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08-5-2009 - yelling screaming & Stress = Sick and ancy me

My mood while writing this blog: Wacky

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i really wish my younger brother would get a check on his temper. He is 16 years old and just 10 minutes ago he started screaming and throwing things around because he couldn't find his cigarettes and because he is upset that I "ratted" him out to the RCMP for a break and enter. He yells, he screams and im stuck listening to it , my mom tries to calm him down and tell him that I had good reason to turn him in. I knew informationa and the RCMP nows this , so if I didn't give out information I could have been charged as being an accomplise... Mom trys to explain to him that I have responsibilitys and just because he is family he cannot expect me to go against my responsibilitys too my children. It's frustrating enough that I am stuck living with him in these situations but now he is expecting me to cover his ass when he breaks the law. No I refuse to do it. I have my own family I need to take care of , and what example would I be setting for my children , if i continued to cover my brother and his pot head thiefing ways. He broke the law now he needs to suffer those concequences and change his life around !

Honestly I wish he would just move out already. My mom and I are the best of friends when he isnt around , both my mom and I pay for work while my brother does drugs and wastes his life away ! and its not just marijuana. He has tried E and nearly died from it. As well as now he is doing Acid. I fear for him, and I am too the point where I don't him around me , or my mother , and exspecially not my child. It scares me too think that this is someone my child may decide to look up too. A highschool drop out who smokes weed and doesnt work , he's a bum and as harsh as it sounds there is nothing I or anyone else can do for him , we have tried numerous times... I just wish it was different. It stresses me out to the point of no return. It stresses my mother out and its breaking apart our household !!!! the worst thing about it is , my mom doesn't even know he does Acid.. or that he has tried half of the things he has tried, his attitude is , try everything once if you like it try it a second time to make sure and if you still like it do it again !!!!! I wish it would stop ... because sooner or later I wont be picking him up from the hospital anymore... I`ll be planning his funeral !

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1 Comments on yelling screaming & Stress = Sick and ancy me


josephs-mommy - Friday, 8 May
ok if he is already a bum then let him live like one and kick him out. im not trying to tell you what to do but its REALLY not good to get stressed when your pregnant. trust me i have gone threw a situation similiar to yours and trust me you need to talk to your mom about kicking him out cuz its not good for yours or your babys health. trust me you cant be stressed when your pregnant. i know how hard it is to live with a drug addicted that is your family but trust me hun the best thing for you and that baby is not loveing with him