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| 20-4-2008 - update |
My mood while writing this blog: eehhhhhh |
Hey ladies, nothing much has been happening with me and fat man, we are both doing well and the pregnancy is going great, i just wish i could hurry up and get over this heartburn, it SUCKS!!! lol, but um i got the results of my glucose test and all is well, the blood came back with no issues so i am very thankful for that, other than that i have just been here waiting for my prince to arrive, i cant wait to see his little face and hold his little hands, *sigh* lol, but im also super excited because my nephew Mekhi will be here very soon!!! YAY!!!! shout outs to my baby mama!!! love ya girlie!! unfortunately things with me and the hubby, and with me and my family have not been going so great, its been very hard for me emotionally to deal with all of the changes that are currently going on in my life, i try to keep my head up and look at my son as the life changing aspect in my world but its just sooo hard!!! i love my son to death but i question whether or not i have done the right thing by bringing him into this world, especially under these circumstances, there is just no stability in my life right now, and all the people whom i thought were here for me have suddenly decided that their lifes are more important and have basically left me out to dry.... im not even having a baby shower because i couldnt get enough people to show up for me!! *sigh* its hard and only God can understand, and then im not even sure if my marriage will be able to sustain the strain, granted i know i was extremly young when i got married but when i said my vows, i meant them, and meant them with all my heart and now i dont know if we are going to make it through this time*sniff* i just dont know what to do or who to turn to!! all i can do is pray, so ladies please pray for me, pray hard, lol!! thanks, i will check in with you guys soon, byez!! xoxoxoxo
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