01-7-2009 - 20 weeks & 3 Days (Everything)

My mood while writing this blog: VaRiEs !!!!!!

Well I'm in week 20 now and my god I still worry about everything, I thought that it would stop after 12 weeks but its got worse "-(

I actually was feeling pregnant for a few weeks as well, but now all of a sudden I dont feel pregnant anymore, I know that i'm ok though because i've been checked on numerous oocasions, this is mainly because I spot alot as well but the nurses have said that it all looks absolutely perfect up there. I got checked today actually.

I sometimes feel baby move and sometimes dont, this is my first and I dont know how i'm susposed to actually feel ie. my feelings are as if i'm been flicked if you know what I mean just above my pubic bone, there not really strong though. I need them to be stronger, so I still use my Doppler just to make sure, but i've started to question myself with that now.

On another note we know that were having a liccle boy and i'm really excited, I know what i'm doing his room like when we finally move, i'm doing it in the I LOVE MY BEAR range out of babies r us (uk) it georgeous. We have loads of stuff as well all the big stuff, I even have my cot he he. Its all brand nw as well except the pram which we got given it quite good actually its got a car seat on it as well, it cream and brown (More brown) and it came with footmuff, raincover and the bottom carseat bit, so thats saved us £100 - 200.

I dont really have any symtoms either now just the remaining bits of my hayfever and the big fat belly that wont fit into my clothes.

I just want this pregnancy to hurry up "-(

xx