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07-5-2009 - So many Emotions

My mood while writing this blog: overwhelmed

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I am finding it very hard to be happy throughout this pregnancy. Don't get me wrong I am over joyed that I am going to have a little angel. But there are so many things that are just not panning out. I can't find affordable housing. My childs dad is in complete denial and I don't even know what we are anymore. And I am getting barely any if not no support from his side of the family. They all talk alot about everything but no one ever does anything. I feel like I am absolutely alone, and its starting to become depressing.

What I thought was going to be a happy family has turned into.. something else. Something I don't know if I can do on my own. My mom say's its just my hormones talking. But I know it's more then that, I am doing this all on my own. No family accept for my mother but she is always at work. No friends.. nothing just me , and my unborn baby. I am only 2 month's pregnant and it wasnt suppossed to be like this at all. Sure my pregnancy was not planned. But this babys dad knew the risks about having unprotected sex . We were sorta trying before hand for years.. then when we decided to stop trying POOF baby appears in our life and now he's running scared. He keeps saying its not his child , when its impossible for it to be anyone els's considering when this child was concieved i was living with him in the middle of no where and we had no transportation for me to go anywhere or do anything i was always with him... i just wish he would come around and see just how hard this is on me

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1 Comments on So many Emotions


brittneydaneille90 - Thursday, 7 May
Awweee, HUnn, everything will be fine rememebr you still have at LEAST five more month and life has silly ways of figuring things out. alot can change in 7 motnhs. everything will work itself out.Dont stress its bad for baby