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Well let me try and make this as short as possible. So Monday Shawn and I were fighting. Nothing too bad, just stress fighting over money and such. Then out of the blue he says that this isn't working and he "doesn't see us going anywhere" because I don't trust him. He says I am always questioning whether he is going to drink again. I said well he has yet to prove to me that he will not drink. I need more than a few weeks. He just said He wants to drink and blah blah blah. That's when I told him to go drink then (then cried for him to stay) so he packed up and left. I talked to him for about 5 minutes Tuesday morning and was surprised to hear he was SOBER....(oh believe me I can tell) He said he was going to stay at our buddy Dolamite's house and record some music. I was doubtful as usually this is when he takes off and gets so drunk he won't call me. He will call EVERYONE in his phonebook but me. So ALL day after I talked to him I did not hear a work and just cried all day. My LIPS were even so swollen and I lost 4 pounds in a day!! ( I SWEAR IT WAS THE CRYING!) So this morning I got a call from him. I was expecting the drunk Shawn...the man I hate. It wasn't him. It was just Shawn....sober. I asked why he didn't call and he said honestly that he didn't want to talk to me. He said he was a wreck and D-mite even tried talking to him and tried getting him to open up. He said he needed to think about everything in his own head and not be influenced by anyone. I then asked why he said he wanted to drink. He said I took him wrong. He said "Yes I want to drink...EVERYDAY I want to drink..But I won't. I don't want to lose my family. I don't want to drink because of what I will lose but it's something I struggle with everyday and I need YOUR trust in helping me. None of this is your fault and I know you need time to trust me but our relationship is doomed without trust." I WAS AMAZED! I expected things to be so different....I imagined him like he used to be....off so drunk somewhere that I had to be called to pick him up because he passed out in the parking lot of a bar, or him calling me to come get him because he was so drunk he didn't know where he was. But it wasn't even close. Dolamite called to tell me he didn't even have A BEER while he was gone....NOTHING!!! Yes this gives me hope, but I have a lot of reservation. I will definitely try and put more trust in him, because he is right on that...I need to let go of some fears. but HE needs to understand that I DO have fears. He is home now and we had a really good day. We even made love for the first time in 3 WEEKS! I prayed and prayed and cried and cried that things would be okay....maybe this is a start.....maybe this is what needed to happen for us BOTH to realize we need to work harder....maybe this is a new beginning. Time will tell. THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I would have lost my my sanity if it were not for you ladies. You mean EVERYTHING to me...and when I (and Diane..lol) win the lottery I am going to start a IAP ANNUAL EVENT!! Where we can all get together and meet! :) I love you all and thank you again! :)
29 Comments on New Beginnings
TanMansMomma32 - Friday, 25 Sep
I just started crying I had an alcoholic as my now exhusband... and those words that he said to you were amazing because he wants to change!! I am so happy that there is light in this darkness.. I know that it is hard but I know that you guys are going to be able to make it!! =)
B3thy - Thursday, 24 Sep
good luck...I hope everything works out!
*dcsfantasticfour - Thursday, 24 Sep
LOVE YOU TOO SWEETIE!!!!!
AbbottBaby2 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Good for you guys for working it out. I'm happy it turned out okay!
melissabkr - Thursday, 24 Sep
ooooooh im so excited about the anual events :D i want to go,good luck with everything hope things will work out for you both sometimes people just need to touch button to wake up and that just makes your love stronger is always worth to give it a new try...
R-N-E-Bump - Thursday, 24 Sep
YAY! I'm sooo happy things seem to have gone in a positive direction for you and Shawn. I've been praying for you both and will continue to do so.
MamaLuvnJah - Thursday, 24 Sep
Like I said before he needs your help and can't do it alone. I know you won't give up on him and being alive for his children should be enough strength for him to go to AA. I pray that he goes. The support group can help. Just like we here for you on IAP. LOL
nich-vegas-mommy - Thursday, 24 Sep
Glad to hear there is hope! Be strong and stay healthy!!
southstar - Thursday, 24 Sep
oh beautiful!! i'm glad things are going your way, EVERYTHING happens for a reason honey, EVERYTHING. That baby came at a perfect time as well...he/she and ur son and daughter i'm sure have a major influence on him. I wish you all the best
kbpc3949 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Glad to hear things sound to be on the right track!
ttcbby1 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Aww hun I am so happy that you guys talked and Shawn didn't go out drinking!! It will take a lot more than just a few sober days I'm sure, but you guys love eachother and I am sure you will work through it. Everyone has issues, every couple goes through something! But it is important to not just go and give up- so again, I am so happy for you that things are looking brighter! Just remember even if you guys have a little spat over something, stay calm- you have a beautiful life growing inside you- and its life from both of you... HUGS! Oh yeah- and I agree- if I win the lottery before you or Diane I am totally arranging it so we can all meet :-) How awesome will that be! Haha.. take care!
amy011 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Oh thats great news! I am really pleased, I think you're right that it's what you needed a quick reality check. Good luck and remember everything happens for a reason xx
cpalmer - Thursday, 24 Sep
good!! i figured he might not have the sense to go there again with the drinking, he may have problems but hes not stupid :) im so happy for u that u guys are working together!! its not easy! but have faith and never lose hope and it will get easier, much love hun xxxxx
OverTheRainbow - Thursday, 24 Sep
Girl...I have lived first hand with alcoholics...and I have seen my neighbor go through the same thing with her husband just a few months ago (And they have a newborn)...anyhow...I know it's hard, but you haved to try and put a little more faith in him right now. He needs that...and your relationship needs that. I know it sounds unfair to ask that of you, after all he has put you through...but alcoholism is a disease, and it sounds like he is on the right track. He's admitting that it's a problem, and he acknowledges that he wants to drink - but is going to try his best to stay away. He needs you to be his rock right now. YOu can do it!!! :) WOMAN POWER!! haha. Hugs to you, hang in there!!
DiandClover - Thursday, 24 Sep
I must say, I am surprised too that he did not drink while he was having his breakdown, usually that is when you are most likely to crack. Good for you Shawn :) I wish you both all the luck in the world, and I hope Shawn stays the course. He does need to understand that your trust must be earned back, and work towards that end. He still seems very much convinced he can do it on his own - I hope he soon sees the benefit of a counseling program to help him, like AA. and YES, when those lotto numbers come up there will be a MASSIVE IAP retreat planned! ((HUG))
SarahLJ - Thursday, 24 Sep
I'm glad things all worked out for you hun and he didn't drink whilst he was away.
claire louise - Thursday, 24 Sep
Aww great news hun. I hope your right and it's the start of sumthing great.x
Lilmissesmum- - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Good to hear it worked out, just remember there is always hope. :)
Duffy - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I am glad things as starting to sort out for you and hubby....I pray that this is a new beginning for you both and that he can stay sober and you can learn to trust him....good luck hun
ashysmm1 - Wednesday, 23 Sep
So glad to hear things are on the right track.
boyoboy - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I would love to meet you someday, so hurry up and win the lotto. That is great you two talked, good luck and don't stress too much with that miracle brewing inside of you. He better know how lucky he is.
nikkipearl - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Im glad everything worked out for you guys...now you need to kick your feet up and relax so your lil baby isnt stressed out too!!
Cherryb0m - Wednesday, 23 Sep
good luck hun, i really hope everything works out for you guys :-)
brendalee - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm glad he didn't drink while he was away and you two are going to try to work things out, hopefully it's the start of a new beginning. :)
Mommy2KayleeAndKeira - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm glad to hear that your making it work. Good luck
mrs lady - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Im glad that things are working out for you, trust takes time but it will eventually happen.
*AMANDA* - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Thats a lot of stress for you babe, hope everything works out for the best! Your always in my thoughts and prayers!
STCT - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm so glad to hear everything is going well. Sometimes something bad needs to happen so the good to come out. I think it's really sweet he'll do everything in his power not to drink because you and your family mean more to him.
dreame - Wednesday, 23 Sep
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| 23-9-2009 - New Beginnings |  My mood while writing this blog:numb but hopeful |
Well let me try and make this as short as possible. So Monday Shawn and I were fighting. Nothing too bad, just stress fighting over money and such. Then out of the blue he says that this isn't working and he "doesn't see us going anywhere" because I don't trust him. He says I am always questioning whether he is going to drink again. I said well he has yet to prove to me that he will not drink. I need more than a few weeks. He just said He wants to drink and blah blah blah. That's when I told him to go drink then (then cried for him to stay) so he packed up and left. I talked to him for about 5 minutes Tuesday morning and was surprised to hear he was SOBER....(oh believe me I can tell) He said he was going to stay at our buddy Dolamite's house and record some music. I was doubtful as usually this is when he takes off and gets so drunk he won't call me. He will call EVERYONE in his phonebook but me. So ALL day after I talked to him I did not hear a work and just cried all day. My LIPS were even so swollen and I lost 4 pounds in a day!! ( I SWEAR IT WAS THE CRYING!) So this morning I got a call from him. I was expecting the drunk Shawn...the man I hate. It wasn't him. It was just Shawn....sober. I asked why he didn't call and he said honestly that he didn't want to talk to me. He said he was a wreck and D-mite even tried talking to him and tried getting him to open up. He said he needed to think about everything in his own head and not be influenced by anyone. I then asked why he said he wanted to drink. He said I took him wrong. He said "Yes I want to drink...EVERYDAY I want to drink..But I won't. I don't want to lose my family. I don't want to drink because of what I will lose but it's something I struggle with everyday and I need YOUR trust in helping me. None of this is your fault and I know you need time to trust me but our relationship is doomed without trust." I WAS AMAZED! I expected things to be so different....I imagined him like he used to be....off so drunk somewhere that I had to be called to pick him up because he passed out in the parking lot of a bar, or him calling me to come get him because he was so drunk he didn't know where he was. But it wasn't even close. Dolamite called to tell me he didn't even have A BEER while he was gone....NOTHING!!! Yes this gives me hope, but I have a lot of reservation. I will definitely try and put more trust in him, because he is right on that...I need to let go of some fears. but HE needs to understand that I DO have fears. He is home now and we had a really good day. We even made love for the first time in 3 WEEKS! I prayed and prayed and cried and cried that things would be okay....maybe this is a start.....maybe this is what needed to happen for us BOTH to realize we need to work harder....maybe this is a new beginning. Time will tell. THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I would have lost my my sanity if it were not for you ladies. You mean EVERYTHING to me...and when I (and Diane..lol) win the lottery I am going to start a IAP ANNUAL EVENT!! Where we can all get together and meet! :) I love you all and thank you again! :)
29 Comments on New Beginnings
TanMansMomma32 - Friday, 25 Sep
I just started crying I had an alcoholic as my now exhusband... and those words that he said to you were amazing because he wants to change!! I am so happy that there is light in this darkness.. I know that it is hard but I know that you guys are going to be able to make it!! =)
B3thy - Thursday, 24 Sep
good luck...I hope everything works out!
*dcsfantasticfour - Thursday, 24 Sep
LOVE YOU TOO SWEETIE!!!!!
AbbottBaby2 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Good for you guys for working it out. I'm happy it turned out okay!
melissabkr - Thursday, 24 Sep
ooooooh im so excited about the anual events :D i want to go,good luck with everything hope things will work out for you both sometimes people just need to touch button to wake up and that just makes your love stronger is always worth to give it a new try...
R-N-E-Bump - Thursday, 24 Sep
YAY! I'm sooo happy things seem to have gone in a positive direction for you and Shawn. I've been praying for you both and will continue to do so.
MamaLuvnJah - Thursday, 24 Sep
Like I said before he needs your help and can't do it alone. I know you won't give up on him and being alive for his children should be enough strength for him to go to AA. I pray that he goes. The support group can help. Just like we here for you on IAP. LOL
nich-vegas-mommy - Thursday, 24 Sep
Glad to hear there is hope! Be strong and stay healthy!!
southstar - Thursday, 24 Sep
oh beautiful!! i'm glad things are going your way, EVERYTHING happens for a reason honey, EVERYTHING. That baby came at a perfect time as well...he/she and ur son and daughter i'm sure have a major influence on him. I wish you all the best
kbpc3949 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Glad to hear things sound to be on the right track!
ttcbby1 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Aww hun I am so happy that you guys talked and Shawn didn't go out drinking!! It will take a lot more than just a few sober days I'm sure, but you guys love eachother and I am sure you will work through it. Everyone has issues, every couple goes through something! But it is important to not just go and give up- so again, I am so happy for you that things are looking brighter! Just remember even if you guys have a little spat over something, stay calm- you have a beautiful life growing inside you- and its life from both of you... HUGS! Oh yeah- and I agree- if I win the lottery before you or Diane I am totally arranging it so we can all meet :-) How awesome will that be! Haha.. take care!
amy011 - Thursday, 24 Sep
Oh thats great news! I am really pleased, I think you're right that it's what you needed a quick reality check. Good luck and remember everything happens for a reason xx
cpalmer - Thursday, 24 Sep
good!! i figured he might not have the sense to go there again with the drinking, he may have problems but hes not stupid :) im so happy for u that u guys are working together!! its not easy! but have faith and never lose hope and it will get easier, much love hun xxxxx
OverTheRainbow - Thursday, 24 Sep
Girl...I have lived first hand with alcoholics...and I have seen my neighbor go through the same thing with her husband just a few months ago (And they have a newborn)...anyhow...I know it's hard, but you haved to try and put a little more faith in him right now. He needs that...and your relationship needs that. I know it sounds unfair to ask that of you, after all he has put you through...but alcoholism is a disease, and it sounds like he is on the right track. He's admitting that it's a problem, and he acknowledges that he wants to drink - but is going to try his best to stay away. He needs you to be his rock right now. YOu can do it!!! :) WOMAN POWER!! haha. Hugs to you, hang in there!!
DiandClover - Thursday, 24 Sep
I must say, I am surprised too that he did not drink while he was having his breakdown, usually that is when you are most likely to crack. Good for you Shawn :) I wish you both all the luck in the world, and I hope Shawn stays the course. He does need to understand that your trust must be earned back, and work towards that end. He still seems very much convinced he can do it on his own - I hope he soon sees the benefit of a counseling program to help him, like AA. and YES, when those lotto numbers come up there will be a MASSIVE IAP retreat planned! ((HUG))
SarahLJ - Thursday, 24 Sep
I'm glad things all worked out for you hun and he didn't drink whilst he was away.
claire louise - Thursday, 24 Sep
Aww great news hun. I hope your right and it's the start of sumthing great.x
Lilmissesmum- - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Good to hear it worked out, just remember there is always hope. :)
Duffy - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I am glad things as starting to sort out for you and hubby....I pray that this is a new beginning for you both and that he can stay sober and you can learn to trust him....good luck hun
ashysmm1 - Wednesday, 23 Sep
So glad to hear things are on the right track.
boyoboy - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I would love to meet you someday, so hurry up and win the lotto. That is great you two talked, good luck and don't stress too much with that miracle brewing inside of you. He better know how lucky he is.
nikkipearl - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Im glad everything worked out for you guys...now you need to kick your feet up and relax so your lil baby isnt stressed out too!!
Cherryb0m - Wednesday, 23 Sep
good luck hun, i really hope everything works out for you guys :-)
brendalee - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm glad he didn't drink while he was away and you two are going to try to work things out, hopefully it's the start of a new beginning. :)
Mommy2KayleeAndKeira - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm glad to hear that your making it work. Good luck
mrs lady - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Im glad that things are working out for you, trust takes time but it will eventually happen.
*AMANDA* - Wednesday, 23 Sep
Thats a lot of stress for you babe, hope everything works out for the best! Your always in my thoughts and prayers!
STCT - Wednesday, 23 Sep
I'm so glad to hear everything is going well. Sometimes something bad needs to happen so the good to come out. I think it's really sweet he'll do everything in his power not to drink because you and your family mean more to him.
dreame - Wednesday, 23 Sep
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20-7-2008 - Oh so many BH contractions...:(
18-7-2008 - OH MY!!! I OVER DID IT!
14-7-2008 - Whoa...super hormones today...:(
03-7-2008 - Tooth extraction...:( I hurt!
02-7-2008 - Devestated...please keep her in your prayers!
10-10-2011 - SIL\'s preggo test....+? -? i dunno what do you think?
10-10-2011 - FAMILY UPDATE! IT\'S BEEN SO LONG!
23-4-2010 - 3.5 weeks...quick update and pics!
05-4-2010 - Charlie J is one week old!! (updates, hospital scare and pics)
31-3-2010 - Charlie is HERE!! :)
22-3-2010 - 37 weeks: Dr. appt update! :)
18-3-2010 - It's my birthday!! LOL!! :)
18-3-2010 - To drink or NOT to drink...castor oil? What are your thoughts?
16-3-2010 - update on 36 weeks blog..:) much better!
15-3-2010 - 36 weeks appt: don\'t know what I am more upset about! :(
12-3-2010 - 36 week update - (belly pic and Charlie's TAKE HOME outfit)
10-3-2010 - 35 weeks 5 days..nesting and other updates :)
08-3-2010 - Well I DIDN'T drop...:( (pics!!!!!
04-3-2010 - Do you think I have dropped? (pics)
03-3-2010 - 34 weeks 5 days...and STRUGGLING! (pic)
12-2-2010 - 32 weeks with comparison pics...lol
04-2-2010 - I cried over a donut tonight...WTH!?
28-1-2010 - TTC POEM I wrote awhile back.....
27-1-2010 - long night (and morning) in the ER..:/
20-1-2010 - OH MY HELL!!! What is going on in there!! :( ADVISE PLEASE!
19-1-2010 - Baby #2 VS #3...28 weeks 4 days..just for fun! (pics)
15-1-2010 - Ypu wanna get a great deal on diapers!?!?!?!?!
13-1-2010 - Madame Zaritskas birth prediction
11-1-2010 - ELECTRIC Breast Pump suggestion?? HELP!
02-1-2010 - 26 weeks: UPDATES! *pics*
19-12-2009 - Bummed about my weight gain...:/
18-12-2009 - 24 weeks....UPDATES! :) **pics**
19-11-2009 - Been MIA SORRY! 20 weeks and updates!
23-10-2009 - IT\'S A..............
22-10-2009 - BOY OR GIRL!?!?!? FINDING OUT IN AN HOUR!!! :)
16-10-2009 - 15 weeks....getting close to Gender Day!!! :) (pics)
14-10-2009 - How should I tell them I am pregnant! HELP! :)
13-10-2009 - 14 weeks 4 days! Dr. APPT. :)
11-10-2009 - 2010 BABIES!? Boys VS Girls? What are YOU having?
09-10-2009 - 14 weeks!!! Updates!
04-10-2009 - March 22nd??? Do you think it could be!?!?!?!? LOL!
01-10-2009 - What a precious site!
28-9-2009 - AH!!! SO EXCITED!! CONGRATS CANDICE! :)
28-9-2009 - 12.5 weeks: updates
23-9-2009 - New Beginnings
21-9-2009 - Well....we are over
18-9-2009 - The worst thing that could happen....Just so sad
17-9-2009 - JUST SOOOO HAPPY!! CONGRATS TO MY BROTHER! :)
15-9-2009 - Its a BABY! 1st Dr. appt.. :)
14-9-2009 - DOUBLE DIGITS! 10 WEEKS BABY! (pics)
13-9-2009 - BOY or GIRL?!?!?!?! Different predictions just 4 fun!
13-9-2009 - Ug...well it finally just got too bad...:(
08-9-2009 - Really? So I am not going to see my family in heaven huh?
04-9-2009 - Almost 9 weeks: How I am feeling, cravings...ETC! :)
02-9-2009 - Pregnancy Survey - PRE gender determination
02-9-2009 - 1st Dr. Appt. SO BUMMED and PISSED! :(
31-8-2009 - Keiley's FIRST day of school!!!! (pics)
26-8-2009 - OMG...M/S SUUUUUCKS...:(
20-8-2009 - Almost 7 weeks: How I'm feeling
17-8-2009 - First Born
15-8-2009 - Update on Shawn and I
14-8-2009 - Is this happening?? Not to me...it can't be...
14-8-2009 - YAY!!! New beta results are in...:)
12-8-2009 - 1st BETA blood test results are in.....
11-8-2009 - 5 weeks & getting blood work done today!
07-8-2009 - AF is "due" between yesterday and saturday...new HPT pic
07-8-2009 - My hubby and mom have the flu! GRRRR!!!
06-8-2009 - Tiernan Belly Time Line...21 weeks to 38 weeks!! :)
05-8-2009 - The stomach Bug claims another victim
04-8-2009 - THANK YOU ALL!! :) Update on Tiernan
04-8-2009 - UG!!! my POOR BABY!!! :(
03-8-2009 - 1st doctor appointment and bloodwork..:)
02-8-2009 - HPT 12DPO...SOOO DARK!!! (pics) still -- OPK?
01-8-2009 - THANK YOU THANK YOU!! ALL OF YOU!! :)
01-8-2009 - I TOOK A TEST..BF
01-8-2009 - 11DPO OPK vs HPT...(pics included)
31-7-2009 - OPK vs HPT pics 10DPO
31-7-2009 - BFN!
30-7-2009 - JUST FOR FUN! GO VOTE!! :)
30-7-2009 - OPK versus HPT 9DPO results!
29-7-2009 - 8DPO...losing symptoms...dry cm. temps flat lined.. :( HELP!
29-7-2009 - (just some updates from my page)
26-7-2009 - Tiernan took his first steps!!!!
23-7-2009 - I have a TMI question!!
22-7-2009 - Thanks ladies for answering all my blogs!! lol! :)
21-7-2009 - STILL getting STRONG + OPKs!! Will this delay Oing?
20-7-2009 - HAHA!!! +OPK BABY! :)
18-7-2009 - I guess maybe I won't ovulate this month...:(
16-7-2009 - I can't imagine...PLEASE keep them in your thoughts....
15-7-2009 - Oh cramps..why must you torture me so?!
14-7-2009 - MY POOR SON!!!
13-7-2009 - vitamins and herbs..to take or not to take while TTC or pregnant?
10-7-2009 - My TTC POEM (rough draft)
08-7-2009 - OFFICIAL TWT / TWW SYMPTOMS LIST!!!
08-7-2009 - OH!!! THIS BLOWS BALLS!. :(
08-7-2009 - THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT..it looks like we are on to the next month.. :/ TMI WARNING!!!!!!!!
07-7-2009 - RAWR!!! Temp went back UP now bleeding pretty heavy!
06-7-2009 - 5 DPO bleeding and temp drop PLEASE LOOK AT MY CHART! :) THANKS!
05-7-2009 - NEW PICS!!! (it's been awhile) lol :)
03-7-2009 - OKAY TTCers I think I figured out the chart..lol. SORRY!
03-7-2009 - TTCers please look..I am SOOO confused!
01-7-2009 - So sick of Fibromyalgia.....:(
01-7-2009 - Please pray for my friend...she lost her little girl a year ago....
29-6-2009 - Explained the birds & the bees to my 5 year old...it went so well!!! :)
27-6-2009 - redo-Laura said I could post once)Check out my site!! RuDeGirlS :) Boys stuff coming soon! :)
26-6-2009 - HUUUUUGE fight with husband last night! :(
24-6-2009 - Period is ALL screwed up...again..back to the drawing board! LOL. :)
22-6-2009 - I SOLD MY FIRST TUTU TODAY ON ETSY!
21-6-2009 - TTC FRUSTRATION ALREADY!?!?!?!?!
19-6-2009 - Tiernan is now standing up with no help!!
18-6-2009 - crampy and bleeding...:(
16-6-2009 - Mirena was removed..and so was something else
15-6-2009 - TTC SURVEY! :)
13-6-2009 - updates on my page from my pregnancy with Tiernan...:)
10-6-2009 - Starting new business AND TTC!! WHOA!
28-5-2009 - BYE BYE MASTER CLEANSE!! HELLO WEIGHT LOSS!
27-5-2009 - Measurements from first day and 5 day!
27-5-2009 - Detox day 5
26-5-2009 - Day 4 of the master cleanse...well I am getting there
24-5-2009 - Day 2 of the master cleanse..
23-5-2009 - Beginning weight measurements mood & physical status
23-5-2009 - Starting the MASTER CLEANSE tomorrow!! PLEASE HELP!
14-5-2009 - PLEASE SUPPORT ME LADIES!! ROCKABILLY AND FANCY BOWS! :)
23-4-2009 - Rest In Peace Sweatheart..:(
19-2-2009 - Tiernan has discovered his penis...lol
12-2-2009 - My poor babies! It breaks my heart! :(
03-2-2009 - STOP BLAMING MY BABY BOY!!! AHH GRRR!!SICK OF IT!!
30-1-2009 - YOU WANNA GET A GREAT DEAL ON DIAPERS?!?!?!
29-1-2009 - Today I was diagnosed with..... :*(
26-1-2009 - Tiernan plays PEEK A BOO!!
22-1-2009 - KEILEY LOST HER FIRST TOOTH!!
21-1-2009 - Getting my test results Monday!
10-1-2009 - MY IUD IS MISSING!!! WTF!?!?!?!
06-1-2009 - Tiernan ROLLED OVER YAY!!!
28-12-2008 - Knee surgery pending....:( A little scared... :(
16-11-2008 - IM BACK!!!!
02-11-2008 - OUCH!! OH THIS HURTS!!
28-10-2008 - Losing it.....:(
24-9-2008 - THANK YOU THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!!
23-9-2008 - Baby Tiernan update..
23-9-2008 - On the way to the ER...OMG. please pray
23-9-2008 - Terrified....this isn't happening...right? :(
18-9-2008 - Sexual Situations.....
13-9-2008 - Oh god...what's wrong with me...
13-9-2008 - Please pray for my grandma and sister! :(
09-9-2008 - Tiernan had his circ yesterday! :(
05-9-2008 - My baby is two weeks old already!
28-8-2008 - Have to have an EBP!
23-8-2008 - Scary labor but worth the outcome!! :)
19-8-2008 - Could this be it? :) (tmi) not for the weak..lol
18-8-2008 - 38 week check up!
13-8-2008 - COME ON FULL MOON!! :)
12-8-2008 - 37 week check up
10-8-2008 - Wish me luck on my walk! LOL :)
04-8-2008 - I BLEW MY MOTOR!!! FIGURES!!
26-7-2008 - Time is so funny when your pregnant!!
22-7-2008 - No support from my mom....how do I deal?
20-7-2008 - Oh so many BH contractions...:(
18-7-2008 - OH MY!!! I OVER DID IT!
14-7-2008 - Whoa...super hormones today...:(
03-7-2008 - Tooth extraction...:( I hurt!
02-7-2008 - Devestated...please keep her in your prayers!
Polls
- Brogan Jay OR Brogan James? My husband has his heart set on Brogan......
Date: 25-11-2009 Votes: 79 Comments: 2 - William WHAT? more to come but for now which is better?...
Date: 1-11-2009 Votes: 52 Comments: 1 
BOY OR GIRL?? :) Any Guesses? I am 16 weeks (tomorrow) and I still have M/S. I a...
Date: 15-10-2009 Votes: 61 Comments: 14
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