
and I sit and feel angry, tired, guilty, lonely and sad.
On the 10th of June, 2010, my heart will feel so cold,
this is the day, I should have had my newborn baby to hold.
I love being a mummy, my girls are everything to me,
but sadly, our precious baby, just wasn't meant to be.
We buried our tiny Charlie, one evening in the rain,
we stood and cried and held each other, we've never known such pain!
I love my baby so much, and will miss Charlie everyday,
but I know that in my heart he/she will always stay.
So, baby Charlie, you are here, inside all of our hearts,
and although we cannot see you, we will never be apart!
6 Comments on My miscarriage poem.
bluejay2009 - Monday, 28 Dec
ops im soprry i got you confused with someone else so sorry should have checked ive just been so wacked up this whole weekend t3s made me messed hope you are doing okay with the miscarrige and feeling 100% again its hard to go though i know
missing*my*2angels - Sunday, 29 Nov
That was a beautiful poem! Thank you for sharing it with us.
joeyandzacksmommy2007 - Friday, 27 Nov
so sorry for your loss but at least you are able to finally come to term. i had a miscarriage 2x one at 9 weeks and the other at 6 weeks but i am thankful to have my two beatiful boys..god has plans of his own even if unfotunatly it brings pain to us or others you just have to have faith..good luck and that is a beautiful poem
hollyday - Friday, 27 Nov
BeautifuL Poem~
lynsey-3 - Friday, 27 Nov
omg that has jus brought me to tears that was beautiful hun, xxxx
bluejay2009 - Thursday, 26 Nov
omg i cant help but cry though that whole poem yoru brave i wouldnt be able to let it out as easy as you im so sorry for your lose i relate way to much i wish i had a printer so i could print it out its beautiful no woman would ever judge a poem like this so dont worry about that its perfect
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