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| 18-5-2009 - Emotional Mommy |
My mood while writing this blog: emotional |
I am feeling so emotional. I was just putting my daughter down for her nap and after she fell asleep I held her and rocked her for a while longer. I was rocking and crying.....my first born baby is growing up. She is 2 1/2 but when I hold her while she is sleeping she is still my little baby. I love her so much. She is so precious. My little miracle from God.
Sometimes when I'm feeling so emotional like this I start to get nervous about the new baby coming. I start to wonder if I'm really going to be able to handle it. It's also makes me a little sad that it won't just be me and Amelia anymore. Don't get me wrong....I love this little one growing inside me so much, but I guess change seems a little scary right now.
Anybody else every feel like this?
6 Comments on Emotional Mommyzookeeper -
Tuesday, 19 May I completely understand what your are saying! My firstborn was 4 when I was expecting my second and I cried for months and months at the drop of a hat! Ugh! Just hang in there - I know this is cliche and really won't help much, but things really will be okay! I know - I've been there! Isaacsmom -
Monday, 18 May YEP TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!! GavinsMum -
Monday, 18 May i have felt like this many times.. I am not even pregnant with my second child yet. Im soooooo worried. I kinda feel like i am taking away from Gavin ( my first born). I want to love him with everything I am and give him everything and if i have another child will i be able to give them both everything. Im SCARED!!!! missyv28 (pink) -
Monday, 18 May I feel exactly like this too! I just sit and stare at him while he sleeps and stroke his cheek like I did when he was a baby and sometimes he gives that little smile too. I feel sometimes that I will be robbing him of all that attention and love that he gets now. Not that I would love him or Jeremiah any less. The only thing that gets me out of that funk is knowing he is getting a lifelong friend and partner and one day when me and daddy are gone he will still have his brother. *hugs* ububeans -
Monday, 18 May Aww I dont have a older baby this will be my first. But I do understand what you are saying. Im super emotional too! sarbear85 -
Monday, 18 May That is totally how I feel. My son is the same age and after he falls asleep i keep cuddling with him and he is just so precious....the new one seems so scary and sad that it wont be just Ethan anymore but i know it will be exciting and fun! :) And we will love her just as much. I am afraid i wont connect with her like i do with Ethan though.