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25-10-2009 - Sick of being Sick!

My mood while writing this blog: tired/sick

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Well today I am 14 weeks. (i think this is the part where im supposed to say "YAY"...sorry ladies im not thrilled!) My morning sickness has NOT left!! I am taking Zofran but it doesnt take it all away. Some days I only feel sick but never puke and other days i puke a few times a day. Im real tired of the morning sickness! With Hayden (my 6yr old) I was sick the whole 9 months (NOT FUN) and with Kaeli (my 3yr old) i was sick for 6 months, but i was never so sick that I LOST WEIGHT!! So far with this "Bug" I have lost 15lbs!! Now on top of puking, for the past few days I have woke up with a headache, sore throat, and my nose is sooo stuffy!! I cant go 10 minutes without blowing my nose and that barely helpes. When I wake up in the mornings I spend at least 30 minutes off and on trying to clear my nasal passage so I can breath!! OH and did I mention the PEE!?! I remember wih my other 2 as I got farther in my pregnancies that if I wasnt careful I would have a little "accident". Well with this kid it has started already!!! When I sneeze..I pee a little! When I cough I pee a little! When I puke I pee...more than a little! I have to wear pads because I do all of those so often that if I didnt within a few hours of waking up I would be out of panties!! Im trying to see the "Up" side of being pregnant but im just not there yet!! I still have lots to do to get my house in order.We still have not moved everything to the new house and once we do I have to clean the other one! I cant do very much because lots of moving around makes my tummy worse!! I feel like im being a Lazy house wife..but I hate not being able to do stuff! I just want my life back!! I WISH IT WAS APRIL ALREADY!!! My husband is affraid that I will resent this baby and him becuase I REALLY didnt want any more kid. I was perfectly happy with the 2 I already have. My husband wanted another but he saw how bad things were whith Kaeli and said that he was fine with the 2 we had..well my IUD decided to come out and here I am Miserable again!!! Im just ready for this kid to be out...wait...am I? Because that will only mean waking up in the middle of the night to go down stairs and make a bottle to feed the baby..changing poopy diapers ( I just got kaeli potty trained!) Man I am SOOOOO NOT ready for this!!! Most days I feel like im gonna break down and cry for hours!! Y did this happen to me? Then when I start feeling like this I feel like a HORRIBLE mother and then worry that God might take this baby away from me! I dont want to lose the baby..it would kill me!! I just want to have 1 easy pregnancy!! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?? Sorry ladies..I kinda went a little postal there didnt I...darn these Pregnancy Hormones..LOL well if you read this thanks for hanging in there with me!! I know i sound like a crazy lady!

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2 Comments on Sick of being Sick!


tonie - Sunday, 25 Oct
I hope you feel better soon. :) All of my pregnancies have been hard, but this one definately takes the cake. I have never hurt so bad in my life!! The only glow I have is when I'm glowing from being so hot!! LOL!! ANd it's around 40 degrees here!!

Arcola21 - Sunday, 25 Oct
i doubt it!! but im glad yours did!!