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|18-3-2012 - Moving on
||My mood while writing this blog:|
I had my scan today after the mc to make sure my body was back to normal.
It was more emotional than I thought. I mean I've been okay for the last week or so and have been feeling pretty good but seeing thabig fat nothing on the ultrasound screen was a bit final. The lady was super nice though and made me feel better and talked me through the whole process.
After leaving the scan I feel much better. At least now I know it's over and we can move on and start trying now - she even said it looks like I'm ovulating already!
I have to think of it like this - there was something wrong with my baby to make it pass away at 6 weeks. So when I do become pregnant again that baby will be so extra loved bc if this baby did stick then the baby that we will eventually have would never have been. I have to believe that everything happens for a reason and that wasnt the baby that was meant to be a part of our family.
I just hope I never have to go through that again because as optimistic as I am now I dont think I'd be in the same mood if it happened again.
RIP baby xx I'll think of you always xx
3 Comments on Moving onFinally a mommy
- Monday, 19 Mar I'm sorry u had to go thru that. I do love ur positive attitude, and as u said, unfortunatly that baby wasnt meant to b, and hopefully u will get ur new addition to ur family soon. LiLBean4 (Team PINK)
- Monday, 19 Mar You have such a great attitude! I was like that for my 2nd mc. It's awesome to know that your body is already saying it's ready to start trying again! I will be praying for you!! :o) bjorgebaby
- Monday, 19 Mar I am so sorry dear, you have the right mind set and you will get pg again and bring home the beautiful healthy baby your ment to have. Sorry you had to go through that. I would never wish that on anyone.