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	Age: 28 Country: USA Province/region: Oh City: Madison Partner: Hubby Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Trying to conceive Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: Stay at home mommy!!
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16-3-2011 - 1 st year with David

My mood while writing this blog:
going crazy

So our first year birthday is fast approaching with ten days away. I can't believe how fast time has been with him. We are having big changes in our life. We aren't sure if we are getting out of the Navy so we are putting TTC until we decide what we are doing. We also decide that if we do get out we are only going to have David. It's so crazy how this decision can run our life. I am full of anixety and nervousness. We have been for seven years when he gets out if he gets out. I am scared about the economy, housing market, job market, and our insurance for David. He will be staying in active reserves. For me its easier if he stays in but on the same note I feel bad cause I know that there is so much that he wants to do as father. Not going to be easy when we are going on sea duty. I have no clue what expect with child and he goes on deployment. I know that there are people everyday who do it. But then we would start trying for baby number 2 I don't know who would help me. Its all just so overwheleming to even think about. Right now all I am trying to is focus on David's birthday but having a hard time. I feel like I am having party for our family rather than him. I really want to take a leave not go to Ohio and just hang out as family for our birthdays. I can't wait for all this to be over. We have 12 mths left in the service. I don't want my dh to stay in cause I don't want him to resent me. I have a million emotions going on right now.

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